SHOE CRUSH

HAHAHHA I GOT THESE AT FOREVER 21 A COUPLE WEEKS AGO AND I ABSOULTELY LOVE THEM!!!! (FINALLY A SHOE CRUSH I JUS INDULGED IN)

I HEART: ME

OKAY CALL IT CONCIETED IF YOU WANT TO BUT SERIOUSLY.... IN THE PAST I'VE HAD A LOT OF ISSUES WITH THIS AND I CAN HONESTLY SAY THAT AFTER 08 I SOOOO LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT MY GOOFEY BUTT

BEFORE THE HYPE:

2008 HAS BEEN A YEAR OF ACHIEVING EQUILIBRIUM..... BEFORE ALL THIS NIGHTLIFE STUFF I WAS JUST A NERD HONESTLY.... AND ONE THAT PEOPLE DIDN'T WANT TO LIKE OR BE AROUND.

BASKETBALL WAS LOVE, MUSIC WAS LIFE, AND WRITING WAS MY VOICE.


I WAS ALWAYS A STUDENT THAT MY PARENTS WERE PROUD OF BUT JUST WISHED THAT WOULD PUSH HERSELF A LITTLE MORE. EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT SO MUCH SO THAT A LOT OF THINGS BORED THE CRAP OUTTA ME BECAUSE IT WAS EASY.


IF YOU WOULDA ASKED ME 4 YEARS AGO WHERE I WAS GOING TO BE TODAY I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU THAT I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE GRADUATED FROM HOWARD ALREADY AND WOULD BE IN LAW SCHOOL AND SPENDING TIME INTERNIN AT THE URBAN LEAGUE OR IN POLITICS.


NOW IN FOUR YEARS I STILL WANT TO BE ON THIS NIGHT SCENE BUT I WANT TO BE FINISHED WITH SCHOOL, FINALLY, I WANT TO BE A TOP PRODUCING AGENT AT MY JOB, A PHOTOGRAPHER WHOSE PRINTS ARE LOVED AS MUCH AS SHE LOVES THEM. I WANT TO USE MY MODELING AND WRITING TO BRING AWARNESS TO THE SAME CAUSES AND INIATIVES THAT I WANTED TO INTERN FOR ON THE HILL. I WANT TO BE BACK PLAYING BASKETBALL AT 330AM THEN WRITING A SONG BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP.


SEE THIS YEAR WAS ABOUT GETTING BACK TO ME AND BEYOND THE EGO "ANJL" AND ALL THAT CAME WITH THAT. IM NOT JUST SOME HOT CHICK IM BEAUTIFUL INSIDE THEN OUTSIDE. IM NOT JUST SMART ON ACCIDENT IM INTELLIGENT AS A PERSON.


IN 09 YOURE GOING TO HEAR A LOT MORE ABOUT LIFE BEFORE THE HYPE BECAUSE I REALLY WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND WHY I DESERVE THE HYPE.... AND THAT I DIDN'T JUST FALL INTO IT BUT I WORK HARD TO GET WHERE I WANT TO GO


ALWAYS ANJL

LETTERS FROM THE SOL: I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT

DEAR


I STILL CRAVE TOUCH, KISSES, AND BEING TURNED OUT BUT I HAVEN'T DONE IT IN MONTHS.....


I STILL NOT TOTALLY CONVINCED THAT I'M BEAUTIFUL.... BUT I KNOW THAT I'M NOT JUST A TOY AND THAT I'M SOMEHTING TO BE TREASURED EVEN IF ALL YEAR IT SEEMS LIKE PEOPLE HAVE JUST THROWN ME AWAY.


I PROMISED THAT I WOULD NEVER LET HOW I FEEL GET IN THE WAY OF WHAT WAS IMPORTANT WITH him BUT THE FUNNY THING IS THAT THAT WAS WHAT IMPORTANT.... THAT DESPITE EVERYTHING I LOVED him AS A FRIEND AND AS A LOVER..... AND NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE I CAN LOVE MYSELF


EVEN THOUGH I ONLY WROTE ONE WHOLE SONG THIS YEAR AND I ACCIDENTLY MISSPLACED IT..... I'M THANKFUL CUZ I KNOW THAT I CAN STIL WRITE AND I FOUND MY VOICE AGAIN


NOT GONNA GRADUATE THIS YEAR WITH THE REST OF MY CLASS.... BUT IM DRIVEN TO FINISH SCHOOL FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER AND WON'T REGRET THE DAY I SIGN UP FOR CLASSES


I KNOW THAT I DON'T TALK TO YOU AS MUCH AS YOU WANT ME TOO AND THAT YOU AND I DON'T SEEE EYE TO EYE AND I HAVEN'T BEEN MUCH OF THE PERSON YOU CREATED ME TO BE..... BUT I FINALLY DON'T FEEL WORTHLESS BECAUSE YOU SHOWED ME THROUGH ALL THE PAIN THIS YEAR THAT THERE REALLY WAS SOMEHTING SPECIAL


IVE LOST A LOT OF FRIENDS THIS YEAR..... SOME PEOPLE THAT I GAVE SECOND CANCES TO, OTHERS WHO I'M SHOCKED I LOST, AND THEN SOME THAT I JUST NEEDED TO BE DONE WITH.... THEN THERE'S THIS FRIEND, THIS HERO THAT I HONESTLY WOULDN'T TRADE FOR ANYTHING


MY BABY IS SICK AND I CAN'T JUST GET UP AND GO WITH THE WIND IN MY FACE AND MUSIC IN MY EARS.... BUT IM STILL MOVIN FORWARD


I MIGHT NOT BE BETTER YET BUT AT LEAST IM AT A PLACE OF ACCEPTANCE AND TRYING TO NOT JUST MAKE THE BEST OF THINGS BUT TRULY LIVE INSPITE AND DESPITE IT


NO IM NOT THIS BIG TIME PHOTGRAPHER WITH FANCY EQIPMENT BUT JENNY SUE YOU HAVE BEEN SO FAITHFUL THAT I CAN'T HELP BUT LOVE YOU AND AM STARTING TO GET SAD AT THE THOUGHT OF LOSING YOU.


I KNOW THAT IM NOT PERFECT BUT.... THIS JOURNEY THAT IM ON HAS BEEN THE BEST THING I COULD EVER ASK FOR AND I'M SO THANKFUL FOR EVERY CHANGE AND THAT ONE DAY I'LL BE A LITTLE CLOSER TO PERFECTION

A.STYLE: 2008

SO FOR MY LAST A. STYLE I THOUGHT I WOULD SHOWCASE SOME OF MY BEST AND WORST (LOOKS OF 2008) SO HERE WE GO!!!

THIS YEAR I TOOK A BREAK FROM THE NORMAL RED HAIR AND WENT DARK. AND ALSO WAS REALLY ROCK INSPIRED

EVEN I LOVE EDGY LOOKS NOW I STAYED TRUE TO THE "ANJL" LOOK AND GO GLAM WITH SOME FORM OF RED IN MY HAIR. BUT THIS WAY WAS A NO!!! CAN U TELL I NEED A HOT COMB!!!!

THIS PIC HAS TO BE MY FAVORITE OF THE YEAR BY FAR... FRESH OFF THE RUNWAY WITH ECCLECTIC COUTURE I LOVE THIS DRESS AND EVERYBODY WAS FEELIN ME WITH BRIGHT CURLS

THIS HAD TO BE MY MOST WOW OUTFIT ALL YEAR... I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I WORE IT OUT AS A COSTUME... AT LEAST IT MADE GOING TO BED EASY... OH AND NOT WITH HIM DUMBASSES

SO WHAT MADE THIS LOOK SO HOT WAS THAT I ACTUALLY HAD MY NATURAL HAIR OUT. STILL KEPT MY NEW ROCK INSPIRED STYLE WITH THE MOHAWK BUT IT WAS COOL.

