Before the Hype

Omg I found this picture and flipped out! Normally going to a formal with someone who is like a brother to you sucks but that night I had fun... I love you Martinez and miss you like crazy can't wait to see you hugs!!!!


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Before the Hype: Lacrosse

You know I really do miss playing lacrosse. It's a fun and better version of soccer. It really worked on my balance and hand eye coordination. I think I'm going to have to look into playing again soon.


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BEFORE THE HYPE: BC b4 AD A4E

THERE ARE JUST CERTAIN PEOPLE I WISH I WAS STILL JUST AS CLOSE WITH AS I WAS BEFORE....

I KNOW cb I DON'T ALWAYS SAY IT BUT IT SUCKS THAT WE HAVE GROWN AS APART AS WE HAVE OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS.... CUZ WE ALWAYS SAID IT WAS britt and cara before any dilema always and forever....

NO MATTER WHAT YOU'RE STILL MY OTHER HALF AND I STILL LOVE YOU. AND BEFORE THE HYPE YOU WERE THE ONE WHO WAS THERE AND LOVED ME FOR ME, STOOD BY ME, AND FOUGHT WITH ME.

CO-FOUNDER AND ORIGINAL MEMBER OF THE NOT SO INNOCENT GIRLS.... MY OTHER HALF I LOVE YOU AND IT WILL STILL AND ALWAYS BE...

BRITTANY AND CARA BEFORE ANY DILEMA ALWAYS AND FOREVER

BEFORE THE HYPE: M2M "THE FEELING IS GONE"

SO I USED TO LISTEN TO THIS ALBUM SO MUCH IT GOT SCRATCHED AND YEAH..... BUT THIS SONG IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW ABOUT A CERTAIN SOMEONE

Listen to me as I explain this situation
It's not like I wanna destroy his reputation
We are still together
But we are not moving on



When we first met it was the perfect combination
Now when I look at him it fills me with frustration
What is a girl to do when she is not having fun



How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone


I think we're going in the opposite direction
No longer think that we are making a connection
I am so unhappy
I'll rather be alone

In the beginning it was one special occasion
Now when I talk to him his mind is on vacation


How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over, all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
The feeling for you is gone


How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break it
It's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone

Before the Hype: Tom Cruise movies

Sooooooo before he went crazy one of my absolutely favorite actors was Tom Cruise!!!

"Jerry Maguire", "Vanilla Sky" , "Mission Impossible 1&2", and "Top Gun" all were movies that I adored!!!


And the best thing about Tom Cruise???? The "Tom Cruise run" of course!!!! Seriously that has to be the most known run in Hollywood LOL.... I was watching "Minority Report" web I got home from the club and before I headed out today and fell in love all over again watching him do it... Especially web he seriously did it across a bedroom or attic it was funny and adorable all in the same breath!!!!


Tom give up Scientology please so that you can get back to making good movies where u r doing your run!!!!!

BEFORE THE HYPE: P!NK "THERE YOU GO"

"so you say you wanna talk, I don'tsay you wanna change, I won'tyeah it's like that you had your chance, won't take you backnow what? what you think about that? now when I say I'm through, I'm through so basically I'm through with youwhat cha wanna say? had to have it your way, had to play games"

"don't you wish that things were simple like that, oh"

BEFORE THE HYPE: MARGARITA MONDAYS

SO I GOTTA SHOUT OUT MY FORMER HOME GIRL bunny FOR ALL THE FUN MARGARITA MONDAYS THAT WE USED TO HAVE AT HER PLACE IN HIGH SCHOOL... LOL

SERIOUSLY THEY USED TO BE CRAZY (AS YOU CAN SEE ONE THAT WENT HELLA LATE ENDED WITH BODY SHOTS). BUT THOSE WERE THE DAYS WEN IF YOU WEREN'T AN N.S. YOU DIDN'T MATTER AND BEFORE ANYTHING THERE WAS A TRIAL... BUT OH WELL....

MARGARITA MONDAYS WERE JUST A GREAT GIRLS DAY TO CATCH UP, CHILL, LAUGH, AND WHATEVER

BEFORE THE HYPE:

2008 HAS BEEN A YEAR OF ACHIEVING EQUILIBRIUM..... BEFORE ALL THIS NIGHTLIFE STUFF I WAS JUST A NERD HONESTLY.... AND ONE THAT PEOPLE DIDN'T WANT TO LIKE OR BE AROUND.

