k..... AGAIN

SOOOOO... AFTER THINKING THAT I WAS DONE WITH k AND THAT THERE WAS NOTHING AT ALL LEFT BUT TO DO THE WHOLE FIRST FACE TO FACE AFTER BUH-BYE.... HE SURPRISED ME



NOW.... I HAVE TO FIRST SAY THAT WHILE I HAVE GREAT CAUSE TO BELIEVE THAT ALL OF THE INFORMATION THAT I RECEIVED IS TRUE... THAT I CAN ONLY CONCRETELY PROVE A PORTION OF IT. ***SOO FOR KEEP THIS IN MIND WHILE YOU'RE READING THIS AND YOU MAKE THE CALL FOR YOUR SELF***



SOOO HERE'S THE DEAL.... APPARENTLY k AND bubblez WERE TALKING THE SAME TIME THAT WE WERE TOGETHER/TALKING/WATEVER... YES I KNOW GO AHEAD AND PICK YOU MOUTH UP OFF THE FLOOR CUZ THATS HOW I FELT TOO.

BUT THATS NOT THE BEST PART... APPARENTLY HE WAS ALSO... STILL MESSING AROUND WITH mini bug!!!!!

HOW DID I FIND ALL OF THIS LOVELY DOVELY INFORMATION OUT... WELL PART OF IT WAS FROM bubblez HERSELF AND THE OTHER PART WAS FROM ONE OF MY CIs. BUT WHERE I GOT THE INFORMATION FROM ISN'T AS IMPORTANT AS WHETHER OR NOT ITS TRUE...

WELL LETS LOOK AT THE FACTS....

1.) CONFIRMED INFORMATION: I ALREADY FOUND OUT FROM SOMEBODY ELSE THAT k HAD CHEATED ON HIS PREVIOUS GIRLFRIEND FROM 2 SOURCES. BOTH CITING THAT mini bug WAS THE OTHER CHICK.

2.) MYSPACE (YOU CAN SAY ITS DUMB BUT MYSPACE IS THE ULTIMATE WAY TO CATCH PEOPLE ON SOME STUPIDITY): THE WEEK THAT k HAD STARTED TO ACT WEIRD BOTH HIS AND mini bug's SPACE PAGES WERE LOOKING HELLA SUSPECT AND WE'RE ON SOME DRAMA THAT WAS OBVIOUSLY RELATIONSHIP BASED.

3.) THE SIMILARITIES IN INFORMATION ARE MORE THAN STRIKING: bubblez KNEW THINGS ABOUT k THAT YOU JUST DON'T PULL OUTTA A DUCK'S GIZZARD... SHE KNEW DETAILS ABOUT HIS FAMILY ANDA BOUT HIS X THAT ONLY HE COULD TELL HER. (AND IF YOU'RE WONDERING IF WE HAD TALKED ABOUT HIM PREVIOUS TO THIS CONVERSATION THE ANSWER IS NO... THAT'S WHY IT TOOK SO LONG FOR US TO CATCH ON TO THE FACT HE WAS TALKIN TO BOTH OF US AT THE SAME TIME)

4.) TRACK RECORD: I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE CATALYST CONVERSATION BETWEEN carrie AND i REGARDING THE SUBJECT. IRONICALLY EVERYTHING THAT I WAS FINDING OUT REMINDED ME OF WHAT SHE TOLD ME k HAD PREVIOUSLY BEEN ENGAGED IN WITH mini bug... SO THERE IS A PATTERN OF BEHAVIOR THAT HAS BEEN ESTABLISHED.


SO AS YOU CAN SEE WHEN I WAS LISTENING TO THE LATEST SET OF INFORMATION IT REALLY MADE ME LAUGH BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY MADE ME MAD.... MESSING AROUND WITH SOME SNAIL I CAN DEAL WITH BUT WITH ONE OF MY OWN LOW KEY IS UNACCEPTABLE ( MORE ON THAT IN ANOTHER BLOG)...

HERE WAS THE CONFRONTATION WITH k....


