Sol View: Diary of a Mad Black Man

Soooo I'm with snoopy (yeah I know more on that later) watching "Diary of a Mad Black Man"... And this movie is interesting.


The opening scene about whether a black man is weak because he doesn't stay with a drama filled black man was true.

The second about how men want a thug not a nice guy is true of girl who are immature. Also I'm mad at the woman who yelled at her child for asking for money for the ice cream truck and then told her daughte not to get a man like her brother and dad. That is totally inappropriate, no parent should disrespect the other parent to their child and diminsih their personality position and roll.

Angry Black Woman Syndrome is not a disorder till it's in the DSMiv it's not a disorder. Yes yhere are black women who are unjustly angry but just because a black woman shows her anger to a black or any other man should automatically earn her a title of Angry Black Woman.

To any black white or purple woman that has a man hitting them they need to get he'll and leave. Never allow a man to physically emotionally or verballly abuse you not just because it's wrong but because your setting yourself up to have a twisted view of men. It makes you afraid to take a good man for anything more than a friend or brouhrr figure. And ummmmm for the lame nehandrathals that are hitting women ummm you need to resolve your self confidence and manhood issues. Hitting a woman doesn't make you more o a man or prove your power... It shows how little respect you have for women and that the only way you can be in control or feel like you are a man is to be barbaric and destroy something that should be cherished.

neways.... Apparently I'm not eating and that's making snoopy mad... Soooooo I'm going to eat and finish more of this review afterwards but trust more is comming!!!!!





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Random Thought

Soo you don't have money to pay your cell phone bill but you have money to buy a wii??? Hmmm yeah we don't need to be together


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Raw and Uncut

I'm just saying..... When you know someone lied about something shouldn't you just go haaaa caught you?


I mean jeez why lie idk it's jus dumb... About when a phone is on or about thinking of me when you didn't because none of the food you got is stuff that I eat????

Seiously booooooooooo


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Raw and Uncut: SpikeTV's MANswers

Ok I'm just saying SpikeTV just needs to go on ahead and partner with Playboy or Hustler becAuse thus show "MANswers" is just retarded!!!!

Seriously asking a bunch of retarded sex related questions that no one really cares About and flashing halfnaked women across the screen every 3 secs so that men will continue to watch the screen.... The answer to the question they don't really care about....


Why not just have naked women spell out words and make people pay a subscription to watch it and get some higher quality girls?????

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Random Thought 47

Look if you can't man up and say that you're not into me can you please trade your dick in for a vagina? Thanks
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RANDOM THOUGHT 45

OK SO I'M WATCHING "CRYING OUT FOR ME" BY mario AND IM SORRY WHY THE FUCK IS DUDE ABOUT TO CRASH HIS CAR SO THAT HE CAN GET THE GURL??? IF HE IS THAT CRAZY IM SORRRY BO YOU NEED TO LET HER GO AND JUST COME BE WITH ME mario... MY HEART IS CRYING OUT FOR YOU TOO BUT I DONT HAVE CRAZIES LIKE THAT

LETTERS FROM THE SOL: WORTH

DEAR,

"I CAN HEAR YOUR HEART, CRYING OUT..." BUT I JUST DON'T THINK THAT ITS FOR ME. SEE YOURE SOOO BEYOND YOURSELF THAT I DON'T THINK YOU RECOGNIZE YOURSELF... SO RATIONAL YET A COMPLETE PSYCHOTIC BREAK COME TO LIFE.


I'M GLAD IT ENED UP BEING NOTHING... CUZ YOURE SOMETHINGS WOULD ONLY TURN INTO BAD THINGS FOR ME. YOU'RE INCAPABLE OF GIVING WHAT SOMEONE NEEDS AND ONLY CAPAPBALE OF PSEUDO-ORGANIC AFFECTION. SO SAD TO WATCH SOMETHING SO GREAT BE SO TARNISHED AND GO UNPOLISHED.



I HOPE THAT YOU CAN REALIZE YOUR WORTH BEFORE YOU'RE TRUELY WORTHLESS. AND YOU CAN KNOW WHAT ITY MEANS TO BE A REAL FRIEND AND FIND A REAL MATE.


ALWAYS

RANDOM THOUGHT 40

SOO WHY DO MEN LIE ABOUT BEING MARRIED? I MEAN SERIOUSLY IF YOU THAT BIG AND BAD ADMIT YOUR OFF THE MARKET BUT STILL WANT TO FUCK...

THEN GET JUDGED FOR THE FUCKED UP BITCH NIGGA YOU ARE....

