Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I HEART: SHANNON BROWN #12
IM SORRY YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT HE JUST ISN'T GOREGOUS AS SHIT!..... AHHHH ITS ALMOST THAT TIME OF THE YEAR PEOPLE!!!!
Monday, September 28, 2009
LETTERS FROM THE SOL: UNTITLED (GOODBYE)
DEAR,
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY SAID GOODBYE.... NOT GOODNITE... OR SEE YOU TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY, BUT GOODBYE.
IT FELT LIKE THE LAST BREATH OUT OF ME WENT WITH THAT WORD. I FELT THAT HOLE GROW IN MY CHEST AND EVERY FAUCETT IN MY EYES TURN ON.... HALF OF MY SCREAMED "NO DON'T DO IT!!!!!!" AND STILL PART SAID THIS IS FOR THE BEST.
I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU SO COLD, SO VOID, SO DISTANT... BEYOND MY REACH WOULD HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT NICELY BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I HAD JUST HURT SOMEONE THAT I CARED ABOUT.
BUT I CAN'T ASK YOU TO PUT ME ABOVE PART OF YOU. I CANT ASK YOU TO LET MAKING ME HAPPY MAKE YOU MISERABLE... ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU STILL DON'T KNOW IF YOU REALLY WANT ME AT THE END OF THE DAY.
IM NOT CRYING TODAY LIKE I THOUGHT I WOULD BE.... BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONT FEEL IT...
CRAZY HOW IM JUST SITTING HERE TAKING IT ALL IN.... BUT IN AN OD WAY IM OK... STILL I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE GONE I WANT YOU JUST HERE I WITH ME... BUT RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T BE JUST HERE....
SO FOR NOW GOODBYE
AND HOPEFULLY THAT WILL TURN INTO A SEE YOU SOON, THEN MAYBE AN IM ON MY WAY TO YOU, AND MAYBE EVEN A KISS HELLO....
I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY SAID GOODBYE.... NOT GOODNITE... OR SEE YOU TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY, BUT GOODBYE.
IT FELT LIKE THE LAST BREATH OUT OF ME WENT WITH THAT WORD. I FELT THAT HOLE GROW IN MY CHEST AND EVERY FAUCETT IN MY EYES TURN ON.... HALF OF MY SCREAMED "NO DON'T DO IT!!!!!!" AND STILL PART SAID THIS IS FOR THE BEST.
I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU SO COLD, SO VOID, SO DISTANT... BEYOND MY REACH WOULD HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT NICELY BECAUSE I KNEW THAT I HAD JUST HURT SOMEONE THAT I CARED ABOUT.
BUT I CAN'T ASK YOU TO PUT ME ABOVE PART OF YOU. I CANT ASK YOU TO LET MAKING ME HAPPY MAKE YOU MISERABLE... ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU STILL DON'T KNOW IF YOU REALLY WANT ME AT THE END OF THE DAY.
IM NOT CRYING TODAY LIKE I THOUGHT I WOULD BE.... BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I DONT FEEL IT...
CRAZY HOW IM JUST SITTING HERE TAKING IT ALL IN.... BUT IN AN OD WAY IM OK... STILL I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE GONE I WANT YOU JUST HERE I WITH ME... BUT RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T BE JUST HERE....
SO FOR NOW GOODBYE
AND HOPEFULLY THAT WILL TURN INTO A SEE YOU SOON, THEN MAYBE AN IM ON MY WAY TO YOU, AND MAYBE EVEN A KISS HELLO....
Sunday, September 27, 2009
BEFORE THE HYPE: M2M "THE FEELING IS GONE"
SO I USED TO LISTEN TO THIS ALBUM SO MUCH IT GOT SCRATCHED AND YEAH..... BUT THIS SONG IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW ABOUT A CERTAIN SOMEONE
Listen to me as I explain this situation
It's not like I wanna destroy his reputation
We are still together
But we are not moving on
When we first met it was the perfect combination
Now when I look at him it fills me with frustration
What is a girl to do when she is not having fun
How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I think we're going in the opposite direction
No longer think that we are making a connection
I am so unhappy
I'll rather be alone
In the beginning it was one special occasion
Now when I talk to him his mind is on vacation
How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over, all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
The feeling for you is gone
How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break it
It's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
Listen to me as I explain this situation
It's not like I wanna destroy his reputation
We are still together
But we are not moving on
When we first met it was the perfect combination
Now when I look at him it fills me with frustration
What is a girl to do when she is not having fun
How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I think we're going in the opposite direction
No longer think that we are making a connection
I am so unhappy
I'll rather be alone
In the beginning it was one special occasion
Now when I talk to him his mind is on vacation
How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break itIt's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over, all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
The feeling for you is gone
How can I tell him I have to try
There is no easy way of saying goodbye
How do I break it
It's just no good
My heart is telling me that I really should
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
I want it over all said and done
How can I tell him that he isn't the one
I must be subtle
I must be strong
The feeling is gone
Saturday, September 26, 2009
SOL FOOD 09:26:09
SAYING THINGS WHILE PEOPLE ARE PRETTY MUCH SLEEP GETS THEM REMEMBERED WITH A GRUDGE....
