SECRET

IM SOOOO ANXIOUS RIGHT NOW..... LIKE IM SMILING SO MUCH ITS SCARRY BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THINGS MIGHT NOT GO THE WAY THAT I WANT BUT CAN'T HELP IT.....

I SWEAR THE RESPONSE MADE MY HEART JUMP OUTTA MY CHEST... AND TALKING TO YOU MADE A BAD DAY SOOOO GOOOD. I MEAN HOW FUCKIN CRAZY IS THIS.... IT'S YOU.... I MEAN YOU AND IM SO BLOWN BACK RIGHT NOW

IM SCARED SHITLESS BUT I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU. IM HAVE NO CLUE HOW THIS COULD WORK BUT ALREADY WENT TO SLEEP DREAMING ABOUT YOU LAST NIGHT.

AND EVEN THO THIS MORNING DIDN'T START OUT THE WAY I WANTED TO.... THINKING ABOUT YOU MADE ME SMILE OUTSIDE IN. LOOKIN AT A PICTURE MADE ME MELT AND NOT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT ANYTHING BUT FIGHTING FOR SOMEHTING THAT I BEYOND DESERVE....

I KEEP HEARING MY HEAD TELL ME TO STOP FALLING BUT I KNOW THAT I ALREADY DID LONG BEFORE HAND. THE ANTICIPATION IS KILLING AND SUSTAINING ME IN THE SAME INSTANCE.

"BECAUSE YOU'RE MY LITTLE secret,"

SO DON'T ASK ME WHO IT IS BECAUSE THAT'S HOW I'M GOING TO KEEP IT.