I'M TRYING TO RESIST BUT I FEEL MYSELF SLIPPING FURTHER AND FURTHER INTO TEMPTATION... IT JUST SEEMS SOO SWEET AND SO COMFORTING. I'M SITTING HERE DAY DREAMING ABOUT GIVING IN KNOWING HOW WRONG I WOULD BE AND YET I STILL CAN'T SEEM TO CARE. SHE WANTS ME TO GIVE IN BECAUSE OF THE SATISFACTION AND I KNOW THAT YOU DO TOO. BUT ON THE PATH THAT I HAVE EMBARKED ON IT IS THE LAST THING THAT I NEED.
FOCUS.... FOCUS.... FOCUS... I KEEP SCREAMING AT MYSELF FROM ALL DIRECTIONS. DESIGN, CREATE, INVENT, WHATEVER ITS GOING TO TAKE JUST DON'T LET YOU R MIND WANDER RIGHT NOW IT WONT BE GOOD IN THE END.
BUT I STILL FEEL YOUR PULL EVEN THOUGH I KNOW YOUR ON THE OTHER SIDE... AND LIKE A RIP CURRENT I'M STARTING TO BE PULLED UNDER.
THE ONLY QUESTION LEFT IS DO I LEFT MYSELF BE CAUGHT IN IT AND THROWN OUT NATURALLY OR CONTINUE TO FIGHT AGAINST IT AND HOPE THAT I HAVE THE STRENGTH TO GET AWAY FROM TEMPTATION
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