SO THE LOOK I TOOK FOR MY 21ST B-DAY PARTY I HAVE USED BEFORE LONG DARK HAIR AND A MIX OF MY 2 FAVE COLORS PURPLE AND TURQUOISE.... SURE ITS HOT BUT I REALLY AM NOT FEELIN THE LOOK ANYMORE.

JEANS AND A HOODIE ARE ALWAYS GOING TO BE A FAVE LOOK OF MINE... AND KRUMPING JUST GIVES ME THE EXCUSE TO ROCK IT MORE... BUT I'LL ADMIT I DID LOOK KINDA ROUGH IN THIS FLICK

SO FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I WENT SUPPER PLATINUM BLONDE FOR A SHOOT AND GOT A GREAT LOOK FOR THE SHOOT BUT DON'T LOOK FOR IT TO BE A REGULAR LOOK AT ALL

AS A MODEL I'VE EVOLVED A LOT BUT THIS STILL IS A CLASSIC FOR ME. (PHOTOGRAPHY BY DYNASTY DESIGNZ AND IMAGES)

THIS WHOLE OUTFITT WAS PUT TOGETHER BY mr.b AND I HAVE TO ADMIT I REALLY DO LOVE IT. IN IT I'M ROCKIN A DRESS WHICH FOR THE LONGEST I HAVEN'T AT THE CLUB AND MY WINTER SIGNATURE BOB

SOOO YEAH THIS IS WHY NOW I SLEEP AND VALUE IT... ME LOOKIN HAGGARD AND TIRED IS JUST NOT CUTE AT ALL NO MATTER WHAT I'M WEARING

THE SECOND HALF OF THE YEAR WAS ALL ABOUT BLACK WITH BRIGHT COLORS. AND I PROBABLY HAVE FOUND MY GO TO LOOK. HERE ITS BRIGHT YELLOW TIGHTS AND A PINK BELT. AND OF COURSE MY SIGNATURE RED HAIR

SO THIS HAD TO BE ONE OF MY WORST LOOKS BECAUSE MY CURLS ARE WAK... I LOVE NATURAL BEAUTY BUT MY VOW FOR 2009 IS THAT BY THE END OF THE YEAR MY NATURAL HAIR WILL BE TO MY SHOULDERS SO I CAN WEAR IT OUT

IN PAST YEARS SHOWING SKIN HAS BEEN A WEIRD CONCEPT FOR ME I EITHER GO OVERBOARD OR IT LOOKS WACK. BUT THIS YEAR I GOT IT RIGHT

SO THIS YEAR WAS THE YEAR OF CREEZ AND 80'S BABY STYLES AND I WAS RELUCTANT TO ROCK IT BUT ON OCCASSION I DID SUCOME TO THE LAMENESS OF THE TREND. ALSO I GOT MY INFAMOUS LIP AND NOSE PIERCINGS AND HAD THEM REMOVED (PS NENA I LOVE YOU)

THIS IS MY FAV PIC OF THE YEAR BECAUSE IT SHOWS ME... NOT ANYTHING MORE OR LESS. IVE GROWN A LOT. STILL LOVE BLACK AND COLOR. BUT I HAVE BALANCE AND STYLE

talk

SO I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH talk AND OMG IS HE ANNOYING.... SERIOUSLY I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I PUT UP WITH HIM. HE JUST SEEMS LIKE SUCH A FAKE PERSON....

(AT LEAST IT WILL BE GREAT MATERIAL FOR THE BOOK (YES I SAID BOOK) AND SHOW (YES I SAID SHOW))


HE'S MAD THAT HE HASN'T SEEN ME BUT HE BAILS WHEN HE CAN COME SEE ME. THERE ALWAYS IS SOME STUPID EXCUSE. WHICH IS THE MAIN REASON WHY ironic
HAS BEEN CREEPING UP INTO HIS SPOT.


DOUCHE BAG

SHAWTZ CLASSIC: ONE MIC

THIS PIC CAME FROM PROBABLY ONE OF THE COOLEST DAYS IN THE WORLD. I GOT TO SHOOT IN THE channel 933 STUDIO WITH cedes WHILE SHE WAS ON AIR. BABT GIRL IS HOT AND MAJORILY FRESH TO DEFF I LOVE HER.

SOL FOOD 12/31

AT THE END OF ONE CHAPTER SIMPLY KNOW THAT ANOTHER ONE BEGINS


(***OMG LAST SOL FOOD OF 08!!!!***)


***SO THE PLAN FOR TODAY IS TO DO ONE OF ALL MY RECURING POSTS TODAY AS A KIND OF TRIBUTE TO THE END OF 08***

SHAWTZ BY ANJL OFFICIALLY LAUNCHES 01:01:09

SO LONG AWAITED HAS BEEN THE RELAUNCH OF shawtz by anjl!!! AS A PHOTOGRAPHER I HAVE BEEN OFFLINE FOR A YEAR AND A HALF OFFICIALLY ONLY ACCEPTING BOOKINGS FROM LONG TIME CLIENTS OR SPRECIAL INTEREST PROJECTS.

BUTTTTT ALL THAT IS DONE WITH!!!

EVENTS, CONCERTS, ALBUM COVERS, PORTS, WHATEVER I DO IT ALL LOL...

SERIOUSLY ITS GOOD TO BE BACK AND LOOK TO SEE A LOT MORE OF MY WORK ON HERE NEXT YEAR.

TO BOOK ME EITHER EMAIL: shawtz_by_anjl@yahoom

OR CONTACT ME ONLINE: http://www.myspace.com/shawtz_by_anjl

SOL VIEW: RACISM

SO I SAW THIS POST ON JERVIS' BLOG (http://lifeafterjervis.blogspot.com/) AND IT REALLY MADE ME THINK

I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE WANT TO SAY... RACISM ISN'T SOMETHING THAT IS BORN INTO PEOPLE ITS TAUGHT. MORE IMPORTANTLY ITS PATHETIC THAT THERE ARE ADULTS.... NO CHECK THAT PEOPLE WHO CALL THEMSELVES ADULTS WHO CHOOSE TO RAISE THEIR CHILDEREN TO BE HATEFUL AND DEMEANING.

THIS POOR LITTLE GIRL DOESN'T EVEN HAVE A CHANCE SHE IS GROWING UP LEARNING TO CALL ANY PERSON OF COLOR A NIGGER AND TO WANT TO SHOOT THEM. THEN SHE'S GOING TO WONDER WHY SHE GETS SOCKED IN HER JAW BY A BLACK PERSON BECAUSE SHE SAYS SOMETYHING LIKE THAT.

I CAN JUST PICTURE HER BEWILDERMENT ON HER FACE BECAUSE THAT'S ALL THAT SHE KNOWS. SHE MIGHT GET FIRED FROM HER JOB OR END UP IN THE HOSPITAL OR WHATEVER BECAUSE OF HER PARENTS MISTAKES. OR MAYBE SHE'LL COME HOME FROM SCHOOL ONE DAY CONFUSED AND BEWILDERED (THAT'S IF HER PARENTS EVEN LET HER GO TO NORMAL SCHOOL) THAT THERE ARE AFRICAN AMERICAN'S WHO HAVE CONTRIBUTED SO MUCH TO THE COUNTRY AND WORLD.... OPPPS AND THAT HER PRESIDENT IS BLACK. SHE'LL QUESTION MOMMY AND/OR DADDY AND PROBABLY GET BEAT BECAUSE SHE WOULD EVEN THINK SUCH THINGS ARE TRUE.

