Sunday, November 16, 2008

NO EQUILIBRIUM HERE

I JUST GOT OUT OF A 30 MINUTE SHOWER....



I THOUGHT MAYBE THE WATER WOULD HELP.... BUT IT DIDN'T.



CONFUSED, FRUSTRATED, AND NUMB





TOO MANY EMOTIONS IN TOO SHORT OF A TIME. I'M WONDERING ABOUT PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE IN STONE.





FORGIVNESS IS SUCH A FUNNY THING WITH ME... CUZ IT REALLY DOES MEAN THAT IT NEVER HAPPENED. THAT THE SLATE IS TRULY CLEAN...



BUT HURTING ME IS LIKE A PERMANENT KNIFE IN MY BACK... IT CONSTANTLY IS BEING TWISTED... AND WHEN THERE ARE MULTIPLE ONES IT DOESN'T HELP.


WHICH WAY DO I GO IT USED TO BE CLEAR BUT NOW IT ISN'T. I WAS HOPING THE WATER AND MUSIC WOULD HELP BUT IT DIDN'T.

1 comment:

JuJu said...

not necessarily. you can forgive but not always have to forget. forgive yourself first and foremost. then the rest should follow ;)