SOL FOOD: 09:30:09

WALK INTO EACH DAY AND TRY TO REMEMBER HALF FULL NOT HALF EMPTY

I HEART: SHANNON BROWN #12

IM SORRY YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT HE JUST ISN'T GOREGOUS AS SHIT!..... AHHHH ITS ALMOST THAT TIME OF THE YEAR PEOPLE!!!!

Morning!

Hey readers hope all is well!
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LETTERS FROM THE SOL: UNTITLED (GOODBYE)

DEAR,

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY SAID GOODBYE.... NOT GOODNITE... OR SEE YOU TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY, BUT GOODBYE.


IT FELT LIKE THE LAST BREATH OUT OF ME WENT WITH THAT WORD. I FELT THAT HOLE GROW IN MY CHEST AND EVERY FAUCETT IN MY EYES TURN ON.... HALF OF MY SCREAMED "NO DON'T DO IT!!!!!!" AND STILL PART SAID THIS IS FOR THE BEST.


I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU SO COLD, SO VOID, SO DISTANT... BEYOND MY REACH WOULD HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT NICELY BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I HAD JUST HURT SOMEONE THAT I CARED ABOUT.


BUT I CAN'T ASK YOU TO PUT ME ABOVE PART OF YOU. I CANT ASK YOU TO LET MAKING ME HAPPY MAKE YOU MISERABLE... ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU STILL DON'T KNOW IF YOU REALLY WANT ME AT THE END OF THE DAY.



IM NOT CRYING TODAY LIKE I THOUGHT I WOULD BE.... BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONT FEEL IT...



CRAZY HOW IM JUST SITTING HERE TAKING IT ALL IN.... BUT IN AN OD WAY IM OK... STILL I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE GONE I WANT YOU JUST HERE I WITH ME... BUT RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T BE JUST HERE....



SO FOR NOW GOODBYE



AND HOPEFULLY THAT WILL TURN INTO A SEE YOU SOON, THEN MAYBE AN IM ON MY WAY TO YOU, AND MAYBE EVEN A KISS HELLO....

SOL FOOD 09:28:09

WHAT IS YOUR HAPPINESS COSTING SOMEONE ELSE?

BEFORE THE HYPE: M2M "THE FEELING IS GONE"

SO I USED TO LISTEN TO THIS ALBUM SO MUCH IT GOT SCRATCHED AND YEAH..... BUT THIS SONG IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW ABOUT A CERTAIN SOMEONE

Listen to me as I explain this situation
It's not like I wanna destroy his reputation
We are still together
But we are not moving on



When we first met it was the perfect combination
Now when I look at him it fills me with frustration
What is a girl to do when she is not having fun



How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone


I think we're going in the opposite direction
No longer think that we are making a connection
I am so unhappy
I'll rather be alone

In the beginning it was one special occasion
Now when I talk to him his mind is on vacation


How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over, all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
The feeling for you is gone


How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break it
It's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone

RANDOM THOUGHT

D8P.... D8G... 8FYGP.... &ED

SOL FOOD 09:27:09

MEN LIE, WOMEN LIE, NUMBERS DONT!!!!!!!!!-JAY Z

SOL FOOD 09:26:09

SAYING THINGS WHILE PEOPLE ARE PRETTY MUCH SLEEP GETS THEM REMEMBERED WITH A GRUDGE....


BUT ITS STILL FUNNY

ADDICTED: ALANIS MORISSETTE "THESE ARE THE THOUGHTS"

SO cbr SENT THIS TO ME THE OTHER DAY AND TOLD ME TO JUST LISTEN TO IT AND ENJOY IT..... OMG AWESOME SONG!!... I LOVE HER WRITING STYLE SOOOOO MUCH ITS CRAZY

BUT I ENDED UP LISTENING TO THE WHOLE UNPLUGGED ALBUM AND FELL BACK IN LOVE WITH IT ALL OVER AGAIN.

SIGHHHHHH