k EXPLAINS HIMSELF

AMONG THE OTHER ODDITIES THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS WAS A CONVERSATION WITH k VIA TEXT MESSAGE

NOW SOME OF YOU MAY THINK THAT IT IS CRUEL OF ME TO PUT THE TEXTS IN HERE BUT JUST KNOW THAT THEY AREN'T ALL THE LITERAL TEXTS BUT ENOUGH TO CONVEY THE POINT OF WAT WAS GOING ON.

A: WATS UP (I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY I HIT HIM UP HONESTLY I WAS BORED AND STILL SHOCKED FROM OUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE ENCOUNTER.** IN SHORT IT WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT MY PLANS FOR LAST WEEKEND AND SMALL TALK**)

k: GOING HOME U

A: BORED THE GUYS KIDNAPPED ME YESTERDAY (ACTUALLY I WAS AT AN UDL BUT THE PART ABOUT ME BEING BORED WAS VERY TRUE)

k: ???

A: MY GUY FRIENDS WANTED ME TO HANG SO THEY CAME AND GOT ME

k: THATS WHATS UP

A: CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION?

k: ASK AWAY FRIEND

A: WHAT HAPPENED, I MEAN I GOT THE POINT BUT MISSED THE MEMO

k:(AFTER A LONG WAIT IM ASSUMING TO WRITE ALL THAT HE DID) I GOT SCARED AND CONFUSED (HMMMM SOUNDS A LOT LIKE coward!!!!) AND HAD TOO MUCH GOING ON AT ONCE AND WENT INTO SYSTEM OVERLOAD. I GUESS I JUST WASN'T READY AND IT WASN'T THAT I DON'T WANT TO CUZ LORD KNOWS THAT I DID. BUT MY LIFE ISN'T RIGHT RIGHT NOW AND IM JUST NOT READY

A: (BY THE WAY YOU CAN'T SAY THAT THIS ISN'T A CLASSIC COMMENT THAT I WOULD MAKE) OK I UNDERSTAND... YOU KNOW ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS JUST SAY THAT. (SERIOUSLY THATS ALL THAT YOU HAD TO DO WAS SAY THAT)

k:I GOT SCARED AND DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU.. AND WENT ABOUT DOING THAT THE WRONG WAY (DUH YOU THINK?????? AGAIN I NEED TO COMMENT ON THE FACT THAT I HAD HAD THIS ALMOST EXACT SAME CONVERSTATION WITH coward)

A: YOU DIDN'T HURT ME YOU JUST REMINDED ME WHY I CHOSE THE PATH THAT IM ON

k: IM SORRY

A: DON'T BE WE'RE COOL AND ALWAYS WILL BE. I'M SORRY I MADE YOU FEEL WEIRD

k: IT REALLY WAS ME BUT IM GLAD THAT WE'RE COOL CUZ YOU'RE A GREAT PERSON.

OK......... LMAO... IM REALLY TRYING TO BE OBJECTIVE HERE... WAIT A MINUTE THIS IS MY BLOG... THERE IS NO NEED TO BE OBJECTIVE.

I HAVE TO COMMENT ON HOW FUNNY THIS IS BECAUSE I PROMISE YOU READERS I HAD THIS EXACT SAME CONVERSATION WITH coward. WHEN HE WENT GHOST. WHAT CRACKS ME UP AGAIN IS THAT THESE GUYS ARE COOL AS ICE UNTIL AFTER THEY GET WHAT THEY WANT... THEN ITS OH IM IN OVER MY HEAD AND WHAT NOT. AGAIN IT MAKES ME GLAD THAT IM JUST ON MY WHOLE DO ME AND MY LIFE ISH.

I REALLY DO HEAR AND FEEL k BUT AGAIN ITS KINDA LIKE WORDS BEING WHISPERED IN THE MIDDLE OF A USC FOOTBALL GAME AFTER A TROJAN TOUCHDOWN. YOU PLAYED ME AND WON CONGRATS.... BUT AGAIN... THE THING THAT YOU LET OUT IN THE PROCESSES IS VICIOUS. NOW THE ONLY THING IN MY MIND THAT IS LEFT TO SEE IS IF HE REALLY IS GOING TO BE A FRIEND OR FURTHER ACT LIKE coward.

(MY BET: HE'S GOING TO NOT JUST ACT LIKE coward BUT EVEN MORE SO)

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