BEFORE THE HYPE: BC b4 AD A4E

THERE ARE JUST CERTAIN PEOPLE I WISH I WAS STILL JUST AS CLOSE WITH AS I WAS BEFORE....

I KNOW cb I DON'T ALWAYS SAY IT BUT IT SUCKS THAT WE HAVE GROWN AS APART AS WE HAVE OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS.... CUZ WE ALWAYS SAID IT WAS britt and cara before any dilema always and forever....

NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE STILL MY OTHER HALF AND I STILL LOVE YOU. AND BEFORE THE HYPE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WAS THERE AND LOVED ME FOR ME, STOOD BY ME, AND FOUGHT WITH ME.

CO-FOUNDER AND ORIGINAL MEMBER OF THE NOT SO INNOCENT GIRLS.... MY OTHER HALF I LOVE YOU AND IT WILL STILL AND ALWAYS BE...

BRITTANY AND CARA BEFORE ANY DILEMA ALWAYS AND FOREVER

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRI!!!!!

SO I JUST WANT TO SEND A HUGE HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUT TO MY BEST FRIEND, SAME SEX SOULMATE, HERO,& NIGEL adri!!!!

LOVE YOU SO MUCH HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY!!!

HUGZ MAMAS

RANDOM THOUGHT

SO IT SUCKS THAT I NEEDED EXTRA MONEY AND GOT A LAST MINUTE PHOTOGRAPHY BOOKING THATS PAYING ME BUT END UP PISSING EVERYBODY OFF.... AND THEM THINKING IT WAS SO THAT YOU COULD GO FUCK SOMEBODY... AND NOT EVEN DO IT... AND THEN FOR IT TO BE ALL OVER TWITTER LIKE I DITCHED MY BEST FRIEND FOR SOME DICK....


HMMM MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE THREW MYSELF AT HIM TO GET IT THEN AT LEAST THE ACUSATION WOULD BE TRUE....


WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?

Life

So it's been a few weeks since everything blew up in my face and I lost pretty much all of my good friends.... And I have to admit that I'm doing fairly well considering everything.


And that scares me

SOO I JUST LOST MY BEST FRIEND OVER A BUNCH OF DRAMA THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THE MAJORITY OF THE WORLD IS TALKING ABOUT.... BUT IT ALL CENTERS AROUND surprise.



IM SUPER FUCKING SAD RIGHT NOW BUT IT JUST GOES TO SHOW YOU... IN LIFE FRIENDS ARE NON-EXISTENT. YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF THAT YOU CAN TRUST OR DEPEND ON. AND YOU KNOW WHAT RIGHT NOW.... IM SOOOOOOOO FUCKIN GOOD SOLO


ALL OF THIS IS FUCKED UP BEYOND BELIEF

I HEART: JUJU

I JUST WANTED TO SEND A SPECIAL THANK YOU OUT TO MY GIRL JUJU!!!

THIS CHIK HAS BEEN SUCH A GREAT FRIEND AND LOYAL FOLLOWER OF ANJLIKSOL ITS CRAZY.

JU I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU GIVE ME AND FOR STAYING THERE FOR ME. TEXTING YOU ALWAYS BRINGS A SMILE TO MY DAY.

I LOVE YOU FAM!!!!!

http://mzjujub.blogspot.com/

RANDOM THOUGHT 14

HOW DO YOU KNOW WHO ARE YOUR TRUE FRIENDS????


ITS FUNNY CUZ EVERY DAY I THINK I MIGHT KNOW SOMETHING REMINDS ME THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY ALL YOU CAN DO IS LEAN ON YOUR OWN SHOULDER AND DRY YOUR OWN TEARS.


ITS FUNNY HOW EASY IT IS TO BE REPLACED. OR TOSSED ASIDE LIKE A RAGG DOLL.


I NEED A BREAK CUZ I REALLY AM GOING TO GO CRY NOW.

RANDOM THOUGHT 9

IMA NEED PEOPLE NOT TO TRY TO KILL MY FRIENDS OK....

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

I HEART: MR. B

I HEART MY MR. B!!! HE SERIOUSLY IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE BOYS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. WE MET IN THE CLUB AND CHILLED AND TALKED LIKE IT WAS STARBUCKS AND BEEN SHWAY COOL EVER SINCE. SMART HANDSOME AND A SWEETHEART I WOULD HURT ANY CHICK THAT HURT HIM. HE'S HELPED ME THROUGH A COUPLE BAD ONES AND IS ALWAYS THERE TO GIVE ME A HUG OR SMILE. MR. B I HEART YOU AND AM HAPPY THAT YOU CAME AROUND AND BECAME ONE OF MY BOYS!

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

I HEART: MY FAM!!!!

