EQUILIBRIUM

SO SITTING HERE AT WORK FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS HAS MADE ME THINK....


I REALLY MISS THE WAY THAT I USED TO BE,
SO MUCH THE TOMBOY AND THE MUSIC JUNKY... NERDY... CUTE BUT NOT SUPER SEXY. DON'T GET ME WRONG MODELING IS GREAT... AND BEING A CLUB PROMOTER IS MORE FUN THAN YOU COULD IMAGINE... BUT THERE ARE DAYS THAT I JUST WANT TO GO STUDY, PLAY BALL FOR 4 HOURS WRITE A COUPLE SONGS AND GO TO SLEEP TO GO TO SCHOOL THE NEXT DAY.


IT WAS A PERIOD WHERE GUYS DIDN'T MATTER AND WHERE I WAS CONTENT TO JUST LIKE PEOPLE FROM SAFE DISTANCES AND GO UNNOTICED... RELATIONSHIPS WERE A JOKE TO ME, SEX WAS GROSS AND DISGUSTING... AND THE ONLY THING THAT GUYS WERE GOOD FOR WAS AS FRIENDS AND BASKETBALL. LOL

IDK MAYBE THINGS WILL BE ABLE TO GO BACK O THE WAY THEY WERE AND STILL HAVE SOME OF THE EXCITEMENT THAT LIFE HAS FOR ME RIGHT NOW. BUT FOR RIGHT THIS SECOND I JUST WANT TO READ A GOOD BOOK, HIT A CLUTCH THREE-POINT SHOT AND WRITE A SONG THAT'S GRAMMY WORTHY.

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into anothers soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it gong forth in repetition we spread this Anjlik Sol.....