Monday, December 29, 2008

MISADVENTURES: WITH BOYS (CONNECTIONS)

SOOOOO



YEA..... I GOT BUSTED BIGGGG TIME





A COUPLE WEEKS AGO I WAS TALKING TO THIS GUYS WE'LL CALL HIM pluto. ORIGINALLY IT WAS SUPPOSSED TO BE JUST ABOUT A PHOTO SHOOT AND IT TURNED INTO US TALKING ABOUT EACH OTHER..... WHICH TURNED INTO ME FINDING OUT THAT HE HAD ALREADY HEARD ABOUT ME FROM ANOTHER GUY I TALKED TO (LETS JUST CALL HIM) scoundrel.





LONG STORY SHORT (I KNOW I KNOW YOU WANT THE FULL VERSION BUT SUFFICE TO SAY THAT WE HAD TO PLAY 21 QUESTIONS AND THE CONVERSATION LASTED TILL ABOUT 9AM WHICH HAD STARTED AROUND 4/5 AM) WE DECIDED TO BE FRIENDS AND SHOOT AND THINGS WERE COOL.





THEN A COUPLE OF DAYS LATER I GOT A MESSAGE FROM HIS FRIEND, (WHO I'M GONNA CALL) ironic ON THE SPACER. DIDN'T CATCH ME OFF GUARD AT FIRST BECAUSE I HAD TALKED TO HIM ON THE PHONE BEFORE ABOUT SHOOTING.



WE ACTUALLY HAD A PRETTY GOOD CONVERSATION TOO. HE MADE ME LAUGH AND WAS A SWEETIE. WE TALKED LATER THAT NIGHT ON THE PHONE AND I COULD INSTANTLY TELL THAT HE WAS FEELIN ME AND THAT HE WAS INTERESTED I TALKING TO ME OUTSIDE OF DOING BUISNESS (NOT SOMEHTING IM REALLY CRAZY ABOUT BUT...... HEY WHAT CAN I SAY I WAS INTRIGUED).



SO THE PAST WEEK OR SO WE HAVE BEEN TALKING A LOT. EITHER ONLINE OR ON THE PHONE... AND HONESTLY HE'S PROBABLY SWEETER AND BETTER THAN ALL THE OTHER KNUCKLEHEADS THAT I HAVE AROUND ME INCLUDING MY FRONT RUNNER (WHO I KNOW I HAVENT TALKED ABOUT) talk. HONESTLY HE ADORES ME AND REALLY DOES MAKE ME SMILE.


SO I KNOW ALL OF YOU ARE PROBABLY GOING WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU???? AFTER ALL OF THE COMPLAINING AND WHAT NOT U DO ABOUT GUYS AND YOU'RE NOT GOING AFTER HIM!!!!


HERE'S THE RUB.....

HE'S YOUNGER THAN I AM... AND GRANTED I USED TO DATE SOMEBODY 5-12 OLDER THAN I WAS 4 YEARS AGO I STILL DON'T QUITE FEEL RIGHT ABOUT IT AT TIMES..... LIKE I SHOULD JUST WAIT.


PLUS I'LL EVEN GO OUT AND ADMIT THAT I ACTUALLY FEEL KINDA LAME ABOUT IT.


BUT I DIGRESSED...


SO LAST NIGHT ironic AND I WERE TALKING ON THE PHONE FOR LIKE 5 HOURS BEING CUTE AND WHAT NOT..... AND I HEARD pluto TALKING ON THE PHONE WITH HIS SISTER (WHO HE EITHER WAS TALKING TO WHEN HE HAD AN INTERST IN ME OR RIGHT AFTER THE FACT.... EITHER WAY I THOUGHT THAT FACT ALONE WAS FUNNY AS HELL) AND THOUGHT THAT I SHOULD ASK pluto WHEN HE AND WHEN scoudrel WANTED TO DO THEIR PHOTOSHOOTS CUZ MY OPPENINGS FOR JAN AND FEB WERE STARTING TO FILL UP RAPIDLY.


I GOT AN ANSWER AND ironic AND I WENT RIGHT BACK TO OUR CONVERSATION. AND THINGS WERE FINE. WE FELL ASLEEP ON THE PHONE TOGETHER AND YEAH


SOOOOO THEN I GET INTO WORK AND THESE SET OF MESSAGES GO ON BETWEEN pluto AND I


p: watz poppin*** nd since when do u talk to my *&%*&%*&%??? (SORRY FOLKS GOTTA PROTECT IDENTITIES)

A: JUS CHILLEN AT WORK WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT????????

p: ohhh nd chea *&%*&%*&%*&%*&% he on my top nd u was on tha fone wt him asking him to ask me stuff about tha photo shoot nd haerd tha word babi???

A: ???? IDK

p: i was just checcing i didnt want to have to get on ur head about my *&% my grown women nd all my *&% r not even close to my age 3 years or more just so u knoe


SO YOU SEE HOW I FEILDED IT.... AND I FEEL BAD ABOUT NOT TALKIN ABOUT IT BUT WHAT WAS I SUPPOSSED TO SAY???? IDK

WHAT WOULD YOU GUYS DO?

TELL pluto

AND MORE IMPORTANTLY SHOULD I JUST WALK AWAY FROM ironic BECAUSE OF pluto's COMMENTS OR WALK AWAY CUZ I JUST NEED TO LEAVE HIM ALONE, OR DOES ANY OF THIS SHIT MATTER???

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