BUT ITS STILL FUNNY
BUT ITS STILL FUNNY
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
ADDICTED: ALANIS MORISSETTE "THESE ARE THE THOUGHTS"
SO cbr SENT THIS TO ME THE OTHER DAY AND TOLD ME TO JUST LISTEN TO IT AND ENJOY IT..... OMG AWESOME SONG!!... I LOVE HER WRITING STYLE SOOOOO MUCH ITS CRAZY
BUT I ENDED UP LISTENING TO THE WHOLE UNPLUGGED ALBUM AND FELL BACK IN LOVE WITH IT ALL OVER AGAIN.
SIGHHHHHH
Monday, September 21, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
OK SO I'M JUST GOING TO SAY THIS AND BE DONE WITH IT....
THE WHOLE POINT OF ANJLIKSOL IS THAT I CAN WRITE MY THOUGHTS AND POST THEM.
THE LAST TWO RANDOM THOUGHTS AND SOL FOOD POSTS FROM EARLIER TODAY ARE IN REFERENCE TO SOME THINGS THAT OCCURED LAST NIGHT AND ON TWITTER TODAY.
HOWEVER I CHOOSE NOT TO PUT NAMES BECAUSE ITS NOT THAT FUCKIN SERIOUS NOT TO BE SNEAKY OR TALK BEHIND PEOPLES BACKS.
THE POINT OF THOSE POSTS IS THIS.....
I UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE A WHOLE SLEW OF PEOPLE MAD AND PISSED OFF AT ME FOR NOT BEING AROUND YESTERDAY AFTERNOON AND EVENING.... I UNDERSTAND THAT.... EVEN APPOLOGIZED REGARDING IT.
HOWEVER RATHER THAN POST ON TWITTER I DECIDED TO SPEAK ON IT HERE. I DECIDED TO COMMENT ON WHAT ACTUALLY OCCURED.
THE OPPINION IS THAT I LEFT SO THAT I COULD JUST GO ATTEMPT TO GET LAID OR WHATEVER AND THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY THAT'S WHAT I DID GO DO...
FACT: I WENT TO THE BEACH HOUSE PARTY AND YES I ENDED UP HAVING FUN DESPITE, RUNNING AROUND WITH A CAMERA AND HELPING THE OTHER GIRLS COOK AND CLEAN.
FACT: I ENDED UP SPENDING 3 HOURS OF THE TIME SLEEP WITH A MIGRAINE
FACT: I GOT BACK UP TO FINSIH TAKING PICTURES HELP CLEAN UP SOME MORE AND CHILL.
FACT: CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF NOTHING HAPPENED.
FACT: I SLEPT IN MY ROOM THERE WOKE UP AND CAME TO WORK THIS MORNING
FACT: I'M GETTING PAID FOR TAKING PHOTOS THIS WEEKEND.
THE WHOLE COSIGNING THING WAS TAKEN OUT OF CONTEXT AGAIN BECAUSE NOBODY KNOWS WHO IT WAS DIRECTED TOWARDS WHICH IS WHAT I WANTED... I MADE A STATEMENT AND THATS IT.
AND AS FAR AS ME TALKING ABOUT CHOICES.... YES THAT IS THE FUCKING THOUGHT OF THE DAY BECAUSE APPARENTLY THAT IS WHAT I'M DEALING WITH TODAY.
I'M WELL WITHIN MY RIGHT TO SAY WHAT I WANT AND CHOSE THE OUTLET THAT I WANT TO SAY IT THROUGH.
AT THE END OF THE DAY I UNDERSTAND THAT NOBODY AGREES WITH, AND OR LIKES THE CHOICE THAT I MADE YESTERDAY. AND I SAT AND APPOLOGIZED TO THE PERSON THAT I OFFENDED AND AM WILLING TO TAKE THE BACKLASH AND CRITICISM AND WHATEVER ELSE FROM HER REGARDING IT.
THE WHOLE POINT OF ANJLIKSOL IS THAT I CAN WRITE MY THOUGHTS AND POST THEM.
THE LAST TWO RANDOM THOUGHTS AND SOL FOOD POSTS FROM EARLIER TODAY ARE IN REFERENCE TO SOME THINGS THAT OCCURED LAST NIGHT AND ON TWITTER TODAY.