GOOD OR BAD....


WHY LIE THO

REFLECTIONZ: dreamer

IT AMAZES ME HOW NOW THAT IVE TAKEN THIS FUCK YOU TOO ATTITUDE WITH GUYS HOW EASY IT IS TO GET OVER THEM AND NOT EVEN PROCESS THEM AT ALL.


SO LETS CALL THIS GUY.... dreamer..... HE HAD BEEN TRYING TO TALK TO ME FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS... AND REAL TALK DUDE HAD A GREAT MOUTH PIECE ON HIM. BUT I KEPT THE GUARD UP, TOLD HIM THAT IT SOUNDS GOOD BUT I'LL SEE WHAT HOW TRUE TO FORM HE REALLY IS (WHICH OF COURSE HE INSISTED THAT HE WAS)


IF YOU REMEMBER new prospect I HAVE A REALLY BIG PET PIEVE WITH PEOPLE WHO CANCEL FOR NO REASON.... ITS JUST RUDE AND IRRITATING. dreamer WAS SUPPOSSED TO COME OVER THURSDAY.... THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN.... I STAYED IN FRIDAY AND HE MYSTERIOUSLY ENDED UP DRUNK BY 10 PM AND 3 HOURS AFTER THAT CALL WAS PISSED WHEN I SAID THAT HE COULD JUST STAY AT HOME AND NOT BOTHER TO COME BY (WHICH I EVEN RENIGGED AFTER HE SAID HE WAS "JUS GETTING OFF THE FREEWAY AND STILL NEVER SHOWED). SATURDAY HE WAS IN TEMECULA AND WAS SUPPOSSED TO BE BACK @ 930 CALLED AT 3AM TO TELL ME HIS SISTER WAS IN AN ACCIDENT (WHICH WASN'T A LIE) AND HE WAS AT THE HOSPITAL... BUT WE COULD GO TO THE ZOO SUNDAY (WHICH NEVER HAPPENED).


IT JUST WAS HILLARIOUS. SO OF COURSE SUNDAY I NEEDED A BREAK FROM MY ROOM AND WENT TO MY MOMS.... AND OF COURSE I SIGN ON TO MY AIM AND HE WAS ONLINE... BIG SURPRISE RIGHT. THIS IS AFTER HEARING THAT HE'S NOT WHERE EVER HE WAS ANYMORE AND IF HE CAME BACK HE'LL BE TOLD TO CALL ME.


SERIOUSLY I JUST KEPT MY RESPONSES SHORT SIMPLE AND QUAINT. dreamer IS THE WORST TYPE OF LIEING SON OF A SHIT FACED OTTER. HE'S THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO PRIDES HIMSELF ON BEING SUCH A GREAT MAN BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY ISN'T EVEN WORTH THE BREATH IT TAKES TO SAY HELLO ON THE PHONE.


IT REALLY DID JUST MAKE ME LAUGH.... CUZ THERE WAS NO HURT OR DISAPPOINTMENT.... IT WAS JUST FUNNY THAT HE REALLY TRIED TO COME AT ME LIKE THAT AND WASTE MY TIME.


I GUESS THE CLEANSE I WENT ON A FEW WEEKS AGO REALLY DID HELP.

RANDOM THOUGHT 15

OK SO MY FIRST BLOG FOR TODAY WAS GOING TO BE ABOUT EITHER THE AUTO BAIL OUTS OR HILLARY BEING A SECRETARY OF STATE CANNIDATE..... BUT THEN NO....
SO HERE'S THE DISH...


I DON'T DEMAND A LOT IN THE RELATIONSHIP DEPARTMENT... IM FAIRLY UNDERSTANDING OF A LOT OF SHIT BUT........ THIS NEW PROSPECT HAS OFFICIALLY COME TO THE END OF MY TOLERANCE.
IF YOU'RE GOING TO BE BOLD ENOUGH TO DUBB YOURSELF AS MY BOYFRIEND OR MAIN GUY THEN YOU NEED TO BE ABLE TO BE AROUND TO HOLD THE SPOT DOWN. OTHERWISE I CAN AND WILL BECOME DISTRACTED.


IM NOT SAYING THAT IM A PLAYER OR A CHEATER.... IM SAYING THAT IN THE EARLY STAGES OF A RELATIONSHIP EVERYBODY KNOWS THAT I AM EASILY BORED AND SET OFF BY A PERSON I PREVIOUSLY WAS SUPER INTO AND AT THE END OF THE DAY THE ODDS ARE STACKED AGAINST THEM UNLESS THE ARE AROUND AND DOIN THERE JOB ON A REGULAR....