I MEAN COME ON PEOPLE.... I UNDERSTAND THAT THE CONCEPT OF "RACIAL SUPREMACY" MIGHT SOUND APPEALING BUT HOW STUPID IS IT? THE IDEA THAT SOMEONE WHO IS JUST LIKE ME BUT IS BETTER THAN ME BECAUSE THEY ARE CAUCASION IS STUPID. IF THAT'S THE CAS ETHEN IMA A HARDER WORKER BECAUSE IM OF DARKER SKIN AND MADE JUST TO WORK...

*****PLEASE NOTE THAT THAT LAST STATEMENT WAS ME MAKING A POINT NOT A VIEW OF MINE....(FOR ALL OF YOU DUMBASSES WAITING TO TAKE SOMEHTING OUTTA PERSPECTIVE******

HONESTLY IF SOMETHING TERRIBLE WERE TO EVER HAPPEN TO THIS GIRL I HOPE THAT CHARGES ARE FILED AGAINST HER PARENTS BECAUSE WITHOUT THEM BRAIN WASHING HER I HIGHLY DOUBT THAT SHE WOULD HAVE COME TO A HAVE SUCHAN AMBIVALENTLY DISDAINFUL REGARD FOR AFRICAN AMERICANS

BEFORE THE HYPE: THE BLUEPRINT

JAY-Z

THE BLUE PRINT

THIS ALBUM IS PROBABLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE ALBUMS FROM BEFORE THE HYPE... IT JUST HAD SOOO MANY SONGS ON IT THAT MADE ME JUST WANT TO GO OUT AND WRITE.

IF YOU DON'T HAVE IT GET IT (I HAD IT BUT ITS SCRATCHED- TEAR- SOOO BUYING A REPLACEMENT SET THIS WEEKEND)

FAVORITE TRACKS:

1. IZZO (H.O.V.A.)
2. LYRICAL EXCERISE
3. SONG CRY

ADDICTED: DIARY OF A YOUNG MOGUL

http://kevthemogul.blogspot.com/

OMG I PROMISE YOU THIS BLOG IS SOOOO HARD... I'M ALWAYS ON IT, MATTER OF FACT IT MAKES MY BLOGSPOT ADDICTION LIST (SOON TO BE PUBLISHED DON'T TRIP)

I ACTUALLY HAD THE PLEASURE TO SIT DOWN AND HAVE A REAL CONVERSTAIOM WITH kev the mogul AND IT LEFT ME WANTIN TO HUSTLE HARDER. IT WAS GREAT BEING ABLE TO TALK TO SOMEONE ELSE IN THE NIGHTLIFE INDUSTRY FROM A DIFFERENT AREA WHO IS REALLY DOING WELL. SUPPER CHILL CAT ALL AROUND MADE ME LAUGH A LOT AND IN 09 IM DETERMINED TO MAKE IT OUT TO ONE OF HIS PARTIES SO I CAN GET MY MOGUL ON

LADIES ALL IMA SAY IS YOU BETTER BE ON YOUR 20 ONA SCALE OF 1-10 GAME IF YO WANT TO APPROACH THIS ONE... BY NO MEANS IS HE COCKY BUT KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS IN A GIRL AND ISN'T ABOUT TO BEND FOR ANYTHING LESS (AND NO TRUST ME I'M NOT EVEN THROWING MY NAME IN THERE). LOL BUT WHAT CAN I SAY WHEN

YOU ARE THE BEST YOU DESERVE THE BEST.

NEWAYS MADD SHOUT OUTS TO HIM AND THE WHOLE Y.C.F.R.(Youth Chasing Future riches) Entertainment CREW. DON'T JUST READ THE BLOGG SUBSCRIBE TO IT AND SHOW IT MADD LUV

MISADVENTURES: WITH BOYS (CONNECTIONS)

SOOOOO



YEA..... I GOT BUSTED BIGGGG TIME





A COUPLE WEEKS AGO I WAS TALKING TO THIS GUYS WE'LL CALL HIM pluto. ORIGINALLY IT WAS SUPPOSSED TO BE JUST ABOUT A PHOTO SHOOT AND IT TURNED INTO US TALKING ABOUT EACH OTHER..... WHICH TURNED INTO ME FINDING OUT THAT HE HAD ALREADY HEARD ABOUT ME FROM ANOTHER GUY I TALKED TO (LETS JUST CALL HIM) scoundrel.





LONG STORY SHORT (I KNOW I KNOW YOU WANT THE FULL VERSION BUT SUFFICE TO SAY THAT WE HAD TO PLAY 21 QUESTIONS AND THE CONVERSATION LASTED TILL ABOUT 9AM WHICH HAD STARTED AROUND 4/5 AM) WE DECIDED TO BE FRIENDS AND SHOOT AND THINGS WERE COOL.





THEN A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER I GOT A MESSAGE FROM HIS FRIEND, (WHO I'M GONNA CALL) ironic ON THE SPACER. DIDN'T CATCH ME OFF GUARD AT FIRST BECAUSE I HAD TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE BEFORE ABOUT SHOOTING.



WE ACTUALLY HAD A PRETTY GOOD CONVERSATION TOO. HE MADE ME LAUGH AND WAS A SWEETIE. WE TALKED LATER THAT NIGHT ON THE PHONE AND I COULD INSTANTLY TELL THAT HE WAS FEELIN ME AND THAT HE WAS INTERESTED I TALKING TO ME OUTSIDE OF DOING BUISNESS (NOT SOMEHTING IM REALLY CRAZY ABOUT BUT...... HEY WHAT CAN I SAY I WAS INTRIGUED).



SO THE PAST WEEK OR SO WE HAVE BEEN TALKING A LOT. EITHER ONLINE OR ON THE PHONE... AND HONESTLY HE'S PROBABLY SWEETER AND BETTER THAN ALL THE OTHER KNUCKLEHEADS THAT I HAVE AROUND ME INCLUDING MY FRONT RUNNER (WHO I KNOW I HAVENT TALKED ABOUT) talk. HONESTLY HE ADORES ME AND REALLY DOES MAKE ME SMILE.


SO I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE PROBABLY GOING WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU???? AFTER ALL OF THE COMPLAINING AND WHAT NOT U DO ABOUT GUYS AND YOU'RE NOT GOING AFTER HIM!!!!


HERE'S THE RUB.....

HE'S YOUNGER THAN I AM... AND GRANTED I USED TO DATE SOMEBODY 5-12 OLDER THAN I WAS 4 YEARS AGO I STILL DON'T QUITE FEEL RIGHT ABOUT IT AT TIMES..... LIKE I SHOULD JUST WAIT.


PLUS I'LL EVEN GO OUT AND ADMIT THAT I ACTUALLY FEEL KINDA LAME ABOUT IT.


BUT I DIGRESSED...


SO LAST NIGHT ironic AND I WERE TALKING ON THE PHONE FOR LIKE 5 HOURS BEING CUTE AND WHAT NOT..... AND I HEARD pluto TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH HIS SISTER (WHO HE EITHER WAS TALKING TO WHEN HE HAD AN INTERST IN ME OR RIGHT AFTER THE FACT.... EITHER WAY I THOUGHT THAT FACT ALONE WAS FUNNY AS HELL) AND THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD ASK pluto WHEN HE AND WHEN scoudrel WANTED TO DO THEIR PHOTOSHOOTS CUZ MY OPPENINGS FOR JAN AND FEB WERE STARTING TO FILL UP RAPIDLY.


