CALI LUV: LA JOLLA COVE/SHORES

SO THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS THAT I HAVE NO DESIRE TO LEAVE SO CAL.... ITS MY LITTLE PIECE OF HEAVEN AND SANITY. SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN GO TO GET AWAY AND THINK ABOUT WHAT I REALLY WANT AND NEED.


I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A WATER CHILD AND THE BEACH IS WHERE I CAN CRY, LAUGH, AND JUST STARE INTO THE DISTANCE TILL I HEAR WHATEVER IT IS I NEED TO GO TO THAT NEXT PLACE/PHASE. FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE IT WILL REMAIN MY HIDE AWAY.


AND OH YEAH IF YOU SEE ME OUT AT THE COVE OR SHORES ITS THE ONE TIME IM ASKING PEOPLE TO JUST KINDA LEAVE ME BE.... SORRY... DOESN'T MEAN I LOVE YOU LESS ITS JUST MY PLACE

THIS MORNING IS JUST NO

THS MORNING WAS JUST DISGUSTING.....

I TOTALLY RUINED MY FAVORITE PAIR OF CHILL SHOES TODAY FROM BEING OUT IN THE RAIN... AND IM TIRED AS HELL FROM BEING UP ALL NIGHT WITH long isle TALKING ON THE PHONE....


I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND MY NOTES FROM THE go boys INTERVIEW SO I HAVE TO DO A LOOSE WRITE UP LATER WHICH IS FUCKIN GAY AS SHIT....

GRRRRRRR

REFECTIONZ: UNTITLED (THE RAIN)

RIGHT NOW IM JUST ON MY FOCUS.... I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL ANYMORE....

ITS CRAZY HOW THE RAIN AFFECTS ME.... LIKE I REALLY NEEDED TO JUST BE OUT IN THE RAIN OR SOMETHING... CUZ FEELING IT COME DOWN, DRIVIN IN IT, AND JUST WATCHIN IT MADE EVERYTHING ALL BETTER... SERIOUSLY

NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE.... NOTHING... I'M JUST DRIVEN... DRIVEN TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES


.... EVER THE EPITOME OF A PHOENIX... DYING TO ONE LIFE TO BE REBORN STRONGER IN ANOTHER