LETTERS FROM THE SOL: I WANT TO THANK YOU

DEAR

I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR LETTING HER GO SO THAT I CAN FINALLY LET YOU GO. NOW THAT YOU HAVE I DON'T FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAILURE FOR LOSING YOU. JUST HEARING THAT IN THE END YOUR LOVE FOR ME WAS GREATER MAKES ME BELIEVE THAT ONE DAY I'LL FIND SOMEONE WHO NEVER WILL LEAVE TO COMEBACK.

EVEN WHILE THIS WOUND IS HEALING I CAN FEEL OTHERS HEALING... THE THREE BIGGEST SCARS ACROSS MY HEART ARE MENDING FASTER NOW THAN EVER BEFORE... ALMOST AS IF CLOSURE HAS FINALLY COME.





I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR NOT RUNNING AFTER ME SO I COULD FINALLY TURN THE PORCH LIGHT OFF. KNOWING THAT YOU DIDN'T I DON'T FEEL THE NEED TO WAIT FOR YOU ANY LONGER, I JUST FEEL THE NEED TO FLY FREE. JUST KNOWING THAT IT REALLY WASN'T MY FAULT OR ANYTHING I DID OR WAS MADE MY TEARS STOP FALLING AND THE LAUGHTER RETURN TO MY VOICE.





EVEN THOUGH LOVE IS STILL THERE I FEEL IT AND THE OTHERS FADING TO NOTHING MORE THAN A WHISPER AT A CONCERT.... THREE TIMES THE LOVE LOST.... AND NOW THE PAIN IS FINALLY DEAF TO ME.



I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR BREAKING ME SO I COULD HAVE THE STRENGTH TO STAND FOR MYSELF. I AM STRONGER THAN BEFORE YOU AND DESPITE WHAT YOU THINK I NEVER NEEDED YOUR FAITH BUT FAITH IN MYSELF, FAITH THAT REAL LOVE WAS AND STILL IS WAITING FOR ME.


EVEN THOUGH I'M NOT AT FULL STRENGTH EVERY DAY THAT PASSES THE WEAKNESS BECOMES A MEMORY LOST FROM AGE... I CAN FINALLY SAY THAT AFTER FALLING WITH YOU, FOR YOU, AND FROM YOU, I AM READY FOR LOVE.

ANJL DOESN'T EQUAL TAXI!!!!

SOO... TODAY I GOT A TEXT FROM SOMEONE LETS JUST CALL HIM .... jeeperz....


AND I LOOKED AT THE NAME ON THE TEXT AND WAS LIKE "OH LORD THIS CAN'T BE GOOD"... OF COURSE IT WASN'T... BUT NONE THE LESS IT WAS FUNNY AS YOU KNOW WHAT BECAUSE THE COMMENT CAME OUT ABOUT HOW I DONT' HIT jeeperz UP ANYMORE... (MAINLY BECAUSE HE SAID NOT TO AND PARTIALLY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN TO BUSY TO CONTEMPLATE MISSING HIM... CUZ I DON'T BOTTOM LINE)... WHICH JUST MADE ME LAUGH.

SO I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF THAT THERE MUST BE SOME POINT TO THIS MESSAGE BECAUSE HE JUST DOESNT HIT ME UP FOR NO REASON... AND OF COURSE THERE WAS... HE WANTED ME TO DRIVE 45 MINUTES TO HIS HOUSE TO GET HIM FOR A SESSION TONIGHT... WHICH WOULD HAVE MEANT TAKING HIM HOME AS WELL... I KNOW jeeperz WELL ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT NOT ONLY WOULD I HAVE NOT GOTTEN ANY WAX FOR GAS BUT WOULD HAVE HAD TO DEAL WITH HIS FRIEND WANTING IN ON THE SITUATION (IF YOU CATCH MY DRIFT)....

NOT CUTE IN THE SLIGHTEST....

AND EVEN IF MY CAR WAS DRIVEABLE I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE ALL THAT BECAUSE ITS NOT WORTH MY TIME AND HONESTLY I HAVE BETTER AND MORE IMPORTANT THINGS THAT I COULD BE DOING WITH MY TIME.


BUT AS I TEXT BACK MY NO I COULDN'T HELP BUT WONDER.... SINCE WHEN DOES ANJL (OR IF YOU WANT TO SPELL IT PROPERLY ANGEL) IN ANY LANGUAGE TRANSLATE TO TAXI????