SOOO..... ABOUT A WEEK AGO I SAW talk ON MY WAY TO WORK..... EVEN DEBATED BACK TRACKING TO GO TO TALK TO HIM.... BUT OF COURSE I DIDNT
EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT HITTING HIM UP ON TWITTER BUT HE'S NEVER ON SO IT WAS KIND OF A MUTE POINT
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Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Random Thought
So I have been watching Sex & the City and thinking about a phone conversation and space conversation I had earlier today.
So after not hearing from Bear (who yes I have been dating for a month now exclusivley) over V-day due to his phone issues. I heard from him today via non other than myspace. Which made me very happy...... Until it made me miss him. A lot of today was actually spent with me waiting to hear from him (lame I know) and wondering how we were going to make this work.
I feel like he is my Mr. Big.
Then later on I heard from Talk.... Who I think didn't just tell me that he still had feelings for me and wanted to be with me but that he loved me....
Yea that's wat I did and said.... My jaw dropped and I gasped "WHAT!!!"
It didn't make any sense at all we were done I had walked away he knew the worst aspect of me and wants to be with me... Possibly loves me
It makes me wonder was he really all talk and have I made a mistake in giving myself to Bear
Or is Talk just my Russian?
So after not hearing from Bear (who yes I have been dating for a month now exclusivley) over V-day due to his phone issues. I heard from him today via non other than myspace. Which made me very happy...... Until it made me miss him. A lot of today was actually spent with me waiting to hear from him (lame I know) and wondering how we were going to make this work.
I feel like he is my Mr. Big.
Then later on I heard from Talk.... Who I think didn't just tell me that he still had feelings for me and wanted to be with me but that he loved me....
Yea that's wat I did and said.... My jaw dropped and I gasped "WHAT!!!"
It didn't make any sense at all we were done I had walked away he knew the worst aspect of me and wants to be with me... Possibly loves me
It makes me wonder was he really all talk and have I made a mistake in giving myself to Bear
Or is Talk just my Russian?
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
talk
SO I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH talk AND OMG IS HE ANNOYING.... SERIOUSLY I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I PUT UP WITH HIM. HE JUST SEEMS LIKE SUCH A FAKE PERSON....
(AT LEAST IT WILL BE GREAT MATERIAL FOR THE BOOK (YES I SAID BOOK) AND SHOW (YES I SAID SHOW))
HE'S MAD THAT HE HASN'T SEEN ME BUT HE BAILS WHEN HE CAN COME SEE ME. THERE ALWAYS IS SOME STUPID EXCUSE. WHICH IS THE MAIN REASON WHY ironic
HAS BEEN CREEPING UP INTO HIS SPOT.
DOUCHE BAG
(AT LEAST IT WILL BE GREAT MATERIAL FOR THE BOOK (YES I SAID BOOK) AND SHOW (YES I SAID SHOW))
HE'S MAD THAT HE HASN'T SEEN ME BUT HE BAILS WHEN HE CAN COME SEE ME. THERE ALWAYS IS SOME STUPID EXCUSE. WHICH IS THE MAIN REASON WHY ironic
HAS BEEN CREEPING UP INTO HIS SPOT.
DOUCHE BAG
Monday, December 29, 2008
MISADVENTURES: WITH BOYS (CONNECTIONS)
SOOOOO
YEA..... I GOT BUSTED BIGGGG TIME
A COUPLE WEEKS AGO I WAS TALKING TO THIS GUYS WE'LL CALL HIM pluto. ORIGINALLY IT WAS SUPPOSSED TO BE JUST ABOUT A PHOTO SHOOT AND IT TURNED INTO US TALKING ABOUT EACH OTHER..... WHICH TURNED INTO ME FINDING OUT THAT HE HAD ALREADY HEARD ABOUT ME FROM ANOTHER GUY I TALKED TO (LETS JUST CALL HIM) scoundrel.
LONG STORY SHORT (I KNOW I KNOW YOU WANT THE FULL VERSION BUT SUFFICE TO SAY THAT WE HAD TO PLAY 21 QUESTIONS AND THE CONVERSATION LASTED TILL ABOUT 9AM WHICH HAD STARTED AROUND 4/5 AM) WE DECIDED TO BE FRIENDS AND SHOOT AND THINGS WERE COOL.
THEN A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER I GOT A MESSAGE FROM HIS FRIEND, (WHO I'M GONNA CALL) ironic ON THE SPACER. DIDN'T CATCH ME OFF GUARD AT FIRST BECAUSE I HAD TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE BEFORE ABOUT SHOOTING.
