(SO k) WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT THAT?

OK SO him MADE ME SO DUCK SHARTIN MAD LAST NIGHT, I FELT THE NEED (AMONG OTHER THINGS) TO TEXT k AND TELL HIM HOW GAY HE REALLY WAS...


(DON'T ACT ALL SURPRISED YOU KNOW HOW I DO THESE BLOGS!!!)

A: I KNOW THAT THIS IS RANDOM BUT I JUST NEED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT YOU WERE BULLSHITIN ME AND THAT YOU PULLED ONE OVER ON ME... BUT ITS OK U JUS BECAME A STATISTIC

(AFTER A NICE LITTLE WAIT... I RECIEVED THIS 7 TEXT LONG MESSAGE THAT ORIGINALLY I WAS GOING TO READ IN THE MORNING BUT WHEN carrie SAID SHE WANTED TO HEAR IT I WAS TOO WILLING TO MAKE THE PLAN CHANGE)


K:OK...IM SORRY U FEEL THAT WAY... WHAT MAKES U BELIEVE THAT... I DON'T KNOW CUZ U DON'T KNOW NOTHIN ABOUT ME OTHSIDE OF THE SHIT PEOPLE TALK... AND THAT'S WHAT MAKESU A STATISTIC... BUT I KNOW WHO I AM... AND WHAT MY HEART FEELS... I REALLY WAS FEELIN YOU...BUT LINGERING FEELING FROM MY PAST MADE ME MAKE A BAD CHOICE THAT BELIVE ME I FUCKIN REGRET... I PAID FOR DEARLY.. ANJL I WISH NOTHIN BUT THE BEST FOR U... AND WHAT WHAT U DO... BUT MY HEART HAS BEEN TORN AGAIN AND AGAIN...AND WHAT I LEARNED FROM IT IS U HAVE TO HEAL UR HEART BEFORE U CAN TRY TO GIVE IT AWAY...AND I MADE THAT MISTAKE AND FROM THE BOTTOM OFMY HEART I AM SORRY... AND I MIEAN THAT... SO ANJL MY GOD BLESSU AND I HOPE THAT U CAN FIIND A MAN WHO CAN TAKE CARE OF U THE WAY WE BOTH KNOW U CAN.. UR AGREAT WOMEN AND DESREVE WAY MORE (SIDE NOTE THOSE TWO WORDS WERE IN ALL CAPS... TIME IN) THEN WHAT U HAVE BEEN HANDED...



OK FIRST THE FARAKAN ALL.... DON'T TRY TO USE MY PHRASE ON ME... IT'S JUST NOT GOING TO WORK... ALL THE REASONS WHY I'M NOT A STATISTIC CAN BE SUMMED UP BY THE SIMPLE FACT THAT I WAS RIGHT ABOUT k. THE WHOLE I'M SORRY JUMBLE DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME BECAUSE I KNOW THAT HE WENT OUT AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME AND GOT CAUGHT.


NEXT THING ABOUT THIS WHOLE LITTLE TEXT OF HIS SHIT PEOPLE TALK... HE'S ACTING LIKE THE INFORMATION I WAS GETTING WAS FROM RANDOM ASS PEOPLE... IT WASN'T THE IRONY IS ALL OF MY CI'S IN REGARDS TO HIM WERE PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY KNEW k AND WHAT WAS GOING ON.


I DON'T BELIEVE THE WHOLE HIM HAVING FEELINGS FOR ME THING AT ALL EITHER... I THINK THAT I WAS A GOOD TARGET AND THATS ABOUT IT... I DON'T SEE THAT HE REALLY CARED ABOUT ME AND I'M SORRY I DON'T BELIVE HIM AND WOULDN'T IF MY LIFE DEPENDED ON IT... SORRY ITS THE PRICE THAT YOU PAY FOR BEING A GAY SHIT FACED PLASTIC CHESTED OTTER FUCKER.


THE WHOLE PSYCHO-BABBLE THAT HE WENT ON DESPITE HOW TRUE IT WAS ISN'T GOING TO CUT IT EITHER... EVERYTHING THAT k SAID ABOUT HAVING YOUR HEART HEALED BEFORE GIVING IT TO SOMEONE ELSE IS TRUE... BUT IN HIS CASE YOU CAN'T SIT BACK AND EXPECT ME TO BELIEVE OR ACCEPT THAT WHEN HE WAS CHOSING TO ACT SHADY.... SORRY AGAIN YOU DON'T GET THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT WHEN YOU'RE A NO GOOD SNAIL LIKING DINGLEBERRY FACE. (DON'T YOU LOVE THE PHRASES COMING OUT IN THIS ONE)


FINALLY DON'T TRY TO HIDE BEHIND GOD AND THE FACT THAT YOU WANT ME TO FIND SOMEONE.... YOU'RE NOT WINING BROWNIE POINTS OR GOIGNTO MAKE ME FEEL BAD AT ALL YOU'RE JUST DUCK SHARTING GAY.


SO k WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT THAT?


One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

RANDOM THOUGHT 8

SO WHY DO PEOPLE READ MESSAGES ON MYSPACE AND DON'T RESPOND TO THEM???? I MEAN SERIOUSLY WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT OF THAT SHIT?????? ESPECIALLY WHEN IT IS A MESSAGE THAT IMPLIES OR REQUIRES A RESPONSE.

IT'S JUST IRRITATING BECAUSE I TAKE THE TIME TO RIGHT MESSAGES TO PEOPLE AND ANSWER THEIR QUESTIONS OR TALK TO THEM AND THEN THEY JUST READ THAT SHIT AND NOTHING.... GAY DUCK SHARTIN PLASTIC CHESTED OTTER FUCKERS


One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

EVEN ROBOTS WANT OBAMA

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

SHOE CRUSH: (COURTESY OF WEEKEND WARRIORS)

christian louboutin

trottinette$1,195

SO I WAS BROWSING THE WEEKEND WARRIORS SITE AND SAW THESE ANKLE BOOTS FROM MY FAV SHOE DESIGNER CHRISTIAN LOUBOUTIN AND IMMEDIATLY FELL IN LOVE. SO SEXY SO SHEK SO VIXEN... YOU CAN'T TELL ME THAT WITH MY SHOE AND BLACK FETISH THAT THEY WOULDN'T GO SO HARD IN MY WARDROBE

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

SHAWTZ CLASSIC: MIZZ MINNIE 4 HELLZ BELLZ

ISS B I HEART YOU YOU'RE THE BEST!!!! I LOVE SHOOTING WITH YOU. THANKS FOR THE LOVE.

CHECK OUT MIZZ MINNIE @: http://www.dynastyimages.blogspot.com/

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

PICS FRM THE STATE GAME W/ akbar ex

SO LAST WEEKEND I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH ONE OF MY FAVORITE GAL PALS, akbar ex @ SAN DIEGO STATE UNIVERSITY'S HOMECOMMING GAME VERSUS COLORADO STATE. I HAD A LOT OF FUN WITH MY GIRL... DESPITE LOSING MY TIX AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GO GET FREE FOOD :(


BUT AT THE GAME I RAN INTO ONE OF MY NEW PROSPECTS AND HIS FRIEND... WE SAT WITH THEM FOR THE GAME AND GOOFED OFF... IT WAS REALLY CUTE I EVEN SHOWED A LITTLE PDA (I KNOW RIGHT).... BUT akbar ex I LOVE YOU!!!!