HOWEVER I CHOOSE NOT TO PUT NAMES BECAUSE ITS NOT THAT FUCKIN SERIOUS NOT TO BE SNEAKY OR TALK BEHIND PEOPLES BACKS.
THE POINT OF THOSE POSTS IS THIS.....
I UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE A WHOLE SLEW OF PEOPLE MAD AND PISSED OFF AT ME FOR NOT BEING AROUND YESTERDAY AFTERNOON AND EVENING.... I UNDERSTAND THAT.... EVEN APPOLOGIZED REGARDING IT.
HOWEVER RATHER THAN POST ON TWITTER I DECIDED TO SPEAK ON IT HERE. I DECIDED TO COMMENT ON WHAT ACTUALLY OCCURED.
THE OPPINION IS THAT I LEFT SO THAT I COULD JUST GO ATTEMPT TO GET LAID OR WHATEVER AND THAT AT THE END OF THE DAY THAT'S WHAT I DID GO DO...
FACT: I WENT TO THE BEACH HOUSE PARTY AND YES I ENDED UP HAVING FUN DESPITE, RUNNING AROUND WITH A CAMERA AND HELPING THE OTHER GIRLS COOK AND CLEAN.
FACT: I ENDED UP SPENDING 3 HOURS OF THE TIME SLEEP WITH A MIGRAINE
FACT: I GOT BACK UP TO FINSIH TAKING PICTURES HELP CLEAN UP SOME MORE AND CHILL.
FACT: CONTRARY TO POPULAR BELIEF NOTHING HAPPENED.
FACT: I SLEPT IN MY ROOM THERE WOKE UP AND CAME TO WORK THIS MORNING
FACT: I'M GETTING PAID FOR TAKING PHOTOS THIS WEEKEND.
THE WHOLE COSIGNING THING WAS TAKEN OUT OF CONTEXT AGAIN BECAUSE NOBODY KNOWS WHO IT WAS DIRECTED TOWARDS WHICH IS WHAT I WANTED... I MADE A STATEMENT AND THATS IT.
AND AS FAR AS ME TALKING ABOUT CHOICES.... YES THAT IS THE FUCKING THOUGHT OF THE DAY BECAUSE APPARENTLY THAT IS WHAT I'M DEALING WITH TODAY.
I'M WELL WITHIN MY RIGHT TO SAY WHAT I WANT AND CHOSE THE OUTLET THAT I WANT TO SAY IT THROUGH.
AT THE END OF THE DAY I UNDERSTAND THAT NOBODY AGREES WITH, AND OR LIKES THE CHOICE THAT I MADE YESTERDAY. AND I SAT AND APPOLOGIZED TO THE PERSON THAT I OFFENDED AND AM WILLING TO TAKE THE BACKLASH AND CRITICISM AND WHATEVER ELSE FROM HER REGARDING IT.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRI!!!!!
SO I JUST WANT TO SEND A HUGE HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUT TO MY BEST FRIEND, SAME SEX SOULMATE, HERO,& NIGEL adri!!!!
LOVE YOU SO MUCH HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT BIRTHDAY!!!
HUGZ MAMAS
CALI LUV: THE BEACH
SOOO OMG THE BEACH WAS PERFECT YESTERDAY AND EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED TO JUST DECOMPRESS FOR A MINUTE... JUS CHILLEN IN THE WATER WAS ABSOLUTELY AWESOME.
I'LL BE OUT AGAIN TODAY SURFING!!! YEA!!! AND WILL POST SOME PICS FROM THAT LATER.
HUGS GANG LATER!!
I'LL BE OUT AGAIN TODAY SURFING!!! YEA!!! AND WILL POST SOME PICS FROM THAT LATER.
HUGS GANG LATER!!
SOL FOOD 09:20:09
LIFE IS A CLUSTERFUCK OF CHOICES... SOME ARE OBVIOUS OTHERS NOT SO OBVIOUS... SOME ARE EASY OTHERS ARE FUCKIN HARD AS SHIT.
NOT EVER CHOICE IS GOING TO BE POPULAR WITH EVERYONE OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER....
SOME CHOICES YOU MAKE ARE GOING TO BE WRONG, OTHERS RIGHT, AND SOME ARE JUST A CHOICE WITH BOTH GOOD AND BAD IN THEM.
AT THE END OF THE DAY ALL THAT MATTERS ABOUT YOUR CHOICES IS THAT YOU MADE THE BEST ONE AT THE TIME AND THAT IF YOU ARE WRONG YOU ADMIT IT...
BUT MOST OF ALL BE HAPPY AND AT PEACE WITH THE CHOICES THAT YOU MAKE
NOT EVER CHOICE IS GOING TO BE POPULAR WITH EVERYONE OR ANYONE FOR THAT MATTER....