A: I DON'T LIKE DRAMA OR STUPIDITY WHEN IT COMES TO MY FAMILY SO I NEED YOU TO BE STRAIGHT UP... WE'RE YOU TRYING TO DATE bubblez THE SAME TIME THAT YOU WERE ME?

k: TALK TO HER YES... TRYIN TO DATE HER NO... SHE COO AS HELL DON'T GET ME WRONG... I DON'T KNOW WHY WE LOST TOUCH... BUT IT NEVER WENT ANYWHERE IT SHOULD NOT HAVE... SHE LIKED MY POETRY

(AT THIS POINT I WAS PISSED AND ORDERED A DRINK AND HAD THE THOUGHT YOU STILL DIDN'T ANSWER THE QUESTION WAS IT THE SAME TIME YOU WERE TALKING TO ME)

A: MMM... K

k: WHY... IS THERE SOMETHIN WRONG DID I SAY SOMETHIN THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE

A: IDK I'LL KNOW WHEN WE FINISH TALKING.

k: WHO IS WE ( WASN'T THAT PRECIOUS???)

A: bubblez AND I WE'RE OUT HAVING DESSERT AND YOU CAME UP

k: OK

A: FOR THE RECORD THIS IS FUCKIN WOW

k: WHAT'S FUCKIN WOW

A: ITS JUST FAULTY

k: OK WELL I NEVER SAID ANYTHING WRONG FOWL OR DISRESPECTFUL TOWARDS ANYONE... SO WHEN YOU CARE TO ELABORATE ON THE SITUATION GET AT ME....

A: HONESTLY I'M SERIOUSLY MONKEY-SHARTIN PISSED RIGHT NOW AND NEED TO CHILL BEFORE I TALK TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING.

k: I GUESS


AFTER THAT I CONTINUED TO TALK TO bubblez... WHO POINTED OUT TWO THINGS THAT IRONICALLY MADE ME THINK. 1) HE DIDN'T LIE BUT DIDN'T TELL THE TRUTH... HE JUST AVOIDED THE MEET OF THE QUESTION. 2) FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS SUCH RESPECT FOR WOMEN AND WAS DONE SO WRONG BY ONE HE KNOWS HOW TO GE T OVER ON PEOPLE PRETTY WELL.

SO AS WE CONTINUED TO TALK I GOT MADE AS HELL AND REALLY JUST WANTED TO HURT HIM BUT REALIZED THAT THAT WASN'T THE BEST THING FOR ME TO DO... BUT IF HE WASN'T DEAD TO ME ALREADY k WAS GOING TO BE DEAD VERY VERY SOON.

IN LIGHT OF EVERYTHING I DECIDED TO CONTACT ANOTHER ONE OF MY CI'S TO TELL THEM WHAT HAPPENED... WE LAUGHED AND TALKED ABOUT HOW GAY IT WAS AND THEN I GOT ANOTHER SURPRISE... A CAUTION RATHER... TO WATCH MY SOURCES BECAUSE THEY COULD BE ON SOME DOUBLE AGENT SHITZLE MONKEY.

ANYWAYS....

LATER THAT NIGHT I FINISHED MY CONVERSATION WITH k.... LIKE THIS

I'M GOING TO LET SHIT GO BECAUSE I'M NOT PREPARED TO CALL YOU A LIAR OF SOME STUFF THAT I CAN'T PROVE.... BUT IT STILL FEELS LIKE I WAS LIED TO AND BETRAYED. WHICH k SEEMED TOO CONTENT TO LEAVE ON THAT NOTE.

AND SERIOUSLY THAT REALLY WAS WAT I NEEDED TO LEAVE IT AT... THE FACT IS THAT AGAIN AS MANY THINGS THAT ADDED TOGETHER THERE IS STILL ROOM FOR ERROR AND MISUNDERSTANDING... SO I RESORTED MYSELF TO AN OLD TACTIC OF MINE WHICH IS TO MERELY WAIT THINGS OUT... EVERYTHING COMES OUT IN THE END... AND RATHER THAN CAUSE I RUCKUS OVER SOMETHING I CAN'T PROVE CONCRETELY I WOULD RATHER PLAY MY POSITION AND KEEP A GOOD DISTANCE AND LET SHIT UN RAVEL...

LOOKS LIKE THERE WILL BE MORE k AFTER ALL....