(SO k) WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT THAT?

OK SO him MADE ME SO DUCK SHARTIN MAD LAST NIGHT, I FELT THE NEED (AMONG OTHER THINGS) TO TEXT k AND TELL HIM HOW GAY HE REALLY WAS...


(DON'T ACT ALL SURPRISED YOU KNOW HOW I DO THESE BLOGS!!!)

A: I KNOW THAT THIS IS RANDOM BUT I JUST NEED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT YOU WERE BULLSHITIN ME AND THAT YOU PULLED ONE OVER ON ME... BUT ITS OK U JUS BECAME A STATISTIC

(AFTER A NICE LITTLE WAIT... I RECIEVED THIS 7 TEXT LONG MESSAGE THAT ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO READ IN THE MORNING BUT WHEN carrie SAID SHE WANTED TO HEAR IT I WAS TOO WILLING TO MAKE THE PLAN CHANGE)


K:OK...IM SORRY U FEEL THAT WAY... WHAT MAKES U BELIEVE THAT... I DON'T KNOW CUZ U DON'T KNOW NOTHIN ABOUT ME OTHSIDE OF THE SHIT PEOPLE TALK... AND THAT'S WHAT MAKESU A STATISTIC... BUT I KNOW WHO I AM... AND WHAT MY HEART FEELS... I REALLY WAS FEELIN YOU...BUT LINGERING FEELING FROM MY PAST MADE ME MAKE A BAD CHOICE THAT BELIVE ME I FUCKIN REGRET... I PAID FOR DEARLY.. ANJL I WISH NOTHIN BUT THE BEST FOR U... AND WHAT WHAT U DO... BUT MY HEART HAS BEEN TORN AGAIN AND AGAIN...AND WHAT I LEARNED FROM IT IS U HAVE TO HEAL UR HEART BEFORE U CAN TRY TO GIVE IT AWAY...AND I MADE THAT MISTAKE AND FROM THE BOTTOM OFMY HEART I AM SORRY... AND I MIEAN THAT... SO ANJL MY GOD BLESSU AND I HOPE THAT U CAN FIIND A MAN WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF U THE WAY WE BOTH KNOW U CAN.. UR AGREAT WOMEN AND DESREVE WAY MORE (SIDE NOTE THOSE TWO WORDS WERE IN ALL CAPS... TIME IN) THEN WHAT U HAVE BEEN HANDED...



OK FIRST THE FARAKAN ALL.... DON'T TRY TO USE MY PHRASE ON ME... IT'S JUST NOT GOING TO WORK... ALL THE REASONS WHY I'M NOT A STATISTIC CAN BE SUMMED UP BY THE SIMPLE FACT THAT I WAS RIGHT ABOUT k. THE WHOLE I'M SORRY JUMBLE DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME BECAUSE I KNOW THAT HE WENT OUT AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME AND GOT CAUGHT.


NEXT THING ABOUT THIS WHOLE LITTLE TEXT OF HIS SHIT PEOPLE TALK... HE'S ACTING LIKE THE INFORMATION I WAS GETTING WAS FROM RANDOM ASS PEOPLE... IT WASN'T THE IRONY IS ALL OF MY CI'S IN REGARDS TO HIM WERE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY KNEW k AND WHAT WAS GOING ON.


I DON'T BELIEVE THE WHOLE HIM HAVING FEELINGS FOR ME THING AT ALL EITHER... I THINK THAT I WAS A GOOD TARGET AND THATS ABOUT IT... I DON'T SEE THAT HE REALLY CARED ABOUT ME AND I'M SORRY I DON'T BELIVE HIM AND WOULDN'T IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT... SORRY ITS THE PRICE THAT YOU PAY FOR BEING A GAY SHIT FACED PLASTIC CHESTED OTTER FUCKER.


THE WHOLE PSYCHO-BABBLE THAT HE WENT ON DESPITE HOW TRUE IT WAS ISN'T GOING TO CUT IT EITHER... EVERYTHING THAT k SAID ABOUT HAVING YOUR HEART HEALED BEFORE GIVING IT TO SOMEONE ELSE IS TRUE... BUT IN HIS CASE YOU CAN'T SIT BACK AND EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE OR ACCEPT THAT WHEN HE WAS CHOSING TO ACT SHADY.... SORRY AGAIN YOU DON'T GET THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT WHEN YOU'RE A NO GOOD SNAIL LIKING DINGLEBERRY FACE. (DON'T YOU LOVE THE PHRASES COMING OUT IN THIS ONE)


FINALLY DON'T TRY TO HIDE BEHIND GOD AND THE FACT THAT YOU WANT ME TO FIND SOMEONE.... YOU'RE NOT WINING BROWNIE POINTS OR GOIGNTO MAKE ME FEEL BAD AT ALL YOU'RE JUST DUCK SHARTING GAY.


SO k WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT THAT?


One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going