SOME CHOICES YOU MAKE ARE GOING TO BE WRONG, OTHERS RIGHT, AND SOME ARE JUST A CHOICE WITH BOTH GOOD AND BAD IN THEM.
AT THE END OF THE DAY ALL THAT MATTERS ABOUT YOUR CHOICES IS THAT YOU MADE THE BEST ONE AT THE TIME AND THAT IF YOU ARE WRONG YOU ADMIT IT...
BUT MOST OF ALL BE HAPPY AND AT PEACE WITH THE CHOICES THAT YOU MAKE
YET ANOTHER RANDOM THOUGHT
IF YOU'RE COSIGNING SOMEHTING SHOULDN'T YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR SIGINING?
I MEAN IM JUST SAYING
I MEAN IM JUST SAYING
RANDOM THOUGHT
SO IT SUCKS THAT I NEEDED EXTRA MONEY AND GOT A LAST MINUTE PHOTOGRAPHY BOOKING THATS PAYING ME BUT END UP PISSING EVERYBODY OFF.... AND THEM THINKING IT WAS SO THAT YOU COULD GO FUCK SOMEBODY... AND NOT EVEN DO IT... AND THEN FOR IT TO BE ALL OVER TWITTER LIKE I DITCHED MY BEST FRIEND FOR SOME DICK....
HMMM MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE THREW MYSELF AT HIM TO GET IT THEN AT LEAST THE ACUSATION WOULD BE TRUE....
WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?
HMMM MAYBE I SHOULD HAVE THREW MYSELF AT HIM TO GET IT THEN AT LEAST THE ACUSATION WOULD BE TRUE....
WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?
Saturday, September 19, 2009
SHAWTZ BY ANJL: YUNG BERG @ DECOS 09:11:09
YEAH I KNOW IM LATE BUT IM SOOOOOOO BUSY BUT I JUST WANTED TO SHARE A COUPLE PICS FROM THE YUNG BERG EVENT AND D. RILEY'S BIRTHDAY AT decos 09:11:09.
I'LL BE ADDING MORE IMAGES TO shawtz LATER (AND I'M SOOO SORRY THAT SHAWTZ HAS BEEN SOOO LAME LATELY.... A LOT OF THE APPLICATIONS THAT I WANTED TO HAVE FOR THE SITE HAVEN'T BEEN WORKING PROPERLY.)
Thursday, September 17, 2009
RAW AND UNCUT: DEAD BEAT DADS
I JUST WANT TO GO ON RECORD TO SAY THIS.... FUCK BITCH NIGGAS WHO DON'T TAKE CARE OF THEIR KIDS AND THEN TRY 2 FUCK OVER THE MOTHERS THAT DO
I GOT MADDD RESPECT 4 EVERY SINGLE MOM WHO HOLDS HER OWN WHILE THEY BABY DADDY DOESN'T DO SHIT BUT THINK OF himself & DA NEXT ORAFICE 2 FUCK
AND FOR ALL THE DADS WHO R APART OF THEIR KIDS LIVES AND ACTUALLY LIVE UP TO THIER RESPONISBILITIES URE DA SHIT & KEEP DOING THE RIGHT THING
I GOT MADDD RESPECT 4 EVERY SINGLE MOM WHO HOLDS HER OWN WHILE THEY BABY DADDY DOESN'T DO SHIT BUT THINK OF himself & DA NEXT ORAFICE 2 FUCK
AND FOR ALL THE DADS WHO R APART OF THEIR KIDS LIVES AND ACTUALLY LIVE UP TO THIER RESPONISBILITIES URE DA SHIT & KEEP DOING THE RIGHT THING
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
LADY GAGA AT THE VMAS
SOOO IDK WHO WAS REALLY PAYING ATTENTION TO LADY GAGA AT THE VMAS BUT OMG SHE IS SO ECCLECTIC WITH HER STYLE ITS BANANAS. YEAH YOU COULD SAY IT WAS TOO COSTUME OR STUPID... BUT TRUTH IS IT FITS AND SUITS HER ALMOST TOO WELL. AND BESIDES I FUCKIN LOVE HER ANYWAYS SO DAMNIT GET OVER IT!!!!
HER ARE ALL HER FITS FOR THE NIGHT!
THE "WEDDING DRES" FOR HER AFTER PARTY
THE AFTER AWARD SHOW PHOTO SHOOT DRESS
THE "BLOOD DRESS" SHE ACCEPTED BEST NEW ARTIST IN
HER PERFORMING "PAPARAZZI" (SO HOTT!!)