I GOT AN ANSWER AND ironic AND I WENT RIGHT BACK TO OUR CONVERSATION. AND THINGS WERE FINE. WE FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE TOGETHER AND YEAH


SOOOOO THEN I GET INTO WORK AND THESE SET OF MESSAGES GO ON BETWEEN pluto AND I


p: watz poppin*** nd since when do u talk to my *&%*&%*&%??? (SORRY FOLKS GOTTA PROTECT IDENTITIES)

A: JUS CHILLEN AT WORK WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT????????

p: ohhh nd chea *&%*&%*&%*&%*&% he on my top nd u was on tha fone wt him asking him to ask me stuff about tha photo shoot nd haerd tha word babi???

A: ???? IDK

p: i was just checcing i didnt want to have to get on ur head about my *&% my grown women nd all my *&% r not even close to my age 3 years or more just so u knoe


SO YOU SEE HOW I FEILDED IT.... AND I FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT TALKIN ABOUT IT BUT WHAT WAS I SUPPOSSED TO SAY???? IDK

WHAT WOULD YOU GUYS DO?

TELL pluto

AND MORE IMPORTANTLY SHOULD I JUST WALK AWAY FROM ironic BECAUSE OF pluto's COMMENTS OR WALK AWAY CUZ I JUST NEED TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, OR DOES ANY OF THIS SHIT MATTER???

MELODRAMA

ALRIGHT CHECK THIS OUT... THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU BITCH NIGGAS AND SNAILS THAT ARE ON MY BLOG, MYSPACE, SEE ME IN THE CLUBS ON THE STREET OR WHATEVER....


UNDERSTAND ME LOUD AND FUCKIN CLEAR

MISS ME WITH ALL OF YOUR MUTHA FUCKIN MELODRAMA.

I GOT TOO MUCH SHIT GOING ON FOR IT.... AND FYI IN 09 ITS GOING TO GET YOUR FEELINGS HURT.


FACT: I AM A BUSY ASS PERSON AND THATS JUST ME. SO IF I DON'T GET BACK TO YOU WHEN YOU THINK I SHOULD OH THE FUCK WELL BUILD A MINI GOLDEN GATE BRIDGE AND GET OVER YOURSELF!!!

FACT: IF IM SICK AND TELL YOU IM SICK OR AM HAVING A ROUGH DAY AND ASK FOR SPACE OR AM KEEPING MY DISTANCE FROM PEOPLE THAT IS NOT THE MOMENT TO PRESS YOUR FUCKIN LUCK WITH ME.

FACT: FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KICK IT WITH ME AND FEEL NEGLECTED YOU NEED TO SPEAK THE FUCK UP AND NOT JUST BITCH BEHIND CLOSED DOORS OR AT 3AM. ASK ME WHY AND I'LL TELL YOU. FOR SOME OF YOU I DON'T WANT TO GIVE YOU HALF MY ATTENTION OR ONLY A QUICK FIX OF ME. AND IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE IT NOW YOU MIGHT JUST WANT TO LEAVE CUZ NEXT YEAR IS GOING TO BE WORSE.

FACT: I'M ON A GRIND LIKE NO OTHER TO GET SHIT DONE... I HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD TO WORK ON (JUST SEE THE CURSE WORDS THRU THIS), I HAVE ME, MY JOB, SCHOOL, MY FAMILY, MY COMPANY, MY CLIENTS, AND A BUNCH OF OTHER SHIT. ITS ONLY GOING TO GET BIGGER FROM HERE AND WORSE. SO PLEASE SAVE EVERYBODDY THE BITCHING AND JUST DIPSKATE BITCH

SORRY FOR THE WRITERS BLOCK

OK SO I APPOLOGIZE TO MY LOYAL READERS FOR THE LAME POSTS RECENTLY AND THE LACK OF POSTS THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON....

IVE HAD WRITERS BLOCK LIKE NO OTHER FOR THE PAST FEW WEEK FROM HAVING SOOO MANY THINGS TO WRITE ABOUT THAT IDK... BUT SINCE THATS NOT A PROBLEM I'LL BE FIRING AWAY ALL DAY TODAY



~**LIVE HUSTLE DREAM**~

A.MARIE

THIS MORNING IS JUST NO

THS MORNING WAS JUST DISGUSTING.....

I TOTALLY RUINED MY FAVORITE PAIR OF CHILL SHOES TODAY FROM BEING OUT IN THE RAIN... AND IM TIRED AS HELL FROM BEING UP ALL NIGHT WITH long isle TALKING ON THE PHONE....


I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO FIND MY NOTES FROM THE go boys INTERVIEW SO I HAVE TO DO A LOOSE WRITE UP LATER WHICH IS FUCKIN GAY AS SHIT....

GRRRRRRR

ADDICTED: THE OFFICIAL ANJLIKSOL ADDICTION LIST

SO I WAS READING DIARY OF A YOUNG MOGUL (http://kevthemogul.blogspot.com/) AND THOUGHT I WOULD RUN DOWN A LIST OF THE THINGS THAT I LIKE.....

**I LIKE THE SUNSET AGAINST THE WATER AT THE BEACH

**AND THE WAY CHOCOLATE TASTES WHEN I KISS IT FROM THE CORNER OF HIS MOUTH

**THE LOOK ON A GIRLS FACE WHEN THEY REALIZE "NO ONE IN THE CORNER GOT SWAGG LIKE.."

**THE WAY IT FEELS TO JUST BE IN HIS WHITE TEE AND COOK BREAKFAST....

**THE RAIN ON MY FACE WHEN I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE ME

**WALKING THROUGH DOWNTOWN JUST AFTER DARK WHEN YOU GET THE FIRST IMPRESSION OF MY CITY'S LIGHTS

**REMEMBERING MY FIRST KISS WITH him EVEN THO IT MAKES ME CRY

**WHEN AN OUTFIT YOU COVETTED FOR SO LONG FITS JUST RIGHT

**LISTENING TO MUSIC ON MY BACK WITH MY EYES CLOSED

**KNOWING THAT YOUR MAN MIGHT BE LEAVING THE CLUB WITH YOU BUT IS ON THE PHONE WITH ME WHEN YOURE ASLEEP NEXT TO HIM...

**SITTING NEXT TO MY iss b AND button KNOWING THAT IF I WAS LEFT WITH JUST THESE TWO I WOULD BE JUST FINE

HOT BLACK & WHITE LADIES

TAKN FROM:

http://upstartsociety.blogspot.com/

IM SOOOOOOO SORRRY

I KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN SLACKIN ON HERE A LOT SO TRUST THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS SOON AND COMMING

MY FIRST INTERVIEW WITH THE GO BOYS WILL BE UP THIS MONTH... AND I HAVE TONS OF PHOTOS TO SHARE AND EVEN MORE STORIES AND ADVENTURES.


SO TO MY FAITHFUL READERS IM SOOOOOO SORRY AND THANKS FOR KEEPIN UP THE COMMENTS AND RECOMENDING ME

SOL FOOD 12/17

AS WE TAKE STEPS TOWARD OUR FUTURE WE TAKE STEPS AWAY FROM OUR PAST.... AND THO ITS UNCOMFORTABLE ITS A MUST

MY CHRISTMAS LIST!!!!

NIKON D90

NINTENDO DS

ITOUCH

ALSO I WANT GIFT CARDS

(NORDSTROM, ALDO, BANANA REPUBLIC, GAP, EXPRESS, SHIEK, BEBE, CHAROLETTE RUSE, H&M, BORDERS, FOREVER 21)

LIKE I SAID IF YOU WANT TO GET THEM FOR ME JUST LET ME KNOW LOL!!!!