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

ADDICTED: CRAIG DAVID'S "4 TIMES A LADY"

I'LL NEVER FORGET WHEN A GUY SUNG THIS FOR ME IN A CAR WHEN WE WERE HANGING OUT... (FYI HE TRULY IS THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY... I WOULD GIVE ANYTHING TO BE BACK WITH THAT ONE). EVER SINCE THEN I'VE BEEN IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG AND WANT SOMEONE TO FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT ME.

PS

I MISS YOU AND HOPE MAYBE ONE DAY I CAN GET THAT CHANCE AGAIN. STILL THE BEST KISS EVER AND THE BEST FIT GUY I'VE EVER MET.



Artist: Craig David
Album: Unknown
Title: 4 Times A Lady


oh lady
Got summit to say
Alright baby,Oh yes i do
Ohhhh that lady
Mmmmm yeah
Got summit to say (x2)
Check it out...well
All up in the mix on a friday night (friday night)
Me and my guys looking oh so tight (oh so tight)
Bounce from the crew to the car
From the car fright away to the bar
Gonna wonder where u are
Always love you from afarOh, that wait a minuite yes
Yes i’m luving it bad
Girl i really wanna come and get with you tonight,
Alright alright
Ooooh girl you look so fine
And i want you to be mine
Well, had nothin to lose
Thought i’d make my move
Gettin close to you
Is all i wanna do (oh)
I can remember so clearly
You all up in your round
Didn’t notice me
So maybe nows the time to make my move lady
So i asked her if she’d mind
Could we share a little time
Told me that would be just fine

Couldn’t believe i had her by my side
Who’d ever thought she’d end up in my ride
Straight to the top
Girl you make me hot
And your just four times a lady

Spinning around to the morning light
Gonna be making sweet love with her all through the night
Straight to the top
Girl you make me hot
And your just four times a lady

And she calls me up on the phone nearly every night
Just to make sure that i’m not feeling lonely, yeah
And she coming round, telling me asking i’m feeling uptight
Yeah baby
So i said that take my darling for a minute
She’s the kinda girl you wanna have around who’s all up in it
She’s my everything
Takes good care of me
And she’d all the things that a girls supposed to be
Yeah, i can’t imagine living without youI love you, yes i do
Never thought my dreams would all come true
When i start to talk to you
Saw you out with your girlfriends
Thought she’s so damn fine
And i wish that she could be mine
But every time i saw her
She’d always pass me by
Never could catch her eye
Oh

Couldn’t believe i had her by my side
Who’d ever thought she’d end up in my ride
Straight to the top
Girl you make me hot
And your just four times a lady

Your four times a lady
Yes you are
Yeah
Your four, your four times a lady yeah
Your four times a lady
Oh baby (x2)
And you said to me inside you feel the same



One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

I HEART: MR. B

I HEART MY MR. B!!! HE SERIOUSLY IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE BOYS IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. WE MET IN THE CLUB AND CHILLED AND TALKED LIKE IT WAS STARBUCKS AND BEEN SHWAY COOL EVER SINCE. SMART HANDSOME AND A SWEETHEART I WOULD HURT ANY CHICK THAT HURT HIM. HE'S HELPED ME THROUGH A COUPLE BAD ONES AND IS ALWAYS THERE TO GIVE ME A HUG OR SMILE. MR. B I HEART YOU AND AM HAPPY THAT YOU CAME AROUND AND BECAME ONE OF MY BOYS!

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

I HEART: MY FAM!!!!

MY NENA!!!! (SHE'S THE COUSIN WHO SHOULDA BEEN MY SIS I NEVER HAD)

MARK, STERLING, MINNIE, AND ME (MY A07 FAM)

CAIRO...(HE'S ON HONORAY CUZZO STATUS...SO IMPECABLE)

MY ISS B (SISTER) MINNIE!!!

MY COUSIN NENA, THE HOME GURL ESME, MY SIS AND I

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

GOOOOO LAKERS GO

SO FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 8 YEARS I AM CAUGHT AT WORK FOR THE SEASON OPENER OF THE NBA!!!!!!! IM SAD BEYOND MEASURE BUT STILL SUPPORTING MY TEAM!!!

KB I LOVE YOU AND HAVE TOTAL FAITH IN YOU TO LEAD THE WAY TO THE TOP THIS SEASON.

AND FOR ALL OF MY PURPLE AND GOLD DIE-HARD FANS!!!! YOU KNOW THAT WE NEED TO REP THIS SEASON HARDER THAN EVER!!!! WATCH THE GAMES, GET ON THE BLOGS AND TALK ABOUT THEM, GO SUPPORT OUR TEAM, BUY MERCHANDISE, JUST TALK SHIT!!!!!

AND PEEP KOBE ON THE COVER OF THE SI NBA SEASON PREVIEW!!!!

One mind one heart one voice one soul. One person speaks a word that plants an idea into another's soul that blooms into a beautiful concept and reality that is seen and spread throughout the world. And by one speaking another listening and sharing and by it going

A.STYLE: OCEAN INSPIRED MOD-BOHEM

SO MY STYLE FOR WORK TODAY IS A MODERN TAKE ON THE BOHEMIAN STYLE WITH AN ISPIRATION FROM THE OCEAN....


LIKE A PALE SEAWEED (NOT THE GROSS COLOR BUT THE EARTHY COLOR) SLIMM FIT CARGO PANTS (BANANNA REPUBLIC) PAIRED WITH A LONG SEAFOAM BLUE TANK (OLD NAVY) AND BROWN CAMI UNDER IT WITH A RUFFLED LIGHT CREAM SLEEVLESS BLOUSE (BANANNA REPUBLIC) OVER THEM BOTH. ACCESSORIES ARE MY BLUE, GREEN AND LIGHT GREEN GEM BRACELET, GOLD HOOPS, AND MY GOLD SCARF (WORN AS A HEADBAND IN MY HAIR). SHOES MY BLUE, GREEN AND YELLOW PLAIN FLATS (CHAROLETTE RUSE).

HAIR IS IN A NATURAL AFRO CURL RIGHT NOW THAT SUITS MY FACE REALLY WELL.

I LOVE THE LOOK ITS COMFORTABLE YET SEXY AND EXOTIC ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

FOR LATER I HAVE MY COPPER BOMBER JACKET (A TARGET STEAL) TO KEEP ME WARM WHEN I GO PROMOTE LATER.


DON'T YOU WISH YOU HAD STYLE LIKE ME?

him

IM FEELING MY HEART START TO SWIRLL DOWN A DRAIN AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.... YOU SEE THIS LOVE I'VE HAD FOR YOU HAS KEPT MY HEART FROM BEING BLUE FOR SO LONG IT BECAME A GLACIER AS SOON AS I SAID IM THRU.