WE ACTUALLY HAD A PRETTY GOOD CONVERSATION TOO. HE MADE ME LAUGH AND WAS A SWEETIE. WE TALKED LATER THAT NIGHT ON THE PHONE AND I COULD INSTANTLY TELL THAT HE WAS FEELIN ME AND THAT HE WAS INTERESTED I TALKING TO ME OUTSIDE OF DOING BUISNESS (NOT SOMEHTING IM REALLY CRAZY ABOUT BUT...... HEY WHAT CAN I SAY I WAS INTRIGUED).
SO THE PAST WEEK OR SO WE HAVE BEEN TALKING A LOT. EITHER ONLINE OR ON THE PHONE... AND HONESTLY HE'S PROBABLY SWEETER AND BETTER THAN ALL THE OTHER KNUCKLEHEADS THAT I HAVE AROUND ME INCLUDING MY FRONT RUNNER (WHO I KNOW I HAVENT TALKED ABOUT) talk. HONESTLY HE ADORES ME AND REALLY DOES MAKE ME SMILE.
SO I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE PROBABLY GOING WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU???? AFTER ALL OF THE COMPLAINING AND WHAT NOT U DO ABOUT GUYS AND YOU'RE NOT GOING AFTER HIM!!!!
HERE'S THE RUB.....
HE'S YOUNGER THAN I AM... AND GRANTED I USED TO DATE SOMEBODY 5-12 OLDER THAN I WAS 4 YEARS AGO I STILL DON'T QUITE FEEL RIGHT ABOUT IT AT TIMES..... LIKE I SHOULD JUST WAIT.
PLUS I'LL EVEN GO OUT AND ADMIT THAT I ACTUALLY FEEL KINDA LAME ABOUT IT.
BUT I DIGRESSED...
SO LAST NIGHT ironic AND I WERE TALKING ON THE PHONE FOR LIKE 5 HOURS BEING CUTE AND WHAT NOT..... AND I HEARD pluto TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH HIS SISTER (WHO HE EITHER WAS TALKING TO WHEN HE HAD AN INTERST IN ME OR RIGHT AFTER THE FACT.... EITHER WAY I THOUGHT THAT FACT ALONE WAS FUNNY AS HELL) AND THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD ASK pluto WHEN HE AND WHEN scoudrel WANTED TO DO THEIR PHOTOSHOOTS CUZ MY OPPENINGS FOR JAN AND FEB WERE STARTING TO FILL UP RAPIDLY.
I GOT AN ANSWER AND ironic AND I WENT RIGHT BACK TO OUR CONVERSATION. AND THINGS WERE FINE. WE FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE TOGETHER AND YEAH
SOOOOO THEN I GET INTO WORK AND THESE SET OF MESSAGES GO ON BETWEEN pluto AND I
p: watz poppin*** nd since when do u talk to my *&%*&%*&%??? (SORRY FOLKS GOTTA PROTECT IDENTITIES)
A: JUS CHILLEN AT WORK WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT????????
p: ohhh nd chea *&%*&%*&%*&%*&% he on my top nd u was on tha fone wt him asking him to ask me stuff about tha photo shoot nd haerd tha word babi???
A: ???? IDK
p: i was just checcing i didnt want to have to get on ur head about my *&% my grown women nd all my *&% r not even close to my age 3 years or more just so u knoe
SO YOU SEE HOW I FEILDED IT.... AND I FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT TALKIN ABOUT IT BUT WHAT WAS I SUPPOSSED TO SAY???? IDK
WHAT WOULD YOU GUYS DO?
TELL pluto
AND MORE IMPORTANTLY SHOULD I JUST WALK AWAY FROM ironic BECAUSE OF pluto's COMMENTS OR WALK AWAY CUZ I JUST NEED TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, OR DOES ANY OF THIS SHIT MATTER???
YEA..... I GOT BUSTED BIGGGG TIME
A COUPLE WEEKS AGO I WAS TALKING TO THIS GUYS WE'LL CALL HIM pluto. ORIGINALLY IT WAS SUPPOSSED TO BE JUST ABOUT A PHOTO SHOOT AND IT TURNED INTO US TALKING ABOUT EACH OTHER..... WHICH TURNED INTO ME FINDING OUT THAT HE HAD ALREADY HEARD ABOUT ME FROM ANOTHER GUY I TALKED TO (LETS JUST CALL HIM) scoundrel.