RANDOM THOUGHT

I HATE WHEN PEOPLE POP UP OUTTA NOWHERE.... PEOPLE YOU HAVEN'T TALKED TO IN A COOL MINUTE THEN THEY HIT YOU UP LIKE "SUP SQUARE" (YES THAT IS LITERALLY WAT THE MESSAGE SAID)


UMMMM NOT POPPIN

REFECTIONZ: UNTITLED (THE RAIN)

RIGHT NOW IM JUST ON MY FOCUS.... I DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYTHING AT ALL ANYMORE....

ITS CRAZY HOW THE RAIN AFFECTS ME.... LIKE I REALLY NEEDED TO JUST BE OUT IN THE RAIN OR SOMETHING... CUZ FEELING IT COME DOWN, DRIVIN IN IT, AND JUST WATCHIN IT MADE EVERYTHING ALL BETTER... SERIOUSLY

NOTHING MATTERS ANYMORE.... NOTHING... I'M JUST DRIVEN... DRIVEN TO DO WHATEVER IT TAKES


.... EVER THE EPITOME OF A PHOENIX... DYING TO ONE LIFE TO BE REBORN STRONGER IN ANOTHER

GIRLS NIGHT OUT

SO SATURDAY NIGHT WAS FUN . MY BEST FRIEND ADRI CAME OUT TO SD TO VISIT SO ME ASHLEY AND ADRI (HA THE TRIPLE A'S) WENT TO TAKE A NIGHT OUT ON THE TIME . FIRST WE WENT TO MY FAVORITE RESTAURANT ASTI'S FOR SOME MARGARITAS AND TIRAMISU. IT WAS SO GOOD !!!! THE STAFF LOVED US THEY ALWAYS MAKE SURE WE HAVE A BLAST . THIS IS THE BEST ITALIAN RESTAURANT DOWNTOWN! AFTER WE DID A LITTLE CLUB HOPPING. WE STARTED AT SIN THE WENT TO FACES THE HAD A BLAST IN V.I.P AT BELO NIGHTCLUB( YOURS TRULY EVEN WILD OUT A BIT) BETWEEN ALL THE WALKING ADRI'S FEET WAS KILLING HER SO WE TOOK ONE OF THOSE BIKE CARTS AND OUR DRIVER EXCUSE ME BIKER (LOL) WAS BRAZILIAN (WINK) . LET ME STOP BUT ANYWAYS IT WAS THE END OF THE NIGHT THAT WAS CRAZY BECAUSE WE MET UP WITH OUR BOYS AND ALL OF THEIR FRIENDS AND WENT TO A STRIP CLUB (YES A STRIP CLUB) LOL. ASH AND ADRI HAVE NEVER BEEN TO ONE. I MEAN IT WAS WHATEVER I HAVE TO GIVE THEM PROPS BECAUSE I KNOW ITS NOT EASY TO DO THE THINGS WE SEEN SOME OF THEM DO ON THE POLE. THE LONG AND SHORT OF IT IS THE NIGHT WAS CRAZY FUN!!!

AND YES SIS I SO DID RIP THIS FROM YOUR PAGE BUT OH WELL I'LL DO MINE LATER TONIGHT

I HEART: JUJU

I JUST WANTED TO SEND A SPECIAL THANK YOU OUT TO MY GIRL JUJU!!!

THIS CHIK HAS BEEN SUCH A GREAT FRIEND AND LOYAL FOLLOWER OF ANJLIKSOL ITS CRAZY.

JU I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU GIVE ME AND FOR STAYING THERE FOR ME. TEXTING YOU ALWAYS BRINGS A SMILE TO MY DAY.

I LOVE YOU FAM!!!!!

http://mzjujub.blogspot.com/

LETTERS FROM THE SOL: FRUSTRATION

DEAR

I'M WRITING YOU HOPING THAT YOU'LL GIVE ME SOME SORTA STRENGTH.... I'M FEELIN SO MANY THINGS GO WRONG RIGHT NOW AND I'M NOT SEEING WHEN AND WHERE THEY ARE GOING TO BE GETTING BETTER.

LAST NIGHT I HAD TO MAKE A CALL AT MIDNIGHT CUZ THE PAIN HURT SO MUCH..... AND IT RETURNED AS SOON AS I HUNG UP THE PHONE. SO I JUST CRIED MYSELF TO SLEEP AGAIN.

TRYNNA GET BETTER IS SOO HARD WHEN YOU'RE DOING IT FOR YOURSELF.... NOBODY UNDERSTANDS AND THEY JUST THINK THAT YOU'RE BEING LAME.

I BROKE AND WROTE him AND EXPLAINED MYSELF... NOT LIKE I HAD TO BUT I DID BECAUSE I NEEDED TO FEEL BETTER ABOUT NOT TALKING TO HIM. THE FUNNY THING IS THAT SEEING THAT HE STILL DOESN'T EVEN CARE MADE ME EVEN MORE SURE....

IM WONDERING ABOUT q AND I DON'T LIKE THAT.... wow IS GETTING ON MY NERVES BECAUSE HE'S SO MUCH LIKE idiot, secret IS JUST A LOST CAUSE....

MY carrie IS IN PAIN, MY mighty mouse IS TOO BUSY FOR ME, AND MY BOYS ARE JUST WRAPPED UP IN THEIR GIRLS... I FEEL LIKE MY OTHER GIRLS WON'T UNDERSTAND.

I JUST NEED SOMETHING TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER A SIGN THAT THINGS ARE GOING TO BE OKAY.

CATCH ME HERE TOMORROW NIGHT

AT BELO FIRST FOR MY GIRL ESME'S BIRTHDAY PARTY!!!

THEN TO FACES FOR LIP GLOSS AND LOLLIPOPS DOIN PHOTGRAPHY

MAKE SURE IF YOU SEE ME TO GET A FLICK SO I CAN ADD IT ONTO THE BLOG!!!!!

SOL FOOD 12/11

EVEN THO WE DON'T WANT TO CHANGE OUR PLAN OF ATTACK SOMETIMES ITS REQUIRED.

RANDOM THOUGHT 19

OK SO IM REALLY REALLY FRUSTRATED RIGHT NOW TRYIING TO MANAGE STUFF FOR NEXT YEAR.... THERE ARE SOOO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO AND DEMANDS THAT ARE ON ME.


WORK, CHURCH, SCHOOL, DANCE, STAR-DOM, MY COMPANY, PHOTOGRAPHY, MODELING, carrie, ITS JUST STARTING TO SERIOUSLY OVERWHELM ME RIGHT NOW BECAUSE IM NOT SEEING HOW EVERYTHING IS GOING TO GET DONE


GRRRRRRRRRR

16 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME

directions: once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. at the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. don’t forget to leave them a comment (“you’re it”) and to read your blog. you can’t tag the person who tagged you. since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so i can see your weirdness.