MUTILATED PY THE PAPARAZZI
MOST MEMORABLE MOMENT OUTSIDE OF KANYE AND JANET.... AWE STRIKINGLY ARTISTIC
THE THIRD DRESS SHE WORE (POSING WITH BEYONCE')
WITH DATE KERMIT THE FROG
THE "FUNERAL DRESS" SOOO HAUTE COUTRE LOVED IT!!!Monday, September 14, 2009
LETTERS FROM THE SOL: (UNTITLED)
DEAR
IM SO CONFUSED ABOUT EVERYTHING MY HEAD ACTUALLY WOULD LIKE TO EXPOLODE..... I KNOW THAT WE TALKED BUT THE FACT STILL REMAINS THAT A STILL SMALL VOICE INSIDE OF ME THINKS THAT YOU REALLY ARE DOING SOMETHING WITH HER....
I STILL AM MAD THAT YOU TOOK BACK WHAT YOUR ACTIONS MEANT AND GAVE THEM A NEW MEANING.... WHY I DON'T GET IT BUT HEY WHAT CAN A GIRL DO?
I REALLY WISH THAT I COULD TAKE BACK EVERY TIME THAT I SAID I CARED ABOUT YOU... EVERYTIME THAT I SAID I WAS HAPPY JUST BEING WITH YOU.... EVERYTIME I JUST EXHALED WITH RELIEF THAT I FELT SAFE WITH YOU.
I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK EVERY EVENT I BLEW OFF.... EVERY ACCOUNT I PASSED ON.... EVERY INCH AND BREATH OF MY EGO THAT I SUFFOCATED AND THREW AWAY.
I GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE.... AND YOUR SUCHA A GREAT MAN BUT....???? I CAN'T HELP WONDERING WHY STRING ME ALONG OR PLAY HOUSE???
THEN IT DAWNED ON ME....
YOU STILL DON'T LIKE ME... YOU JUST LIKE THE SHELL THAT HOUSED THE EGO YOU HATED SO MUCH YOU KILLED
IM SO CONFUSED ABOUT EVERYTHING MY HEAD ACTUALLY WOULD LIKE TO EXPOLODE..... I KNOW THAT WE TALKED BUT THE FACT STILL REMAINS THAT A STILL SMALL VOICE INSIDE OF ME THINKS THAT YOU REALLY ARE DOING SOMETHING WITH HER....
I STILL AM MAD THAT YOU TOOK BACK WHAT YOUR ACTIONS MEANT AND GAVE THEM A NEW MEANING.... WHY I DON'T GET IT BUT HEY WHAT CAN A GIRL DO?
I REALLY WISH THAT I COULD TAKE BACK EVERY TIME THAT I SAID I CARED ABOUT YOU... EVERYTIME THAT I SAID I WAS HAPPY JUST BEING WITH YOU.... EVERYTIME I JUST EXHALED WITH RELIEF THAT I FELT SAFE WITH YOU.
I WISH I COULD TAKE BACK EVERY EVENT I BLEW OFF.... EVERY ACCOUNT I PASSED ON.... EVERY INCH AND BREATH OF MY EGO THAT I SUFFOCATED AND THREW AWAY.
I GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE AND GIVE.... AND YOUR SUCHA A GREAT MAN BUT....???? I CAN'T HELP WONDERING WHY STRING ME ALONG OR PLAY HOUSE???
THEN IT DAWNED ON ME....
YOU STILL DON'T LIKE ME... YOU JUST LIKE THE SHELL THAT HOUSED THE EGO YOU HATED SO MUCH YOU KILLED
Sunday, September 13, 2009
RAW AND UNCUT: KANYE @ THE VMAS
SOOOOO I'M WATCHING ABDC WITH MY BEST FRIEND... AND ALL OVER TWITTER WAS THE WHOLE KANYE WEST INTRUPTING TAYLOR SWIFT THING...
THATS JUST FUKCED UP!
SERIOUSLY I UNDERSTAND THAT BEYONCE HAD A GOOD FEMALE ANTHEM FOR 2009 BUT TRUE STORY HER VIDEO PERFORMANCE WAS KILLED THE MINUTE THAT SHE STARTED REPEATING THE SAME FUCKING MOVES IN EERY SUBSEQUENT VIDEO. TAYLOR SWIFT IS BEYOND ORIGINAL AND FOR WHAT SHE HAS BEEN ACOMPLISHING SHE DESERVED TO WIN.
HER VIDEOS ARE FIERCE N A WAY THAT MAKES PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HER NOT JUST SAY OK THAT WAS ANOTHER GOOD PERFORMANCE BEYONCE BUT CAN I SEE SOMETHING NEW?????