ITS SAD CUZ I KNOW THAT I NEED THINGS TO END.... IF FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN TO TRY TO LIVE... EVEN THO I ALREADY FEEL DEAD.... CUZ IT WAS THAT HOPE THAT ONE DAY THIS DREAM WOULD ONE DAY COME TRUE.

SEE ITS CRAZY CUZ THE FIRST TIME I THOUGHT I WAS IT TURNED OUT TO BE PUPPY LOVE.... THE SECOND TIME IT WAS JUST FRIENDS, AND THE THIRD TIME WAS SUCH A DIASTER I DIDN'T C Y I SHOULD TRY EVER AGAIN.... BUT THEN I SAW YOU AND I BELIEVED IN LOVE AGAIN.



TO BAD I WAS WRONG... SOO WRONG... I WAS TOOK FROM YOU FROM JUMP AND IT WAS ALL LIES... I SHOULDA KNEW THAT SOMEONE LIKE YOU WAS TOO FAR OUTTA MY REACH.... SHOULDA NEVER LET MYSELF THINK THAT I DESERVED SOMEONE LIKE U....


I WOULD HAVE WAITED FOREVER AND A LIFE TIME AFTER THAT AS LONG AS I KNEW THAT IN THE END I WOULD BE WITH YOU. WAS WILLING TO WALK AWAY FROM A RING AND ANY OTHER GOOD MAN JUST TO HAVE YOU HOLD ME AND SAY I LOVE U TOO.


ITS HARD TO ENJOY THE SUN WHEN INSIDE I FEEL LIKE A TEMPEST THAT JUST WONT STOP. AND SMILING JUST ISN'T THE SAME WITHOUT THAT SECRET SMILE FROM A CONVERSATION THE NIGHT BEFORE.

I TOLD YOU BEFORE THAT I GAVE YOU MY HEART THE KEY TO IT AND DIDN'T WANT IT BACK... I HATE SAYING THAT I WANT IT BACK NOW BECAUSE I KNOW THAT EVEN THOUGH I'LL BE HOLDING IT IN MY HANDS AGAIN I KNOW THAT IT WON'T EVER BE WHOLE AGAIN AND IT WIL ALWAYS HAVE HOLES THROUGHOUT IT FROM WHERE YOU TOUCHED IT.


I DON'T KNOW WHETER TO JUST FUCK THE PAIN AWAY BECAUSE I KNOW IT WON'T MEAN ANYTHING BECAUSE IT WON'T BE LIKE IT WAS WITH US. NO ONE HAS MADE TIME STOP AND ME FEEL LIKE ONE OF THOSE GIRLS IN THE MOVIES. DOESN'T MATTER HOW GOOD IT IS IT STILL WASN'T WITH YOU CUZ THAT'S WAT MADE IT AS GREAT AS IT WAS.


THE TEARS ARE STEADY NOW CUZ ITS REALLY SINKING IN... YOU NEVER MEANT IT... YOU NEVER REALLY CARED... YOU COULD THROUGH ME LIKE A RAG DOLL WHILE I CHERISHED YOU LIKE A TREASURE.... THINKING ABOUT HOW MANY TIMES AND HOW MANY NAMES AND HOW MANY THINGS I'M NOT. BEFORE IT USED TO MAKE ME WANT TO BE BETTER AND KNOW IT JUST MAKES ME SICK I'M TRYING TO COMFORT MYSELF BUT IT'S NOT WORKING BECAUSE I KNOW THAT ITS NOT GOING TO CHANGE ANYTHING.


SOME OF YOU ARE SAYING GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON CUZ THERE'S SOMEONE BETTER... BUT YOU DON'T GET IT THAT WAS MY SOMETHING BETTER. THAT WAS MY LIST THAT WAS....

SEE WHEN YOU LIVE THROUGH THE WORST TO GET THE BEST TO FIND OUT THAT IT DOESN'T WANT YOU MAKES YOU FEEL WORSE THAN THE WORST TIMES 7 TIMES 7.


MY BODY EVEN FEELS COLD RIGHT NOW.... AND AS MUCH AS IM TRYING TO FIGHT BECOMING A SHELL I ALREADY FEEL IT STARTING....


MAYBE I SHOULD JUST LET THIS FEELING TAKE OVER.... AFTER ALL WHAT ELSE IS THERE???? SINCE THERE'S NO HIM...

MISADVENTURES: WITH BOYS

OMG.......
OMG......
OMG...... OMG.... BOYS ARE THE DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!


SERIOUSLY, THIS PAST WEEKEND WAS BEYOND CRAZY 8S. FIRST OF ALL I HAVE NEVER RUN INTO SO MANY PEOPLE FROM BACK IN DA DAY!!!!! AAAAAAGHHHHHH!!!!

I RAN INTO THIS ONE CAT WITH PERFORMANCE ANXIETY, THIS ONE WHITE BOY THAT I WAS JUST NOT FEELING IN THE SLIGHTEST, I RAN INTO 2 GUYS I USED TO BE SUPPEER SLEUTHER FEELING AND YEAH... NOT CUTE.

the marine RANDOMLY CALLED ME LAST NIGHT..... GRRRRR


I TOLD ONE OF MY PROSPECTS THAT SEX WAS NOT AN OPTION FOR ME AT THIS POINT (YEA I KNOW RIGHT)



AND him DECIDED TO PLAY A MEAN JOKE ON ME AND PROCEED TO TRY TO GET WITH ONE OF MY FRIENDS... OMG YEAH IT WAS SHWAY GROSSS.


OMG SERIOUSLY BY THE TIME I WENT TO BED LAST NIGHT NOT ONLY WAS MY HEAD SPINNING LIKE THE GIRL IN THE EXCORSIST BUT I WAS MORE CONFUSED THAN EVER!!!!! IS IT THAT NECESSARY FOR GUYS TO BE SO BOOTLEG OR IS IT JUST THAT IM ATTRACTING THIS BULL SHIT.

RANDOM THOUGHT 7: SO SLEEPY

IM SOOOOOO SLEEPY RIGHT NOW.... AND I REALLY WANT TO JUST GO TO SLEEP BUT I CAN'T.

WORK WAS BRUTAL TODAY... I WAS SO TIRED THAT I FELL ASLEEP ON MY BRAKE... GRRR NOT CUTE


I JUST WANT TO COUNT SHEEP AND BE DONE WITH IT ALREADY

LETTERS FROM THE SOL: HEAR HER

DEAR,


I KNOW YOU HEAR MY THOUGHTS BUT CAN YOU HEAR HERS? DON'T TAKE MY SANITY FROM ME LORD. CUZ A CRAZY ME IS NO GOOD TO ANYONE.


I WATCHED YOU TAKE ME THROUGH SO MUCH THAT I CAN'T SEE ANYTHING LESS FOR HER. SHE HAS A GOOD HEART AND AN EVEN MORE BEAUTIFUL SOUL...