BASKETBALL WAS LOVE, MUSIC WAS LIFE, AND WRITING WAS MY VOICE.


I WAS ALWAYS A STUDENT THAT MY PARENTS WERE PROUD OF BUT JUST WISHED THAT WOULD PUSH HERSELF A LITTLE MORE. EXTREMELY INTELLIGENT SO MUCH SO THAT A LOT OF THINGS BORED THE CRAP OUTTA ME BECAUSE IT WAS EASY.


IF YOU WOULDA ASKED ME 4 YEARS AGO WHERE I WAS GOING TO BE TODAY I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU THAT I WOULD PROBABLY HAVE GRADUATED FROM HOWARD ALREADY AND WOULD BE IN LAW SCHOOL AND SPENDING TIME INTERNIN AT THE URBAN LEAGUE OR IN POLITICS.


NOW IN FOUR YEARS I STILL WANT TO BE ON THIS NIGHT SCENE BUT I WANT TO BE FINISHED WITH SCHOOL, FINALLY, I WANT TO BE A TOP PRODUCING AGENT AT MY JOB, A PHOTOGRAPHER WHOSE PRINTS ARE LOVED AS MUCH AS SHE LOVES THEM. I WANT TO USE MY MODELING AND WRITING TO BRING AWARNESS TO THE SAME CAUSES AND INIATIVES THAT I WANTED TO INTERN FOR ON THE HILL. I WANT TO BE BACK PLAYING BASKETBALL AT 330AM THEN WRITING A SONG BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP.


SEE THIS YEAR WAS ABOUT GETTING BACK TO ME AND BEYOND THE EGO "ANJL" AND ALL THAT CAME WITH THAT. IM NOT JUST SOME HOT CHICK IM BEAUTIFUL INSIDE THEN OUTSIDE. IM NOT JUST SMART ON ACCIDENT IM INTELLIGENT AS A PERSON.


IN 09 YOURE GOING TO HEAR A LOT MORE ABOUT LIFE BEFORE THE HYPE BECAUSE I REALLY WANT PEOPLE TO UNDERSTAND WHY I DESERVE THE HYPE.... AND THAT I DIDN'T JUST FALL INTO IT BUT I WORK HARD TO GET WHERE I WANT TO GO


ALWAYS ANJL

BEFORE THE HYPE: THE BLUEPRINT

JAY-Z

THE BLUE PRINT

THIS ALBUM IS PROBABLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE ALBUMS FROM BEFORE THE HYPE... IT JUST HAD SOOO MANY SONGS ON IT THAT MADE ME JUST WANT TO GO OUT AND WRITE.

IF YOU DON'T HAVE IT GET IT (I HAD IT BUT ITS SCRATCHED- TEAR- SOOO BUYING A REPLACEMENT SET THIS WEEKEND)

FAVORITE TRACKS:

1. IZZO (H.O.V.A.)
2. LYRICAL EXCERISE
3. SONG CRY

BEFORE THE HYPE: SNAILS (GROOOOOOSSSSS)

SO AFTER THE LAST LITTLE SURVEY THAT I DID A LOT OF YOU HAVE BEEN ASKING ME QUESTIONS ABOUT MY FEAR OF SNAILS....





YES ITS TRUE I HAVE THE WORLDS WORST FEAR OF THE SLIMEY LITTLE BUGGERS!!!!!! THEY ARE DISGUSTING AND GROSS. (WHICH IS WHY I CHOSE TO CALL GIRLS WHO ARE DISGUSTING AND GROSS SNAILS) I HATE THE WAY THAT THEY MOVE I HATE THEIR COLOR AND EVERYTHINNG ELSE ABOUT THEM....



I LOVE TO WATCH THEM DRY UP FROM SALT BECAUSE THAT MEANS THAT THEY ARE DEAD.



IF YOU PUT A SNAIL ON ME I WILL PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE AND RUN AWAY SCREAMING, GRAB LYSOL FOR MY BODY AND TAKE MULTIPLE SHOWERS TO GET THE SLIME OFF ME.