TAGGED BY; JU JU

1. FOOD FACT: I AM ADDICTED TO PEANUT BUTTER.... YES I'M ONE OF THEOSE PEOPLE WHO CAN PUT A SPOON IN THE JAR AND JUST LICK THE SPOON.
2. FACT: I PLAY THE FLUTE. SURE HAVE FOR ABOUT 6 YEARS NOW.
3. BAD HABIT: I LET MY NAIL POLISH CHIP ON PURPOSE... CUZ I LIKE IT LIKE THAT
4. GOALS: I WANT TO WORK FOR THE LOS ANGELES LAKERS. IDEALY IT WOULD BE TO GM THE TEAM BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY I WANT TO WORK FOR THE TEAM AND SPORT I LOVE.
5. FACT: I WAS ENGAGED... OMG THAT WON'T BE HAPPENING FOR A LONG TIME
6. RANDOM THING: I'M STARTING TO LIKE BRITNEY SPEARS AS AN ARTIST NOW.... YOU DON'T GET IT I HATED HER GROWING UP.
7. HABIT: I BUY BLACK LIKE ITS GOING OUTTA STYLE... SERIOUSLY I HAVE TO FORCE MYSELF TO BUY COLOR.
8. GOAL: I WANT A VACATION HOME IN LAKE COMO, ITALY. ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PLACE ON EARTH.
9. GOAL: I WANT TO SPEND A WEEK IN SAUDI ARABIA SHOOTING THE CULTURE, ARCHITECTURE, AND DO A FASHION SHOOT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DESERT. IDK I REALLY LOVE THE CULTURE DIFFERENCES THERE AND WANT TO EXPLORE THEM.
10. RANDOM THING: I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE SLEEPING IN MY BED... SORRY I JUST DON'T THATS MYSPACE
11. RANDOM THING: I HAVE A MADE UP LANGUAGE WITH MY OTHER HALF CBR
12. FACT: IVE KNOWN HOW TO SWIM SINCE I WAS THREE
13. RANDOM THING: I SECRETLY USED TO WANT TO BE A CHEERLEADER
14. HABIT: I FASHION CRITIQUE EVERY OUTFIT I SEE IN THE CLUB
15. GOAL: I WANT TO BUY THE HOMES THAT MY GRANDPARENTS GREW UP IN TO BRING THEM BACK INTO THE FAMILY.
16. FACT: I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY MORE THAN MODELING, AND LOVE WRITING MORE THAN PROMOTING, AND BASKETBALL AND MUSIC MORE THAN IT ALL

OMG THIS MADE ME JUST SMILE

DAMN KOBE BRYANT STILL HAS THAT ABILITY TO MAKE ME SAY DAMN

TYRA AS MICHELLE?

GOTTA ADMITT SHE DOES LOOK PRESIDENTIAL AND PHENOMINAL

SHOE CRUSH: JIMMY CHOO

YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT THESE JIMMY CHOO'S AREN'T F**CKIN GOREGOUS!!! CAN'T WAIT TO GET ANY OF HIS SHOES AND A BAG BY HIM

ADDICTED: ARAB MONEY & POP CHAMPAGNE

THESE TWO SONGS HAVE BECOME MY OFFICAL GET DOWNS!!! AND RON BROWNZ IS PROVIN TO BE SOMEHTIN TO WATCH... SHOUT OUT TO DIPSET!!!!

THE DARK KNIGHT OUT ON DVD!!!!

OMG ITS OUT FINALLY THE DARK KNIGHT!!!!!! GETTING MY COPY ON PAY DAY!!!!

KATT WILLIAMS LAS INTERVIEW????

SO AS OF DECEMBER 31ST KATT WILLIAMS WILL NO LONGER BE TOURING...... IDK MAN... THAT'S GOING TO BE SAD CUZ HE IS THE COMIC TO BEAT RIGHT NOW.

LISTENING TO THE VIDEO I WAS STUNNED BECAUSE IT JUS DIDN'T SEEM REAL.... I DON'T WANT THIS TO BE THE LAST THAT WE SEE OF KATT. BUT I RESPECT THAT HE ACCOMPLISHED HIS GOAL WHICH WAS TO GET THE MONEY NEEDED TOPUT HIS KIDS THRU COLLEGE.

ON A TOTAL SIDE NOTE I HAD NO CLUE THAT DA BRAT WAS IN JAIL AND AGREE WITH KATT ON THE COMMENTS EXPRESSED ABOUT SO SO DEF AND HER BEING IN JAIL

HOLLA

SOL FOOD 12/9

TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY RIGHT??? SO JUST LAUGH AT SOMETHING FOR CRYING OUT LOUD

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CAIRO!!!!!!!

CAIRO DUDE YOU'RE AWESOME AND A TRUE TREND SETTER!!!! LOVE HAVING YOU AROUND AND ITS A PRIVELAGE TO KNOW YOU. LOVE YOU FAM

MRS. & MR. CAREY PREGNANT????

SO RUMOR HAS IT THAT MARIAH MIGHT BE PREGNANT BY HUSBAND (AKA MR. CAREY) NICK CANNON. SHE WAS RECENTLY SPOTTED LEAVING A GYNECOLOGY CLINIC WITH WHAT LOOKED LIKE A SONOGRAM.

A REP FOR MS. CAREY CLAIMS TO NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

SOO QUESTION.... WITH THE NOT SO GREAT SUCCESS OF E=MC2 AND THE SMALL AMOUNT OF PUBLICITY SHE GOT FROM MARRYING CANNON EARLIER THIS SUMMER.... IS IT A STUNT OR JUST MARIAH'S CHANCE TO FINALLY HAVE THE FAMILY LIFE SHE ALWAYS WANTED??

EITHER WAY HONESTLY I'LL ALWAYS LOVE MARIAH BECAUSE HER VOICE IS UNPARALLED, AND SHE IS JUST HILLARIOUS AS A PERSON. BUT IDK.... I STILL AM WONDERING ABOUT THE WHOLE NICK CANNON THING...

RANDOM THOUGHT 18

SOOO IN MY ATEMPTS TO TRY AND REDEFINE MYSELF AND WAT I WANT OUTTA LIFEI DECIDED TO GO A LITTLE BIT WITHOUT MY NOSE AND LIP PIERCING....

AND I'M MISERABLE... THOSE BITCHES ARE GOING BACK IN ASAP!!! AND MIGHT GET THEM RE DONE THIS WEEKEND IF NECESSARY



SUCH A LAME POST TO COME AFTER THE LAST ONE I DID RIGHT

WOULD YOU GO TO JAIL FOR YOUR BLOG???

SO THIS WAS SCARY...... I WAS READING "EVERYTHING YOU LOVE TO HATE" TODAY AND HE HAS A NEW BLOG UP ABOUT THE commitee to protect journalists 2008 PRISON CENSUS OF IMPRISONED JOURNALISTS.... (YEAH I KNOW)

THE CPJ REPORTS THAT AS OF DECEMBER 1,2008 THERE ARE 125 JOURNALISTS WHO ARE IMPRISONED WORLDWIDE...WHICH IS DOWN FROM THE THE 200 THAT WERE IMPRISONED AS OF 2007... GREAT RIGHT??? WRONG!!!! OF THOSE 125 JOURNALISTS 45% (56) OF THEM ARE ONLINE JOURNALISTS, BLOGGERS, OR ONLINE EDITORS. A STATISTIC THAT REFECLETS THE LARGEST GROUP OF IMPRISONED JOURNALISTS EVER SINCE FIRST BECOMING A CATEGORY IN 1997.

EVEN MORE DISTURBING THAN KNOWNING THAT BLOGGING ABOUT THE WRONG TOPIC OR IN THE WRONG COUNTRY CAN LAND YOU IN JAIL IS THE FACT THAT THERE ARE NO FORMAL CHARGES WHEN ITS HAPPENING. IN THE US ALONE, THANKS TO THE PATRIOT ACT, THERE IS NO FEDERAL SHEILD LAW FOR JOURNALISTS. SOME OF THESE JOURNALISTS ARE IN JAIL FOR AS LONG AS THE GOVERNMENT WANTS AND DUE PROCESS IS LIKE PRAYING FOR SNOW IN THE DESERT. PEOPLE ARE BEING HELD IN SECRET LOCATIONS, AND THEIR STATUS IS UNKOWN.