I KNOW THAT YOU'VE SEEN HER PAIN AND HEAR HER WORDS BUT IF I ASK YOU TOO CAN YOU JUST SEND SOMETHING HER WAY SO THAT SHE KNOWS THAT YOU'RE MINDFUL AND WORKING ON THE SITUATION.

IT HURTS TO SEE HER SAD AND IT MAKES ME WEAK TO KNOW THAT SHE'S WEAK. MY DREAMS ARE SPENT FIGHTING WITH HER SPIRIT TO KEEP HER SAFE.... AND YOU KNOW THAT I WON'T GIVE UP WITHOUT A BREAKTHROUGH.


JUST HEAR HER LORD LIKE YOU HEARD ME AND MEET HER IN A BETTER WAY THEN THE WAY YOU MET ME.


ANJL MARIE

LETTERS FROM THE SOL: I MISS (MY LOVE)

DEAR,

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I MISS U. HOW MUCH I MISS THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE, THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE, AND THE TASTE OF YOUR KISS. ITS BEEN TOO LONG BUT THE MEMORY IS THERE LIKE YESTERDAY IS.


I SAT ON MY BED AND CRIED LAST NIGHT CUZ I REALIZED THAT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I RUN YOU STAY RIGHT WITH ME.... AND I SHED A FEW MORE TEARS CUZ I KNOW THAT IF I STOP RUNNING YOU'LL BE A MILLION MILES AWAY.


IT'S SO CRUEL HOW ADDICTED TO THIS I AM.... AND EVERYTIME I THINK I KICKED THE HABIT I ONLY CRAVE YOUR LOVE EVEN MORE.


SITTIN BACK LISTENING TO "SO SICK" AND "HAVE YOU EVER" AND WONDERING IF ONE DAY MY STORY WILL BE THE NEXT TOP SINGLE...


I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY BUT I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU.



ANJL MARIE

SOL FOOD 10/20

JUST BECAUSE ITS OLD DOESN'T MEAN THAT IT CANT STILL MAKE YOU LAUGH....

SOMETIMES THE BEST THINGS TO CURE NEW HURTS ARE THE THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN WITH US AND AROUND US THE LONGEST.

ANJL DOESN'T EQUAL TAXI!!!!

SOO... TODAY I GOT A TEXT FROM SOMEONE LETS JUST CALL HIM .... jeeperz....


AND I LOOKED AT THE NAME ON THE TEXT AND WAS LIKE "OH LORD THIS CAN'T BE GOOD"... OF COURSE IT WASN'T... BUT NONE THE LESS IT WAS FUNNY AS YOU KNOW WHAT BECAUSE THE COMMENT CAME OUT ABOUT HOW I DONT' HIT jeeperz UP ANYMORE... (MAINLY BECAUSE HE SAID NOT TO AND PARTIALLY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN TO BUSY TO CONTEMPLATE MISSING HIM... CUZ I DON'T BOTTOM LINE)... WHICH JUST MADE ME LAUGH.

SO I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF THAT THERE MUST BE SOME POINT TO THIS MESSAGE BECAUSE HE JUST DOESNT HIT ME UP FOR NO REASON... AND OF COURSE THERE WAS... HE WANTED ME TO DRIVE 45 MINUTES TO HIS HOUSE TO GET HIM FOR A SESSION TONIGHT... WHICH WOULD HAVE MEANT TAKING HIM HOME AS WELL... I KNOW jeeperz WELL ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT NOT ONLY WOULD I HAVE NOT GOTTEN ANY WAX FOR GAS BUT WOULD HAVE HAD TO DEAL WITH HIS FRIEND WANTING IN ON THE SITUATION (IF YOU CATCH MY DRIFT)....

NOT CUTE IN THE SLIGHTEST....

AND EVEN IF MY CAR WAS DRIVEABLE I WOULDN'T HAVE DONE ALL THAT BECAUSE ITS NOT WORTH MY TIME AND HONESTLY I HAVE BETTER AND MORE IMPORTANT THINGS THAT I COULD BE DOING WITH MY TIME.


BUT AS I TEXT BACK MY NO I COULDN'T HELP BUT WONDER.... SINCE WHEN DOES ANJL (OR IF YOU WANT TO SPELL IT PROPERLY ANGEL) IN ANY LANGUAGE TRANSLATE TO TAXI????

A.STYLE: OUTERWEAR (FOREVER 21)

SO SHOPPING THE OTHER DAY WITH bubblez I FOUND MYSELF IN FOREVER 21 (WHICH BY THE WAY HAS COME WAY UP THERE IN STYLE !!!) AND IN LOVE WITH THERE COAT COLLECTION. HERE ARE MY TOP THREE MUST HAVE JACKETS FOR OCTOBER!!!

ASIAN TATTO ART HOODED JACKET $22.80

ROK IT W/ SKINNY JEANS & RED FEDORA & FLATS OR ASH GODDES DRESS

FAB KNIT BLAZER $17.80

EVERY WARDROBE NEEDS A COAT THAT STANDS BY ITSELF

NEONA SWING COAT $49.80

HOW AUDREY IS THIS??? GREAT FOR SOPHISTICATED CHIC NIGHTS

bubblez

SO THIS WEEKEND I DECIDED TO BE LOW KEY AND SPEND THE WEEKEND WITH MY BABY SIS bubblez....

I HAD A LOT OF FUN WITH HER... SHES SO GOOFEY.... SHE'S MY LITTLE BON BON. LOL

WE SAW MAX PAYNE SATURDAY NIGHT AND HUNG OUT WITH ONE OF MY CLIENTS AFTERWARDS... AND AGAIN SHE MANAGED TO PULL SOMEBODY OUTTA THIN AIR (CAN YOU TELL SHE'S LIKE HER SIS).

SUNDAY WE WERE A BUNCH OF LAZY BUMS... MOM MADE PANCAKES FOR US AND THEN WE HEADED TO THE MALL WITH HER FRIEND RUBY AND HER DAUGHTER TO DO SOME SHOPPING WELL FOR ME IT WAS RETURNING A PAIR OF SHOES I DIDN'T LIKE AFTER ALL.


THEN IT WAS WETZELS PRETZELS AND CHINESE FOOD AFTER THAT MHHHMMMM... I WAS SO HAPPY.

MISADVENTURES: IN CELL PHONES

MY CELL PHONE IS TRIPPIN!!!! OMG THIS IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I CANT HOLD A CALL AND IT IS IRRITATING, I NEED TO BE ABLE TO TALK TO PEOPLE AND NOT JUST TEXT... MAYBE I SHOULD STOP BEING A CHEAPIE POO AND JUST BY A GRADE A CELL PHONE AND WAT NOT GRRRRRRRR

RANDOM THOUGHT 6

WHY DO GUYS END THINGS WITH GIRLS IN THE MESSIEST OF WAYS ONLY TO TURN AROUND AND DOWN GRADE TO A GRIMLIN?????

ISN'T THE POINT OF BREAK UPS TO MOVE TO SOMETHING BETTER NOT SOMETHING GROSS???

LMAO

SOL FOOD 10/19

IF YOU'RE GOING TO TAKE SOMETHING THAT ISN'T YOURS YOU MIGHT WANT TO CHECK YOUR SURRONDINGS TO MAKE SURE YOU'RE NOT SETTING YOURSELF UP FOR FAILURE......