I'LL HIT YALL WITH THE VIDEO LATER
I HEART: MY PROMO TWIN
SOOOO THIS IS MY PROMO TWIN.... AWESOME AND HILLARIOUS GUY REALLY LUCKY TO HAVE HIM AS A FRIEND. I REALY WANT TO SAY A SPECIAL HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM! I HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT WEEKEND LOVED HANGING WITH YOU.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Random Thought 40
So why harrsass me if you aren't going to work in the parameters
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RANDOM THOUGHT 40
SOO WHY DO MEN LIE ABOUT BEING MARRIED? I MEAN SERIOUSLY IF YOU THAT BIG AND BAD ADMIT YOUR OFF THE MARKET BUT STILL WANT TO FUCK...
THEN GET JUDGED FOR THE FUCKED UP BITCH NIGGA YOU ARE....
GOOD OR BAD....
WHY LIE THO
THEN GET JUDGED FOR THE FUCKED UP BITCH NIGGA YOU ARE....
GOOD OR BAD....
WHY LIE THO
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
SOL FOOD 09:09:09
THERE ARE DAYS THAT ALL WE CAN DO IS LAUGH AT ALL THE THINGS THAT GO WRONG... AND THEN THERE ARE DAYS LIKE TODAY... WHERE TEARS JUST FALL
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Awe!!
If she gets it how come a guy can't?!?!
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I Heart: my Roomie
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LATEST MODELING IMAGE
OK SO HERE IS ANOTHER IMAGE FROM THE JULY MORJANE PROJECT IN GLENDALE THAT I WENT TO BY visual photography!!!! TELL ME WHAT YOU GUYS THINK
BREAKING NEWS: SHAWNNE MERRIMAN ARRESTED FOR CHOKING TILA TEQUILA!!!
OK SO IM AT WORK AND ONE OF MY CO-WORKERS TELLS ME OVER MY CUBICAL WALL THAT CHARGER LINEBACKER shawnne merriman WAS ARRESTED THIS MORNING.
TILA WAS IN TOWN DOING A HOSTED PARTY AT on broadway FRIDAY NIGHT AND APPARENTLY VISTING BOYFRIEND shawnne merriman (HOW TRUE THE BOYFRIEND TITLE IS DON'T ASK ME)
OMG SO ME BEING ME OF COURSE I ME BEING ME I ALREADY POSTED SOMETHING ON MY TWITTER ABOUT IT.... BUT FOR MY READERS YOU KNOW I HAD TO GIVE YOU SOME INFORMATION ON HERE
SOOOO ACCORDING TO nbc
POLICE WERE CALLED TO merriman's HOUSE AT 3:45 AM THIS MORNING FOR CHOKING AND RESTRAINING REALITY STAR tila tequila (HIS GIRLFRIEND).
tila WAS TRANSPORTED TO POMERADO HOSPITAL AND MERRIMAN WAS TAKIN INTO CUSTODY AND TO THE SHERIFF'S OFFICE.
THERE IS A SCHEDULED PRESS CONGERENCE AT 12pm PST REGARDING THE MATTER.
ANYWHO THIS HONESTLY COULD NOT HAVE COME AT A WORSE TIME FOR MERRIMAN WHO HAS PREVIOUSLY BEEN SUSPENDED FOR STERIOD USAGE BY THE nfl AND IS FINALLY COMMING BACK TO PLAYING AFTER A FULL SEASON OUT FOR AN INJURY. TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE THIS IS THE LAST YEAR OF HIS CONTRACT WITH THE CHARGERS.....
I GUESS THE QUESTION ON MY MIND IS WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON IN THAT HOUSE TO SPARK ALL OF THAT AND WHY WOULD SOMEBODY 2-3 TIMES THE SIZE OF THE WOMAN HE ALLEGEDLY BATTERED EVEN BOTHER TO HIT HER... COME ON PEOPLE merriman COULD BREAK HER LIKE A TWIGG. WHAT WAS IT THAT WAS SAID THAT TICKED HIM OFF THAT MUCH THAT HE WENT THAT FAR????
ON A TOTAL SIDE NOTE I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT IT WAS FUCKED UP ON THE PRESS' PART FOR RELEASING IN ONE REPORT THE STREET NAME AND ANOTHER THE STREET AND BLOCK THAT merriman LIVES ON IN POWAY (MAYBE 20-30 MINUTES FROM ME). I'M ALL FOR FREE PRESS BUT DANG TALK ABOUT A PRIVACY VIOLATION... SMH
THE BIG QUESTION RIGHT NOW IS WHETER OR NOT THE LEAGUE AND/OR THE CHARGERS ARE GOING TO TAKE ACTION AGAINST merriman WHICH AT THIS POINT FOR ME IS A 50/50 CHANCE.... WITH THE STERIOD SUSPENSION FROM BEFORE HE ALREADY AS A UNETHICAL MARK IN HIS FILE THAT MIGHT COME BACK TO HAUNT HIM REGARDLESS IF ANY CHARGES ARE FORMALLY FILED..... BUT THEN AGAIN THEY COULD JUST WAIT TO SEE IF CHARGES ARE PRESSED.