LONG STORY SHORT (I KNOW I KNOW YOU WANT THE FULL VERSION BUT SUFFICE TO SAY THAT WE HAD TO PLAY 21 QUESTIONS AND THE CONVERSATION LASTED TILL ABOUT 9AM WHICH HAD STARTED AROUND 4/5 AM) WE DECIDED TO BE FRIENDS AND SHOOT AND THINGS WERE COOL.
THEN A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER I GOT A MESSAGE FROM HIS FRIEND, (WHO I'M GONNA CALL) ironic ON THE SPACER. DIDN'T CATCH ME OFF GUARD AT FIRST BECAUSE I HAD TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE BEFORE ABOUT SHOOTING.
WE ACTUALLY HAD A PRETTY GOOD CONVERSATION TOO. HE MADE ME LAUGH AND WAS A SWEETIE. WE TALKED LATER THAT NIGHT ON THE PHONE AND I COULD INSTANTLY TELL THAT HE WAS FEELIN ME AND THAT HE WAS INTERESTED I TALKING TO ME OUTSIDE OF DOING BUISNESS (NOT SOMEHTING IM REALLY CRAZY ABOUT BUT...... HEY WHAT CAN I SAY I WAS INTRIGUED).
SO THE PAST WEEK OR SO WE HAVE BEEN TALKING A LOT. EITHER ONLINE OR ON THE PHONE... AND HONESTLY HE'S PROBABLY SWEETER AND BETTER THAN ALL THE OTHER KNUCKLEHEADS THAT I HAVE AROUND ME INCLUDING MY FRONT RUNNER (WHO I KNOW I HAVENT TALKED ABOUT) talk. HONESTLY HE ADORES ME AND REALLY DOES MAKE ME SMILE.
SO I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE PROBABLY GOING WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU???? AFTER ALL OF THE COMPLAINING AND WHAT NOT U DO ABOUT GUYS AND YOU'RE NOT GOING AFTER HIM!!!!
HERE'S THE RUB.....
HE'S YOUNGER THAN I AM... AND GRANTED I USED TO DATE SOMEBODY 5-12 OLDER THAN I WAS 4 YEARS AGO I STILL DON'T QUITE FEEL RIGHT ABOUT IT AT TIMES..... LIKE I SHOULD JUST WAIT.
PLUS I'LL EVEN GO OUT AND ADMIT THAT I ACTUALLY FEEL KINDA LAME ABOUT IT.
BUT I DIGRESSED...
SO LAST NIGHT ironic AND I WERE TALKING ON THE PHONE FOR LIKE 5 HOURS BEING CUTE AND WHAT NOT..... AND I HEARD pluto TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH HIS SISTER (WHO HE EITHER WAS TALKING TO WHEN HE HAD AN INTERST IN ME OR RIGHT AFTER THE FACT.... EITHER WAY I THOUGHT THAT FACT ALONE WAS FUNNY AS HELL) AND THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD ASK pluto WHEN HE AND WHEN scoudrel WANTED TO DO THEIR PHOTOSHOOTS CUZ MY OPPENINGS FOR JAN AND FEB WERE STARTING TO FILL UP RAPIDLY.
I GOT AN ANSWER AND ironic AND I WENT RIGHT BACK TO OUR CONVERSATION. AND THINGS WERE FINE. WE FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE TOGETHER AND YEAH
SOOOOO THEN I GET INTO WORK AND THESE SET OF MESSAGES GO ON BETWEEN pluto AND I
p: watz poppin*** nd since when do u talk to my *&%*&%*&%??? (SORRY FOLKS GOTTA PROTECT IDENTITIES)
A: JUS CHILLEN AT WORK WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT????????
p: ohhh nd chea *&%*&%*&%*&%*&% he on my top nd u was on tha fone wt him asking him to ask me stuff about tha photo shoot nd haerd tha word babi???
A: ???? IDK
p: i was just checcing i didnt want to have to get on ur head about my *&% my grown women nd all my *&% r not even close to my age 3 years or more just so u knoe
SO YOU SEE HOW I FEILDED IT.... AND I FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT TALKIN ABOUT IT BUT WHAT WAS I SUPPOSSED TO SAY???? IDK
WHAT WOULD YOU GUYS DO?
TELL pluto
AND MORE IMPORTANTLY SHOULD I JUST WALK AWAY FROM ironic BECAUSE OF pluto's COMMENTS OR WALK AWAY CUZ I JUST NEED TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, OR DOES ANY OF THIS SHIT MATTER???
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