JUST A LITTLE FRIENDLY ADVICE FOR ALL YOU IDIOTS WHO THINK STEALING IS THE NEW GUCCI OR SOMETHIN.

SOL VIEW: MAX PAYNE

OK SO EVER SINCE STAR-DOM DID THE PARTY FOR LUDACRIS FOR THIS MOVIE BACK DURRING COMIC CON I HAVE BEEN DYING TO SEE THIS MOVIE. THE PREVIEWS THAT WERE OUT ONLY MADE ME WANT TO SEE IT MORE HONESTLY.....


SO OBVIOUSLY SEEING "max payne " OPENING WEEKEND WAS THE ONLY OPTION AVAILABLE.


THE GOOD:
THE GUN FIGHTS IN THIS MOVIE AND THE SPECIAL EFFECTS WERE CRAZY!!!! OMG I WAS IN ORGASM WORTHY LOVE WATCHING THEM. THEY WEREN'T JUST ACTION PACKED RATHER THEY WERE WELL SHOT.... THERE WAS A LOT OF STILL FRAMES AND GREAT USE OF ANGLES AND MOTION TECHNIQUES.


THE BAD:
LUDACRIS'S ROLE IN THE MOVIE SERIOUSLY SEEMED SO MUTED... I WAS ALL SET TO SEE HIM HAVE A REALLY KNOCK OUT ROLE BUT HE ALMOST SEEMED ILL SUITED FOR THE CHARACTER.


THE UGLY:
THE DUCK-FARTING ENDING WAS ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE... I MEAN IT WAS SOO BAD THAT IT MADE THE MOVIE GO FROM A+ AND "I WANT TO SEE THIS AGAIN AND BY THE DVD" TO I FEEL LIKE I WASTED MY MONEY..... I MEAN COMPARED TO HOW ACTION PACKED AND ON THE EDGE OF YOUR SEAT THE MOVIE WAS IT JUST SEEMED GAY.... EVEN IF THEY WERE TRYING TO LEAVE ROOM FOR A SEQUEL... IT STILL SEEMED LIKE THEY JUST RAN OUT OF WRITER'S JUICE.


WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW:
THE HISTORICAL REFERENCES IN THIS MOVIE WERE VERY COOL BUT KINDA HOLLOW... BUT THE EFFECTS TEAM DID A KNOCK OUT JOB ON THE VALCORIES IN THE MOVIE. ALSO KNOW THAT UP UNTIL THE END THE WRITING WAS GREAT FOR THE MOVIE AND KEPT YOU GUESSING.


MY TAKE:
HONESTLY I WOULDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO GO SEE THE MOVIE AFTER SEEING IT... IT WAS SO GREAT THAT THE END LEFT ME WITH EVEN MORE OF A SOUR TASTE IN MY MOUTH. HONESTLY I LOVED IT AND WOULD SEE IT AGAIN IF SOMEONE WANTED TO AND PAID FOR IT AND MY FOOD THAT I ATE IN THE THEATER BUT NOT ANY OTHER WAY.


BOTTOM LINE:

LIKE GUNS SEEE IT... LIKE A GOOD MOVIE YOU'RE PROBABLY GOING TO GET PISSED

ADDICTED: BEYONCE'S NEW VIDEO

EVERYTIME I SEE THIS VIDEO I WANT TO SEE IT AGAIN ITS SOOO vixen.... SOOO sgs!!!

SHOE CRUSH 2

THESE KICKS FROM B UNIQUE GO SO HARD!!!!! THE ULTIMATE SHOE CRUSH FOR THIS sgs

I HEART: CHECKMATE

I'M SOOOOO IN LOVE WITH THIS ADD FOR THE B UNIQUE VIDEO CHECK MATE FEATURING MY BOY ramelle knight!!!

MY COPY COMES THIS WEEK!!!!!!

CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY NEW SKATES AND GET BACK 2 ROLLIN

HUGE SHOUT OUT TO DIPSKATE THE BEST SKATE TEAM IN THE WORLD

AND OF COURSE B UNIQUE, TIGER EYE, AND OF COURSE ramelle!!! (MISS U FAM)

sgs!!!!

k..... AGAIN

SOOOOO... AFTER THINKING THAT I WAS DONE WITH k AND THAT THERE WAS NOTHING AT ALL LEFT BUT TO DO THE WHOLE FIRST FACE TO FACE AFTER BUH-BYE.... HE SURPRISED ME



NOW.... I HAVE TO FIRST SAY THAT WHILE I HAVE GREAT CAUSE TO BELIEVE THAT ALL OF THE INFORMATION THAT I RECEIVED IS TRUE... THAT I CAN ONLY CONCRETELY PROVE A PORTION OF IT. ***SOO FOR KEEP THIS IN MIND WHILE YOU'RE READING THIS AND YOU MAKE THE CALL FOR YOUR SELF***



SOOO HERE'S THE DEAL.... APPARENTLY k AND bubblez WERE TALKING THE SAME TIME THAT WE WERE TOGETHER/TALKING/WATEVER... YES I KNOW GO AHEAD AND PICK YOU MOUTH UP OFF THE FLOOR CUZ THATS HOW I FELT TOO.

BUT THATS NOT THE BEST PART... APPARENTLY HE WAS ALSO... STILL MESSING AROUND WITH mini bug!!!!!

HOW DID I FIND ALL OF THIS LOVELY DOVELY INFORMATION OUT... WELL PART OF IT WAS FROM bubblez HERSELF AND THE OTHER PART WAS FROM ONE OF MY CIs. BUT WHERE I GOT THE INFORMATION FROM ISN'T AS IMPORTANT AS WHETHER OR NOT ITS TRUE...

WELL LETS LOOK AT THE FACTS....

1.) CONFIRMED INFORMATION: I ALREADY FOUND OUT FROM SOMEBODY ELSE THAT k HAD CHEATED ON HIS PREVIOUS GIRLFRIEND FROM 2 SOURCES. BOTH CITING THAT mini bug WAS THE OTHER CHICK.

2.) MYSPACE (YOU CAN SAY ITS DUMB BUT MYSPACE IS THE ULTIMATE WAY TO CATCH PEOPLE ON SOME STUPIDITY): THE WEEK THAT k HAD STARTED TO ACT WEIRD BOTH HIS AND mini bug's SPACE PAGES WERE LOOKING HELLA SUSPECT AND WE'RE ON SOME DRAMA THAT WAS OBVIOUSLY RELATIONSHIP BASED.