ITS CRAZY NEEDLES TO SAY.

BUT I WANT TO GO ON RECORD TO SAY THIS....

I LOVE MY BLOGG AND I LOVE WRITING... I LOVE MY FREEDOM OF SPEECH AND MORE IMPORTANTLY I THINK THAT IT IS A LOAD OF CRAP THAT PEOPLE ARE BEING PERSECUTED BECAUSE THEY CHOSE TO SIT DOWN ON THEIR COMPUTER AND WRITE WHAT THEY HAVE SEEN, HEARD, AND THEIR REACTIONS TO IT.


FOR ALL OF YOU WHO BLOGG BECUASE ITS BECOME A FADD I DARE YOU TO WRITE ABOUT SOMEHTING THAT SPARKS CONTROVERSY OR THAT YOU COULD CATCH FLACK FOR... I SAY THAT WE PAY HOMAGE TO THOSE WHO HAVE LOST ALL OF THEIR RIGHTS AND FREEDOM SO THAT PEOPLE LIKE US CAN SEE THE THINGS DICTATORSHIPS AND AMBIVALENT CONTENT WOULD HAVE US NOT EVEN KNOW EXISTED.

AFTER ALL WHY HAVE A OPNION, A STORY TO TELL AT ALL AND NOT BE WILLING TO SHARE IT AT ALL COSTS?

FOR THE FULL ARTICLE SEE: http://www.cpj.org/imprisoned/cpjs-2008-census-online-journalists-now-jailed-mor.php

REFLECTIONZ: dreamer

IT AMAZES ME HOW NOW THAT IVE TAKEN THIS FUCK YOU TOO ATTITUDE WITH GUYS HOW EASY IT IS TO GET OVER THEM AND NOT EVEN PROCESS THEM AT ALL.


SO LETS CALL THIS GUY.... dreamer..... HE HAD BEEN TRYING TO TALK TO ME FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS... AND REAL TALK DUDE HAD A GREAT MOUTH PIECE ON HIM. BUT I KEPT THE GUARD UP, TOLD HIM THAT IT SOUNDS GOOD BUT I'LL SEE WHAT HOW TRUE TO FORM HE REALLY IS (WHICH OF COURSE HE INSISTED THAT HE WAS)


IF YOU REMEMBER new prospect I HAVE A REALLY BIG PET PIEVE WITH PEOPLE WHO CANCEL FOR NO REASON.... ITS JUST RUDE AND IRRITATING. dreamer WAS SUPPOSSED TO COME OVER THURSDAY.... THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN.... I STAYED IN FRIDAY AND HE MYSTERIOUSLY ENDED UP DRUNK BY 10 PM AND 3 HOURS AFTER THAT CALL WAS PISSED WHEN I SAID THAT HE COULD JUST STAY AT HOME AND NOT BOTHER TO COME BY (WHICH I EVEN RENIGGED AFTER HE SAID HE WAS "JUS GETTING OFF THE FREEWAY AND STILL NEVER SHOWED). SATURDAY HE WAS IN TEMECULA AND WAS SUPPOSSED TO BE BACK @ 930 CALLED AT 3AM TO TELL ME HIS SISTER WAS IN AN ACCIDENT (WHICH WASN'T A LIE) AND HE WAS AT THE HOSPITAL... BUT WE COULD GO TO THE ZOO SUNDAY (WHICH NEVER HAPPENED).


IT JUST WAS HILLARIOUS. SO OF COURSE SUNDAY I NEEDED A BREAK FROM MY ROOM AND WENT TO MY MOMS.... AND OF COURSE I SIGN ON TO MY AIM AND HE WAS ONLINE... BIG SURPRISE RIGHT. THIS IS AFTER HEARING THAT HE'S NOT WHERE EVER HE WAS ANYMORE AND IF HE CAME BACK HE'LL BE TOLD TO CALL ME.


SERIOUSLY I JUST KEPT MY RESPONSES SHORT SIMPLE AND QUAINT. dreamer IS THE WORST TYPE OF LIEING SON OF A SHIT FACED OTTER. HE'S THE TYPE OF PERSON WHO PRIDES HIMSELF ON BEING SUCH A GREAT MAN BUT AT THE END OF THE DAY ISN'T EVEN WORTH THE BREATH IT TAKES TO SAY HELLO ON THE PHONE.


IT REALLY DID JUST MAKE ME LAUGH.... CUZ THERE WAS NO HURT OR DISAPPOINTMENT.... IT WAS JUST FUNNY THAT HE REALLY TRIED TO COME AT ME LIKE THAT AND WASTE MY TIME.


I GUESS THE CLEANSE I WENT ON A FEW WEEKS AGO REALLY DID HELP.

BEFORE THE HYPE: SNAILS (GROOOOOOSSSSS)

SO AFTER THE LAST LITTLE SURVEY THAT I DID A LOT OF YOU HAVE BEEN ASKING ME QUESTIONS ABOUT MY FEAR OF SNAILS....





YES ITS TRUE I HAVE THE WORLDS WORST FEAR OF THE SLIMEY LITTLE BUGGERS!!!!!! THEY ARE DISGUSTING AND GROSS. (WHICH IS WHY I CHOSE TO CALL GIRLS WHO ARE DISGUSTING AND GROSS SNAILS) I HATE THE WAY THAT THEY MOVE I HATE THEIR COLOR AND EVERYTHINNG ELSE ABOUT THEM....



I LOVE TO WATCH THEM DRY UP FROM SALT BECAUSE THAT MEANS THAT THEY ARE DEAD.



IF YOU PUT A SNAIL ON ME I WILL PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE AND RUN AWAY SCREAMING, GRAB LYSOL FOR MY BODY AND TAKE MULTIPLE SHOWERS TO GET THE SLIME OFF ME.



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BREAKING NEWS: F-18 CRASHES INTO HOME

SO THE BREAKING NEWS STORY FOR TODAY IS THE F-18 CRASH THAT OCCURED EARLIER TODAY.

NEAR MCAS MIRAMAR ONE OF THE F-18'S CRASHED INTO A HOME IN THE UNIVERSITY CITY AREA ANIHILATTING ONE HOME AND SENDING ANOTHER INTO FLAMES.

THE PLANE CRASH OCCURED RIGHT OF THE GENESEE EXIT OF THE 805 FREEWAY IN SAN DIEGO.

VERY SCARY STUFF PEOPLE MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS GO OUT TO THOSE HOME OWNERS AND THEIR FAMILIES

FOR VIDEO SEE.

http://www.10news.com/video/15012960/index.html

BEYONCE ON TYRA

SO I LOVE THE TYRA SHOW FOR SURE!!! AND WHATCHING BEYONCE ON THERE GAVE ME MORE APPRECIATION FOR THE STAR.... CHECK OUT MY COMMENTS

BUYING 20 OF YOUR OWN RECORD... WOW CAN WE SAY SALES CUSHING????? FAVORITE AMERICAN IDOL???? I SOOO KNOW THAT SHE LIED ABOUT JENIFER DID YOU HEAR HER HESITATE???OMG THE NEVILLE VOICE MADE ME LAUGH SO DUCK SHARTIN HARD.... BUT NOT AS MUCH AS THE JIGGA CHAIR... BUT BOTTOM LINE I'VE ALWAYS BEEN KINDA WISHY WASHY ABOUT THIS CHIK BUT I REALLY DO ADMIRE WHO SHE IS TO THE INDUSTRY AND ALSO THE STYLE ICON THAT SHE IS.