MORE ON THE STORY AS IT DEVELOPS BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS WITH A WEEK TO GO BEFORE THE CHARGER SEASON STARTS THERE IS A DARK CLOUD CIRCLING THE CHARGERS SEASON.
RAW AND UNCUT: duck
SOOOO ITS BEEN A COOL MINUTE SINCE I POSTED A TEXT MESSAGE ON HERE AND I THOUGHT THAT IT WOULD BE FITTING TO POST WHAT I SENT THE BITCH ASS CUNT FACE SLOB OF A NIGGA duck FRIDAY AFTER HE CALLED TO CUSS ME OUT FOR NO REASON.
OK THAT WAS A LIE AND THIS IS RAW AND UNCUT RIGHT.... SO HERE'S THE UNCUT VERSION....
duck HAS BEEN TELLING ME SINCE NOVEMBER 08 THAT HE HAS BEEN GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE WITH HIS WIFE (THE GIRL HE CHEATED ON ME WITH WHEN WE WERE ENGAGED AND THEN LATER MARRIED).... IN THE COURSE OF THE BULLSHIT (WHICH HONESTLY IS TOOO LONG TO WRITE ON HERE) THE END RESULT WAS THAT THE BABY SHE SAID WAS BY THE DUDE SHE WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH IS ACTUALLY duck's AND APPARENTLY THE DIVORCE IS A TOTAL HOAX.
ANYWAYS WHATS IMPORTANT IS THAT THIS CUNT FAST OTTER FUCKING BASTARD WAS JUST SENDING ME TEXT MESSAGES FRIDAY MORNING IN FACT ABOUT HOW HE WAS JACKING OFF TO THE THOUGHT OF ME AND TO PICTURES OF ME.... AND HAVING ME TELL HIM VIA TEXT A BUNCH OF DIRTY SHIT.... THE REPLIES STOPPED AFTER AWHILE AND SO DID I HONESTLY CUZ ITS NOT THAT FUCKING SERIOUS PLUS I WAS AT WORK...
I LEFT THE OFFICE EARLY FRIDAY TO MEET snoopy TO GO TO THE BATTING CAGES AND GOT A CALL (FROM duck) TELLING ME NOT TO FUCKING CALL HIM ANYMORE THAT HE WAS FUCKING MARRIED AND HAD A CHILD FUCK YOU CRAZY BITCH BLAH BLAH BLAH....
I HAVE TO ADMIT I WAS SHOCKED AND WONDERING WHAT WAS GOING ON.... AND ASKED AT FIRST THEN I THOUGHT WHY SHOULD I GIVE A SHIT WHATS GOING ON.... AND THIS WAS MY VERBATEM TEXT RESPONSE TO THE BASTARD.....
A: " YOU CRACK ME THE FUCK UP... ONCE AGAIN ALL I CAN EXPECT FROM YOU IS LIES AND BULLSHIT YOU NEVER GAVE TWO SHITS OF A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT GETTING A NUT OFF IN YOUR HAND OR HAVING SOMEONE TO BITCH TO ABOUT HOW FUCKED YOUR JOB LIFE AND MARRIAGE IS ... I HOPE YOU FIND WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE LOOKING FOR CUZ YOU FOR DAMN FUCKIN SURE LOST ME FUCK US A FRIENDSHIP AND ALL THE OTHER LIES YOU'VE BEEN SAYING THESE PAST TWO YEARS YOU'RE A BITCH NIGGA WHO SETTLED FOR A GOLD DIGGEIN KINIVING BITCH THAT YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE. FOR YOUR SON'S SAKE I HOPE YOU GET A FUCKING CLUE AND GROW THE FUCK UP BEFORE YOU TAKE HIM DOWN IN YOUR CLUSTERFUCK OF A LIFE."
NEEDLESS TO SAY I WAS PISSED....
OK THAT WAS A LIE AND THIS IS RAW AND UNCUT RIGHT.... SO HERE'S THE UNCUT VERSION....
duck HAS BEEN TELLING ME SINCE NOVEMBER 08 THAT HE HAS BEEN GOING THROUGH A DIVORCE WITH HIS WIFE (THE GIRL HE CHEATED ON ME WITH WHEN WE WERE ENGAGED AND THEN LATER MARRIED).... IN THE COURSE OF THE BULLSHIT (WHICH HONESTLY IS TOOO LONG TO WRITE ON HERE) THE END RESULT WAS THAT THE BABY SHE SAID WAS BY THE DUDE SHE WAS HAVING AN AFFAIR WITH IS ACTUALLY duck's AND APPARENTLY THE DIVORCE IS A TOTAL HOAX.