3.) THE SIMILARITIES IN INFORMATION ARE MORE THAN STRIKING: bubblez KNEW THINGS ABOUT k THAT YOU JUST DON'T PULL OUTTA A DUCK'S GIZZARD... SHE KNEW DETAILS ABOUT HIS FAMILY ANDA BOUT HIS X THAT ONLY HE COULD TELL HER. (AND IF YOU'RE WONDERING IF WE HAD TALKED ABOUT HIM PREVIOUS TO THIS CONVERSATION THE ANSWER IS NO... THAT'S WHY IT TOOK SO LONG FOR US TO CATCH ON TO THE FACT HE WAS TALKIN TO BOTH OF US AT THE SAME TIME)

4.) TRACK RECORD: I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE CATALYST CONVERSATION BETWEEN carrie AND i REGARDING THE SUBJECT. IRONICALLY EVERYTHING THAT I WAS FINDING OUT REMINDED ME OF WHAT SHE TOLD ME k HAD PREVIOUSLY BEEN ENGAGED IN WITH mini bug... SO THERE IS A PATTERN OF BEHAVIOR THAT HAS BEEN ESTABLISHED.


SO AS YOU CAN SEE WHEN I WAS LISTENING TO THE LATEST SET OF INFORMATION IT REALLY MADE ME LAUGH BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY MADE ME MAD.... MESSING AROUND WITH SOME SNAIL I CAN DEAL WITH BUT WITH ONE OF MY OWN LOW KEY IS UNACCEPTABLE ( MORE ON THAT IN ANOTHER BLOG)...

HERE WAS THE CONFRONTATION WITH k....


A: I DON'T LIKE DRAMA OR STUPIDITY WHEN IT COMES TO MY FAMILY SO I NEED YOU TO BE STRAIGHT UP... WE'RE YOU TRYING TO DATE bubblez THE SAME TIME THAT YOU WERE ME?

k: TALK TO HER YES... TRYIN TO DATE HER NO... SHE COO AS HELL DON'T GET ME WRONG... I DON'T KNOW WHY WE LOST TOUCH... BUT IT NEVER WENT ANYWHERE IT SHOULD NOT HAVE... SHE LIKED MY POETRY

(AT THIS POINT I WAS PISSED AND ORDERED A DRINK AND HAD THE THOUGHT YOU STILL DIDN'T ANSWER THE QUESTION WAS IT THE SAME TIME YOU WERE TALKING TO ME)

A: MMM... K

k: WHY... IS THERE SOMETHIN WRONG DID I SAY SOMETHIN THAT I SHOULD NOT HAVE

A: IDK I'LL KNOW WHEN WE FINISH TALKING.

k: WHO IS WE ( WASN'T THAT PRECIOUS???)

A: bubblez AND I WE'RE OUT HAVING DESSERT AND YOU CAME UP

k: OK

A: FOR THE RECORD THIS IS FUCKIN WOW

k: WHAT'S FUCKIN WOW

A: ITS JUST FAULTY

k: OK WELL I NEVER SAID ANYTHING WRONG FOWL OR DISRESPECTFUL TOWARDS ANYONE... SO WHEN YOU CARE TO ELABORATE ON THE SITUATION GET AT ME....

A: HONESTLY I'M SERIOUSLY MONKEY-SHARTIN PISSED RIGHT NOW AND NEED TO CHILL BEFORE I TALK TO YOU ABOUT ANYTHING.

k: I GUESS


AFTER THAT I CONTINUED TO TALK TO bubblez... WHO POINTED OUT TWO THINGS THAT IRONICALLY MADE ME THINK. 1) HE DIDN'T LIE BUT DIDN'T TELL THE TRUTH... HE JUST AVOIDED THE MEET OF THE QUESTION. 2) FOR SOMEONE WHO HAS SUCH RESPECT FOR WOMEN AND WAS DONE SO WRONG BY ONE HE KNOWS HOW TO GE T OVER ON PEOPLE PRETTY WELL.

SO AS WE CONTINUED TO TALK I GOT MADE AS HELL AND REALLY JUST WANTED TO HURT HIM BUT REALIZED THAT THAT WASN'T THE BEST THING FOR ME TO DO... BUT IF HE WASN'T DEAD TO ME ALREADY k WAS GOING TO BE DEAD VERY VERY SOON.

IN LIGHT OF EVERYTHING I DECIDED TO CONTACT ANOTHER ONE OF MY CI'S TO TELL THEM WHAT HAPPENED... WE LAUGHED AND TALKED ABOUT HOW GAY IT WAS AND THEN I GOT ANOTHER SURPRISE... A CAUTION RATHER... TO WATCH MY SOURCES BECAUSE THEY COULD BE ON SOME DOUBLE AGENT SHITZLE MONKEY.

ANYWAYS....

LATER THAT NIGHT I FINISHED MY CONVERSATION WITH k.... LIKE THIS

I'M GOING TO LET SHIT GO BECAUSE I'M NOT PREPARED TO CALL YOU A LIAR OF SOME STUFF THAT I CAN'T PROVE.... BUT IT STILL FEELS LIKE I WAS LIED TO AND BETRAYED. WHICH k SEEMED TOO CONTENT TO LEAVE ON THAT NOTE.

AND SERIOUSLY THAT REALLY WAS WAT I NEEDED TO LEAVE IT AT... THE FACT IS THAT AGAIN AS MANY THINGS THAT ADDED TOGETHER THERE IS STILL ROOM FOR ERROR AND MISUNDERSTANDING... SO I RESORTED MYSELF TO AN OLD TACTIC OF MINE WHICH IS TO MERELY WAIT THINGS OUT... EVERYTHING COMES OUT IN THE END... AND RATHER THAN CAUSE I RUCKUS OVER SOMETHING I CAN'T PROVE CONCRETELY I WOULD RATHER PLAY MY POSITION AND KEEP A GOOD DISTANCE AND LET SHIT UN RAVEL...

LOOKS LIKE THERE WILL BE MORE k AFTER ALL....

A. STYLE: NEW HAIR CUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK SO WITH THE WHOLE REDEDICATION AND REBIRTH THING THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON WITH ME I DECIDED THAT IT WAS TIME FOR A STYLE CHANGE....

IM MUCH MORE EDGY RIGHT NOW AND TO GO WITH THAT WHOLE EDGY VIBE I DECIDED THAT I WAS GOING TO CUT MY HAIR.... AGIAN.

AT THE END OF AUGUST I HAD CUT MY HAIR INTO A LONGER VERSION OF RHIANNA'S CUT IN "TAKE A BOW" CUZ I WAS UNDECIDED IF I WANTED IT TO BE SUPERSHORT OR NOT..... WELL AFTER NOT BEING ABLE TOWHERE THE CUT FROM MY HAIR BEING TOOO CURLY I BROKE WEDNESDAY AND ASKED MY SISTER bubblez TO CUT IT AND STRAIGHTEN IT.

THE END RESULT IS TRULY PHENOMINAL... HONESTLY IT IS A TRUE VERSION OF THE "TALKE A BOW" CUT BUT IT LOOKS LIKE ME NOT JUST LIKE A KNOCK OF VERSION OF RHIANNA. I LOVE IT!!!!!!! FURTHERMORE I HAVE BEEN GETTING GREAT RESPONSES FROM THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE SEEN IT.

TOMORROW I WILL BE GETTING SOME EDGY HIGHLIGHTS TO GO WITH THE NEW LOOK... I LOVE RHIANNA'S STYLE BUT... THIS IS MY LIFE NOT HERS. I WANT TO BE MY OWN PERSON.