GET TO KNOW ME A LITTLE MORE

OK SO THANKS TO JU IM DOING THIS!!!! IM NOT GOING TO PAASS IT ON BUT I THOUGHT YOU GUYS MIGHT LIKE SOMEINIGHT ON THE THINGS THAT I LIKE!!!!

1. Where is your cell phone? DESK

2. Where is your significant other? WHO

3. Your hair color? BLACK
4. Your mother? HOME
5. Your father? LOUISIANA
6. Your favorite thing? BASKETBALL
7. Your dream last night? EROTIC
8. Your dream/goal? DEVELOPPING
9. The room you're in? OFFICE
10. Your hobby? WRITING
11. Your fear? SNAILS
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ITALY
13. Where were you last night? HOME
14. What you're not? DUMB
15. One of your wish-list items? iTOUCH
16. Where you grew up? DAYGO
17. The last thing you did? TALKED
18. What are you wearing? BLACK
19. Your TV? ROOM20. Your pet? GONE
21. Your computer? DAMAGED
22. Your mood? WOW
23. Missing someone? him (I KNOW SHUT UP!!!)
24. Your car? COMMA ((-INSYDER !!))
25. Something you're not wearing? FEDORA
26. Favorite store? EXPRESS
27. Your summer? CHALLENGING
28. Love someone? UNFORTUNATLY
29. Your favorite color? TURQUOISE
30. When is the last time you laughed? EARLIER
31. Last time you cried? WEDNESDAY
32. Are you a bitch? MAYBE
33. Favorite Position? whilesleeping? FETAL
34. Favorite Past Time? BASKETBALL
35. Are you a hater or a lover? LOVER
37. Are you genuine or fake? GENUINE
38. Any Vices? him39. Pro Life or Wire Hanger? PRO LIFE
40. McCAIN or OBAMA? OBAMA!!!
41. Pro Plastic or Natural? NATURAL
42. Dream Job? LAKER

SOL FOOD 12/3

JUST LISTEN TO MUSIC IT MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER

WHY I DON'T PLAY PAPARAZI

SO APPARENTLY IN THEIR ATEMPTS TO KEEP THEIR RELATIONSHIP OUTTA THE PUBLIC EYE RIHANNA AND CHRIS BROWN HAVE MANAGED TO LAND THEMSELVES STRAIGHT INTO THE NEWS. PHOTOGRAPHER LUIS SANTANA IS FILING A $1M LAWUIT AGAINST THE COUPLE FOR A $3,OOO CAMERA THAT WAS TAKEN/BROKEN, PHYSICAL INJURIES, AND DISTRESS THAT OCCURED BACK IN MAY WHEN HE WAS WRESTLED TO THE GROUND AFTER TAKING PICTURES OF THE COUPLE AT CHRIS'S 19TH B-DAY.

UMMMM YEAH THATS WHY IM NOT BIGG ON PAPARAZI STUFF BECAUSE FIRST OF ALL IF SOMEONE BREAKS MY CAMERA THAT I WORKED MY ASSS OF FOR AND ADORED IM GOING TO BE SO FUCKIN PISSED.

ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FENCE COME ON YOU TWO I UNDERSTAND THE NEED FOR DISCRESTION BUT IF IT REALLY IS THAT BIG OF A DEAL TO HAVE YOUR PICTURE TAKEN WHY NOT JUST NOT BE SEEN TOGETHER??? SERIOUSLY DO YOU ALL REMEMBER HOW HARD IT USED TO BE TO CATCH BEYONCE AND JAY Z TOGETHER... TAKE NOTES FROM JAY RIHANNA AND STAY HIDDEN BETTER!!!!!

OMG LI LO

OMG LINDSAY LOHAN!!!!!! DID YOU REALLY THINK THAT YOU WERE GOING TO BE ABLE TO OPENLY BLOG ABOUT FACEBOOK AND NOT HAVE THEM RESPOND????

SO FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE OUTTA THE LOOP OR COULD CARELESS, LINDSAY PUBLISHED A RANT ON HER BLOG THE OTHER DAY BASHING FACEBOOK FOR DELETING HER ACCOUNT. IN IT SHE SAID THAT IT WAS BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT SHE WAS FAKE ( YES I KNOW YOU HATERS ARE SAYING OF COURSE SHE IS BUT LAY OFF LILO). FACEBOOK RESPONDED TO THIS BY SAYING THAT IT WAS NOT BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT IT WAS A FAKE ACCOUNT RATHER BECAUSE LOHAN VIOLATED ONE OF THE MANY TERMS OF SERVICE FOR FACEBOOK.

SERIOUSLY HOW THE HELL DID SHE MANAGE TO DO THAT... EVEN MORE IMPORTANTLY WHICH ONE DID SHE VIOLATE?????

COME ON LINDSAY WHY WOULD YOU SET YOURSELF UP FOR THAT??? I MEAN I UNDERSTAND HER FRUSTRATION ABOUT FAKE ACCOUNTS AND ALL BUT SERIOUSLY. AND AS IF TO ADD INSULT TO INJURY SHE POSTED HER RANT ON MYSPACE OF ALL LOCATIONS. SUPER NOT SMART.

(ANOTHER JUICY BIT I GOT FROM READING HER BLOG... APPARENTLY SHE IS NOT BREAKING UP WITH GIRLFRIEND SAM RONSON.... A STORY THAT WAS BEING BROKE BY MANY DIFFERENT SOURCES INCLUDING AIM)

COME ON LILO I NEED YOU TO STAY ON TRACK SO I CAN DO AN I HEART ABOUT YOU.

I HEART: COURTNEY LEE #11

SOOO NORMALLY I CAN'T STAND ANYONE WHO PLAYS FOR THE MAGIC BUT COURTNEY LEE #11 I WILL MAKE AN EXCEPTION FOR...

SHITT BERRY CUM SUCKER THIS CHILD IS GOREGOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND OF COURSE YOU KNOW THAT I HAD CHECK OUT DUDE'S STATS TO MAKE SURE HE WAS ON POINT...(AFTER WATCHING HIM PLAY THANKSGIVING VERSUS MY OTHER NBA HOTTIE CARON BUTLER... NEEDLESS TO SAY I WAS DROWLING FROM THINGS OTHER THAN THE FOOD)

GAMES: 13

AVG MIN: 13.3

AVG PTS: 2.7 (SHOOTING 32.6% FROM THE FIELD 22.2% FROM BEHIND THE ARC & 50% FREE THROW AVG... EVEN THO HE HAS ONLY SHOT 2)

REBOUNDS: 1.2 ( .1 ARE OFFENSIVE)

ASSISTS: .4

STEALS: .62

TO: .31

BLKS: 1.5

OVERALL CONSIDERING HOW MANY MINUTES HE'S PLAYED HIS NUMBERS ARE EXTREMELY UNIMPRESSIVE..... ESPECIALLY CONISIDERING THAT HE'S 6'5" 200LBS AND A SHOOTING GUARD FOR CRYING OUT LOUD.... I'M HOPING THAT IT'S JUST BECAUSE HE'S TRANSITIONING FROM WESTERN KENTUCKY INTO THE LEAGUE BUT IDK.... I LOVE HOW GOREGOUS HE IS BUT HIS NUMBERS ARE CONCERNING ME JUST A BIT.

(EVEN THO WE ALL KNOW TAHT I WOULD STILL JUMP AT THE CHANCE TO INTERVIEW HIM)

NEVER THE LESS I SOOOO HEART HIM