ANYWAYS WHATS IMPORTANT IS THAT THIS CUNT FAST OTTER FUCKING BASTARD WAS JUST SENDING ME TEXT MESSAGES FRIDAY MORNING IN FACT ABOUT HOW HE WAS JACKING OFF TO THE THOUGHT OF ME AND TO PICTURES OF ME.... AND HAVING ME TELL HIM VIA TEXT A BUNCH OF DIRTY SHIT.... THE REPLIES STOPPED AFTER AWHILE AND SO DID I HONESTLY CUZ ITS NOT THAT FUCKING SERIOUS PLUS I WAS AT WORK...
I LEFT THE OFFICE EARLY FRIDAY TO MEET snoopy TO GO TO THE BATTING CAGES AND GOT A CALL (FROM duck) TELLING ME NOT TO FUCKING CALL HIM ANYMORE THAT HE WAS FUCKING MARRIED AND HAD A CHILD FUCK YOU CRAZY BITCH BLAH BLAH BLAH....
I HAVE TO ADMIT I WAS SHOCKED AND WONDERING WHAT WAS GOING ON.... AND ASKED AT FIRST THEN I THOUGHT WHY SHOULD I GIVE A SHIT WHATS GOING ON.... AND THIS WAS MY VERBATEM TEXT RESPONSE TO THE BASTARD.....
A: " YOU CRACK ME THE FUCK UP... ONCE AGAIN ALL I CAN EXPECT FROM YOU IS LIES AND BULLSHIT YOU NEVER GAVE TWO SHITS OF A FUCK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT GETTING A NUT OFF IN YOUR HAND OR HAVING SOMEONE TO BITCH TO ABOUT HOW FUCKED YOUR JOB LIFE AND MARRIAGE IS ... I HOPE YOU FIND WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE LOOKING FOR CUZ YOU FOR DAMN FUCKIN SURE LOST ME FUCK US A FRIENDSHIP AND ALL THE OTHER LIES YOU'VE BEEN SAYING THESE PAST TWO YEARS YOU'RE A BITCH NIGGA WHO SETTLED FOR A GOLD DIGGEIN KINIVING BITCH THAT YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE. FOR YOUR SON'S SAKE I HOPE YOU GET A FUCKING CLUE AND GROW THE FUCK UP BEFORE YOU TAKE HIM DOWN IN YOUR CLUSTERFUCK OF A LIFE."
NEEDLESS TO SAY I WAS PISSED....
REFLECTIONZ:.....
SO THIS MORNING I HAD A DREAM THAT SCARED THE CRAP OUTTA ME..... I SWORE UP AND DOWN THAT THERE WAS A DEMON, THE LITTLE MONSTER FROM feast, THE DIBOLUK FROM unborn, AND THE RABBIT FROM donnie darko WHERE IN MY ROOM TRYING TO ATTACK ME......
THE WEIRD PART WAS THAT IT WASN'TTHAT I OCULD NESSCARILY SEE THEM ITS THAT I COULD SENSE THEM IN MY ROOM.... IT WAS RIGHT AFTER SEX..... ALMOST AS IF THEY WERE WAITING AND HOPING FOR SOMETHING......
IT SENT ME INTO A PANIC ATTACK AND MADE ME CALL MY MOM..... BUT STILL I REALLY WONDER.....
THE WEIRD PART WAS THAT IT WASN'TTHAT I OCULD NESSCARILY SEE THEM ITS THAT I COULD SENSE THEM IN MY ROOM.... IT WAS RIGHT AFTER SEX..... ALMOST AS IF THEY WERE WAITING AND HOPING FOR SOMETHING......
IT SENT ME INTO A PANIC ATTACK AND MADE ME CALL MY MOM..... BUT STILL I REALLY WONDER.....
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
SOL FOOD 09:01:09
BIGGER IS NOT ALWAYS BETTER.....
ITS THE QUALITY NOT THE QUANTITY AND THAT PRICIPLE CAN BE APPLIED ANYTIME
ITS THE QUALITY NOT THE QUANTITY AND THAT PRICIPLE CAN BE APPLIED ANYTIME
I'M BACK
SOOO THE LAMES AT WORK TEMPORARILY BLOCKED ANJLIKSOL!!!!! LAME I KNOW SO I HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGING THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS BUT HAVE NO FEAR!!!!! I'M BACK AND HAVE TONS OF STUFF TO TALK ABOUT AND THAT I WANT OPPINIONS ON.
ITS JUST MY OPINION NOBODY PANIC!!!!
ITS JUST MY OPINION NOBODY PANIC!!!!
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