SOOO WHEN THE LOOK IS FINALIZED I WILL PUT PICTURES UP!!!!! TILL SATURDAY.... STAY TUNNED AND STAY FRESH!!!

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MISADVENTURES IN BUS RIDING

OK SO ITS BEEN A MINUTE THAT MY CAR HAS BEEN TOUCH AND GO/OUTTA COMMISSION AND I HAVE BEEN TAKING THE TROLLEY AND THE BUS TO GET WHERE I NEED TO GO LIKE WORK AND WHAT NOT...

SO LATELY I HAD BEEN NOT GETTING TO STOPS ON TIME AND A WHOLE LOT OF B.S.

BUT WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY TOOK THE CAKE....

WEDNESDAY I GOT LOST IN NORTH PARK GETTING TO MY SISTER'S SHOP. AND HAD TO WALK THROUGH NORTH PARK ACROSS EL CAJON BLVD AND DOWN TO UNIVERSITY TO GET THERE BECAUSE I TOOK THE WRONG BUS.....

THURSDAY I WAS SICK AND MISSED THE BUS AND THOUGHT I WOULD TRY A DIFFERENT ROUTE TO GET IN TO WORK AND THAT ENDED UP WITH ME WALKING WITH MY BACKPACK IN 4.5 INCH HEELS DOWN VALENCIA PKWAY TO IMPERIAL FROM THEIR TO 62 AND IMPERIAL TO THE TROLLEY. THE WHOLE TIME FEELING LIKE I WAS GOING TO PUKE... IT WAS DISGUSTING... AND I GOT TO WORK ONLY TO TURN AROUND AND GO HOME.


GRRRRR.....


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SOL FOOD 10/14

THE GREATEST GIFT THAT WE CAN RECIEVE IN THIS LIFE IS THE LOVE OF SOMEONE WHO ISN'T FAMILY OR MARRIED TO US.

FAMILY LOVE IS CRAZY AND THE PERSON YOU MARRY THAT LOVE IS ONE TRULY SET APART FROM THE REST BUT TO HAVE A TRUE FRIEND THAT LOVES U... THAT RIGHT THERE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING!!!!

SO IF YOU GOT ONE HOLD EM CLOSE, A COUPLE BE THANK FUL BUT MORE THAN THAT EITHER YOU'RE THE NEXT PRINCESS DI OR YOU NEED TO CHECK YOU CIRCLE


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A SHAWTZ CLASSIC!!!!

I REMEMBER WHEN I FIRST TOOK THIS PIC ALMOST 4 YEARS AGO... AND TO THIS VERY DAY IT IS ONE OF MY BEST AND FAVORITE shwatz!!!!

I LOVE THAT I GOT THE PAST PRESTENT AND HOPE FOR A BETTER FUTURE REPRESENTED ALL IN ONE SHOT. I CAN'T WAIT TO GO BACK TO d.c. WHERE MY SOL GETS INSPIRATION!!!!

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I HEART: freshp OF FR?ZZ ENT AND APPAREL

I HEART: MY BESTIE freshp AKA douge fresh!!!!

THIS CAT AND I MET A COUPLE YEARS AGO AT HIS EVENT IN RIVERSIDE BECAUSE THERE WAS A PROBLEM AT THE DOOR. HE HOOKED ME AND MY WHOLE GROUP UP AND WE'VE BEEN BESTIES EVER SINCE THEN...

SERIOUSLY THIS CAT AND I WOULD SPEND MONTHS ON THE SAME SPACE THREAD JUST TALKIN ABOUT EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. HE IS THE FUNNIEST AND SWEETEST GUY AROUND.. HE'S ALWAYS THERE TO GIVE ME A KIND WORD OR MAKE ME LAUGH BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY HE KEEPS ME MOTIVATED TO DO ALL THAT I DO.


A BIT ABOUT my bestie !!!!:
AGE: 22
STYLE: SO FRESH SO FR?ZZ ITS UNDENIABLE
FAVORITE THINGS: FASHION, PROMOTING, AND MODELING (SEE WHY I HEART HIM SOOOOO MUCH)
CURRENT LOCATION: WASHINGTON (MAKES ME ILL EVERYTIME JUST THINKING ABOUT IT)

my bestie IS THE FOUNDER AND DESIGNER OF FR?ZZ APPAREL AND ONE OF THE FOUNDING MEMBERS OF FR?ZZ ENT ( THE ORIGINAL SWAGG OF THE I.E. *** NOT TEAM FRESH OR THE P.U.S.H. (GRANTED THEY KEEP THE MOVEMENT ALIVE AND WELL IT WAS FR?ZZ FIRST)***). I'M PROUD TO NOT ONLY KNOW HIM BUT BE ONE OF THE MODELS HE WANTS TO FEATURE FOR THE DEBUT OF THE LINE AND THE PHOTOGRAPHER HE WANTS TO SHOOT IT. ITS A MIX OF THAT 80'S HIP HOP AND SKATER STYLE FUSED WITH THE SMOOTHNESS OF SOMETHING LIKE TOP SHELF LIQUOR.

IN ADDITION HE ALSO IS AN ASPIRING MODEL!!! AND A TRUE FRIEND

WHY I HEART:
LAST NIGHT WE WERE TALKING AND HE JUST HIT ME WITH HOW MUCH OUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS TO HIM AND HOW DOWN FOR ME HE IS. HONESTLY I WAS READING MY AIM AND ALMOST CRIED. HONESTLY ITS BEEN CRAZY BETWEEEN THE TWO OF US... WE AIM AND TALK EACH OTHER THROUGH A BUNCH OF STUFF... AND HE HAS NEVER NOT BEEN MY BESTIE. HE HAS NEVER NOT ONCE WANTED TO ROLL OUT WITH ME OR HIT SOMEBODY ELSE UP FOR PHOTOS HE HAS STAYED TRUE TO HIS WORD. LATELY WITH THE AMOUNT OF FAKES, LAMES, DJ'S AND SNAILS.



SOOO I HAD TO TAKE THE TIME OUT TO SHOUT HIM OUT AND SAY JUST HOW MUCH I HEART HIM.

LOVE YOU bestie


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SOL VIEW: LAKER 08-09 SEASON OUTLOOK

SO YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT TIME IT IS RIGHT!!!!!

NBA & LAKER SEASON OPENER TUESDAY OCTOBER 24, 2008!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW NOT ONLY DO I LOVE THIS GAME BUT I BLEED PURPLE AND GOLD EVEN WHEN IM NOT WOUNDED!!!!!!! I LOVE MY TEAM AND NEVER WILL STOP LOVING THEM.

SO WE WON THE WEST LAST SEASON... KOBE BRYANT (AKA THE BEST PLAYER IN THE GAME RIGHT NOW ***YEAH I SAID IT SO SHART-FARTIN WHAT****) TOOK HOME THE LEAGUE'S MVP AWARD AND A GOLD MEDAL IN THE OLYMPICS THIS PAST SUMMER. BUT WE STILL DIDN'T GET THAT ELUSIVE CHAMPIONSHIP RING!!!