MY NENA!!!! (SHE'S THE COUSIN WHO SHOULDA BEEN MY SIS I NEVER HAD)

MARK, STERLING, MINNIE, AND ME (MY A07 FAM)

CAIRO...(HE'S ON HONORAY CUZZO STATUS...SO IMPECABLE)

MY ISS B (SISTER) MINNIE!!!

MY COUSIN NENA, THE HOME GURL ESME, MY SIS AND I

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

bubblez

SO THIS WEEKEND I DECIDED TO BE LOW KEY AND SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH MY BABY SIS bubblez....

I HAD A LOT OF FUN WITH HER... SHES SO GOOFEY.... SHE'S MY LITTLE BON BON. LOL

WE SAW MAX PAYNE SATURDAY NIGHT AND HUNG OUT WITH ONE OF MY CLIENTS AFTERWARDS... AND AGAIN SHE MANAGED TO PULL SOMEBODY OUTTA THIN AIR (CAN YOU TELL SHE'S LIKE HER SIS).

SUNDAY WE WERE A BUNCH OF LAZY BUMS... MOM MADE PANCAKES FOR US AND THEN WE HEADED TO THE MALL WITH HER FRIEND RUBY AND HER DAUGHTER TO DO SOME SHOPPING WELL FOR ME IT WAS RETURNING A PAIR OF SHOES I DIDN'T LIKE AFTER ALL.


THEN IT WAS WETZELS PRETZELS AND CHINESE FOOD AFTER THAT MHHHMMMM... I WAS SO HAPPY.

SOL FOOD 10/14

THE GREATEST GIFT THAT WE CAN RECIEVE IN THIS LIFE IS THE LOVE OF SOMEONE WHO ISN'T FAMILY OR MARRIED TO US.

FAMILY LOVE IS CRAZY AND THE PERSON YOU MARRY THAT LOVE IS ONE TRULY SET APART FROM THE REST BUT TO HAVE A TRUE FRIEND THAT LOVES U... THAT RIGHT THERE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING!!!!

SO IF YOU GOT ONE HOLD EM CLOSE, A COUPLE BE THANK FUL BUT MORE THAN THAT EITHER YOU'RE THE NEXT PRINCESS DI OR YOU NEED TO CHECK YOU CIRCLE


One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it gong forth in repetition we spread this Anjlik Sol.....

carrie YOU DISAPPOINT ME

FROM SATURDAY 20,2008 (4AM)



YOU LEARN A LOT ABOUT PEOPLE WHEN YOU ARE THROWN INTO WEIRD AND EXTENUATING CIRCUMSTANCES WITH THEM......

PEOPLE YOU THOUGHT KNEW YOU DON'T, COURTESIES YOU GIVE TO OTHER PEOPLE AREN'T GIVEN TO YOU.... ITS CRAZY. BUT IF YOU WANT TO KNOW THE DETAILS OF THE NIGHT READ NSL THIS IS ABOUT ME....

SOOO... IN THE MIDST OF MY STUPOR I REALIZED YOU CAN'T JUST FORGET ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS.... BE THEM ANGER LOVE PASSION OR ANYTHING ELSE...... I WISH THAT I COULD SOME TIMES BUT I CAN'T

WHAT SUCKS EVEN MORE IS THAT WHEN I WAS BEING CONSUMMED WITH ALL THE FEELINGS THAT I HAD TRIED TO REPRESS IT WAS INTERESTING TO ME HOW ALLL carrie COULD CARE ABOUT WAS HERSELF AND THE FALSEHOODS AND HYPOCRISIES OF HER INNER CIRCLE. I UNDERSTAND THAT WE HAVE TO BE ABLE TO FACE THINGS ON OUR OWN BUT WHEN YOU REACH OUT FOR HUMAN CONTACT AND EMPATHY ESPECIALLY FROM THOSE WHO YOU NEED IT MOST FROM YOU SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET IT..... WHEN YOU JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TRUST AND BELIEVE IN YOU IT SHOULD BE ABLE TO COME.

I LEARNED A LOT TONIGHT.... HYPOCRITS ARE MANY IN MY WORLD AND THEIR FOLLOWERS AND APEASERS NUMBER EVEN MORE. YOU CANNOT EVEN TRUST THOSE WHO YOU ARE SUPPOSSED TO BECAUSE THEY ARE CONTAMINATED BY THE HYPOCITS AND THEIR FOLLOWERS. THOSE WHO YOU CAN TRUST AND COUNT ON ARE THE ONES YOU LEAST EXCPECT. AND THE BIGGEST OF ALL YOU CAN NEVER THINK YOU KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT A SITUATION OR ABOUT PEOPLE.

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it gong forth in repetition we spread this Anjlik Sol.....