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BEFORE THE HYPE: TALOULA ANN

MY RIDE OR DIE PARTNER IS SOOO DIEN ON ME!!!!

TALOULA ANN I LOVE YOU!!!!

YES IM TALKIN ABOUT MY CAR!!! MY JACKED UP MAZDA PROTEGEE 5 THAT I ABSOLUETLY ADORE!!! IT WAS A PRESENT FROM MY GRAND FATHER AND DESPITE ALL THE CRAP WRONG WITH IT NOW (WHICH IS ALL MY FAULT) I STILL LOVE HER AND WON'T GIVE HER UP!!!!

BEFORE ALL THE HYPE ITS WHAT I DROVE AND DAMN IT I WANT TO DRIVE IT EVEN AFTER IVE BOUT THE NEW BENZ OR WHATEVER... ITS LIKE COMFORT FOOD ALWAYS GOOD ALWAYS RELIABLE.

YOU'VE BEEN THE BEST CAR IN THE ENTIRE WORLD TO ME... DESPITE HOW NEGLECTFUL IVE BEEN LATELY. I LOVE THAT YOU STILL TRY TO GET ME FROM A TO BE DESPITE WHATS GOING ON!!! YOU'RE GOING TO THE DR SOON MA!!!!!

BEFORE THE HYPE: NOSE TAPPING

SO I'M BRINGING BACK THE NOSE TAP!!!

THIS WAS AN N.S.I.G. THING (NOT SO INNOCENT GURLZ), WHEN YOU SEE A GUY THAT YOU WANT TO SNAG YOU POINT HIM OUT WITH A NOSE TAP.

LAUGH IF YOU WANT...

THE STORY BEHIND IT.... TAPPING YOUR NOSE IS SUPPOSSED TO BE THE SAME SENSATION AS WHEN YOU PRESS ON YOUR G SPOT...

SO IF YOU THINK THE MAN GOES, TAPP IT UP!!!

BEFORE THE HYPE: LABELMATES

I HAD TO COME OUT AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO THIS GROUP RIGHT HERE....

LABELMATES SUPPORTED ME IN THE INDUSTRY WHEN I FIRST CAME OUT IN SPRING OF 2006. BIG O AND THE GROUP REALLY PUSHED ME TO EXPAND MY HORIZONS AND GOT ME TO COME OUTTA MY SHELL AND I LOVE EM FOR THAT.

GO SUPPORT THEIR MUSIC AND GEAR BY VISITING THEIR SITE:

WWW.MYSPACE.COM/LABELMATESCEO

EQUILIBRIUM

SO SITTING HERE AT WORK FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS HAS MADE ME THINK....


I REALLY MISS THE WAY THAT I USED TO BE,
SO MUCH THE TOMBOY AND THE MUSIC JUNKY... NERDY... CUTE BUT NOT SUPER SEXY. DON'T GET ME WRONG MODELING IS GREAT... AND BEING A CLUB PROMOTER IS MORE FUN THAN YOU COULD IMAGINE... BUT THERE ARE DAYS THAT I JUST WANT TO GO STUDY, PLAY BALL FOR 4 HOURS WRITE A COUPLE SONGS AND GO TO SLEEP TO GO TO SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY.


IT WAS A PERIOD WHERE GUYS DIDN'T MATTER AND WHERE I WAS CONTENT TO JUST LIKE PEOPLE FROM SAFE DISTANCES AND GO UNNOTICED... RELATIONSHIPS WERE A JOKE TO ME, SEX WAS GROSS AND DISGUSTING... AND THE ONLY THING THAT GUYS WERE GOOD FOR WAS AS FRIENDS AND BASKETBALL. LOL

IDK MAYBE THINGS WILL BE ABLE TO GO BACK O THE WAY THEY WERE AND STILL HAVE SOME OF THE EXCITEMENT THAT LIFE HAS FOR ME RIGHT NOW. BUT FOR RIGHT THIS SECOND I JUST WANT TO READ A GOOD BOOK, HIT A CLUTCH THREE-POINT SHOT AND WRITE A SONG THAT'S GRAMMY WORTHY.

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into anothers soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it gong forth in repetition we spread this Anjlik Sol.....