LETTERS FROM THE SOL: CATCH 22

DEAR


YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND..... AND I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING FOR YOU... BUY RIGHT NOW IM SOOOOO FRUSTRATED WITH YOU.



WHY AM I HIDING THINGS FROM YOU??? BECAUSE YOU OPENLY DON'T APPROVE AND I HATE DISAPPOINTING YOU. BUT THEN AGAIN YOU KNOW THAT. YOU KNOW THAT I DON'T LIKE FOR YOU TO BE MAD.


SURE I CAN SAY WHATEVER AND DO WHAT I WANT BUT WHAT TYPE OF FRIEND WOULD I BE TO YOU? I RESPECT YOUR OPPINION BUT CHECK IT IM HAPPY I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT IM HAPPY NOT MY EGO NOT MY BODY NOT ANYTHING BUT PLAIN OLE DORKY STUPID ME IS HAPPY.


AND MY HAPPINESS IS BEING KILLED KNOWING THAT YOURE UPSET



HE ASKED ME NOT TO TELL YOU WATS GOING ON. WAS I GOING TO LIE TO YOU IF YOU ASKED NO.... BUT TELL YOU NO IM SORRY YOUR CONFIDENCE ISN'T THE ONLY ONE THAT I NEED TO KEEP.


TWISTING SHIT TO MAKE IT SEEM LIKE I JUST WANTED TO SEE MY NIGGA.... NO THAT WASN'T IT.... I CAME UP WITH A SOLUTION TO A PROBLEM AS IT STOOD SO THAT EVERYONE COULD COME DO THERE THING AND ME NOT HOLD THEM BACK... OH YEA FYI THE WHOLE TIME I WAS GETTING IT FROM YOU, TRYING TO RUSH TO GET READY, STRESSIN OF MY WORK, AND EVERYTHING ELSE I HAD HIM ON THE PHONE UPSET THAT I WASN'T TRYING HARD ENOUGH TO FIND A WAY TO COME SEE HIM.


IT WAS SUCH A CATCH 22 IT WASN'T FUNNY.... AND NOW THE CATCH 22 THAT I'M IN IS RIDICUOULS


I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU OVER THIS CUZ ITS STUPID AND WE'RE BETTER THAN IT. BUT I DON'T WANT TO SACRAFICE MY HAPPINES EITHER. AND I'VE TOLD HIM THE SAME THING FOR THE RECORD.


YOU'RE TOOO IMPORTANT TO ME.... BUT THIS CRAZINESS HAS TO STOP. I'LL DO MY PART AND JUST TAKE ME OUTTA THE EQUATION AND DO A BETTER JOB OF JUST TELLING YOU EVERYTHING AND MAKING SURE THAT THE TWO DON'T CONFLICT BUT LETS NOT LET THIS KILL US.



YOURS,
ANJL MARIE