THIS SEASON LOOKS TO BE NOT ONLY TO BE INTENSE FOR THE LAKERS BUT POWERFUL.

KOBE BRYANT SHOULD BE EAGER TO PROVE THAT NOT ONLY IS HE STILL THE BEST IN THE LEAGUE RIGHT NOW BUT THAT THE AWARD WASN'T JUST A TIMELY FLUKE LAST SEASON BUT A TITLE WELL PAST EARNED. IT'S GOING TO BE INTERESTING TO SEE BRYANT PLAY THIS SEASON... WITH A RECENT ASSOCIATED PRESS ARTICLE STATING THAT HE WILL BE PLAYING LESS MINUTES THAN NORMAL AND THAT HE IS ELECTING NOT TO HAVE SURGERY ON HIS PINKY FINGER IN HIS SHOOTING HAND. WHILE THIS K.BRYANT FAN WILL BE DISAPPOINTED TO SEE HIM DECREASE HIS AMOUNT OF PLAY THE LAKER FAN I WAS BORN TO BE IS EAGER TO SEE HIM TAKE ON NEW AND GREATER LEADERSHIP AND TEACHING ROLES AND A BETTER TEAM DYNAMIC.

AS A TEAM THIS YEAR I SEE NOTHING BUT STRENGTH AS LONG AS EVERYONE CAN STAY HEALTHY... WITH THE RETURN OF NBA VETERANS, LAMAR ODOM, DEREK FISHER, AND PAUL GASOL TEAM LEADERSHIP AND WISDOM SHOULD BE AT A HIGH. I AM ALSO EAGER TO SEE CHRIS MIHM AND ANDREW BYNUM RETURN THIS SEASON AT FULL STRENGTH AND MOBILITY TO GIVE PLENTY OF DEPTH AND VARIETY IN THE POST.

THE LAKER GUARD AND FORWARD ROTATION STILL IS ONE OF THE STRONGEST AND MOST DIVERSE TALENT AND SKILL WISE IN THE LEAGUE WITH SUPPORTING CAST MEMBERS, SASHA VUJACIC, VLADAMIR RADMANOVIC, TREVOR ARIZA, AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE LUKE WALTON. A GREAT DEAL OF THE LAKERS ABILITY AND POTENTIAL TO DOMINATE THIS SEASON WILL FALL ON THE SUCESSFUL ROTATION AND PLAY OF THESE PLAYERS WITH BRYANT, FISHER, ODOM AND THE NEW TALENT BEING BROUGHT ON TO THE TEAM. UNDER COACH PHIL JACKSON "THE ZEN MASTER" 'S DIRECTION I SEE A LINE UP FOR EVERY TYPE OF DEFENSIVE SITUATION AND TEAM STYLE.

AS FOR THE NEW FACES TO THE LAKER ROSTER... IM EAGER TO SEE THE ROOKIE FROM SAN DIEGO STATE BRANDON HEATH GET SHOWCASE HIS SKILL. OTHER ROOKIES MAKING THEIR NBA START WEARING PURPLE AND GOLD THIS YEAR WILL BE SUN YUE (CHINA), JOE CRAWFORD (KENTUCKY), AND C.J. GILES (OREGON STATE). HOPEFULLY ALL OF THEM WILL DO MY TEAM PROUD.

ONE FINAL COMMENT BEFORE I WRAPP IT UP... I'M EAGER TO SEE THE "ZEN MASTER" GET ONE MORE RING AND REALLY FINE TUNE THE TEAM THAT HE HAS. BRIAN SHAW, KARREM ABDUL-JABAR, AND MITCH KUPCHECK HAVE DONE A GREAT JOB GIVING HIM A COACHABLE AND CHAMPIONSHIP WORTHTY TEAM FOR THE 08-09 SEASON. AS A FRANCHISE WE NEED A VICTORY ENTERING NOW THE 4TH SEASON WITHOUT SHAQ TO PROVE THAT HE WASN'T THE SOUL FACTOR IN OUR LEAGUE DOMINATION.

TO ALL MY LAKER FANS I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND HANG ON FOR A THRILLING SEASON.

TO ALL MY LAKER BAND WAGON FANS GET OFF THE REAL FANS HAVE TAKEN UP ALL THE SEATS.

AND TO THE HATERS IF LAST SEASON DIDN'T PROVE THAT THIS FRANCHISE IS STILL THE BEST IN THE WEST YOU'RE IN FOR AN EVEN BIGGER SHOCK.

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SHOE CRUSH!!!!!!

Puma - First Round EX Black

Price:
$80.00

LOCATION: ATTIC (SAN DIEGO)

SO I CAN FEEL MY INNER TOM BOY STARTING TO KICK BACK IN NOW THAT THE SEASON OPENER OF THE NBA IS APPROACHING!!!!! SO I DECIDED TO STEP MY KICK GAME UP.... WHILE LOOKING ONLINE I SAW THESE PUMAS AND GOTTA HAVE EM!!! SO IF YOU LOVE YOUR GIRL HIT ME FOR MY SIZE AND GETTEM FOR ME. SMOOCHEZ!!!!!!

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ADDICTED: TRUE BLOOD

OMG THIS SHOW IS SOOOOOO ADDICTING.... I ABSOLUTELY LOVE WATCHING IT.... TRUE BLOOD IS THE SHOIT!!!!!

I LOVE THE PERSONAL DYNAMICS ON THIS SHOW... THE LOVE TRIANGLES THAT ARE ON HERE MAKE HIGH SCHOOL LOOK DUMB....

OMG THAT EPISODE WAS THE ISH!!!!! SUKI AND BILL'S DYNANICC IS CRAZY TO WATCH... AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SHE LET HIM BITE HER.... WHAT THE HECK..... OMG I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE OW THIS PLAYS OUT.

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SOL VIEW: FIX FRIDAYS AT FACES

WHO: STAR-DOM ENTERTAINMENT
WHERE: FACES NIGHT CLUB (5TH AVE IN THE GASLAMP)
WHEN: FRIDAY NIGHTS GENRE: HIP HOP & R&B
ATMOSPHERE: SWAGGERIFIC
DJ: BIRDY BIRD, DJ KALI
MC: TOMMY T, UNLEADED


THE GOOD:
THE FIRST THING THAT YOU NOTICE WHEN YOU WALK INTO FIX IS THE MUSIC SELECTION. THE HIP HOP PLAYED ISN'T JUST GOOD IT HITS ALL NIGHT LONG. THE MIXING STYLES OF BIRDY BIRD AND KALI ARE PERFECT TOGETHER. KALI KNOWS HOW TO GET THE CROWD WARMED UP SO EVEN IF YOU WALK IN AT 10 YOU FEEL LIKE ITS 12. AS FOR DJ BIRDY BIRD IVE NEVER HAD THE PLEASURE OF WORKING WITH A DJ THAT NOT ONLY PROVIDES A FRESHLY SWAGGED OUTLOOK ON MIXING BUT PROVIDES CLASSIC AND HILLARIOUS MIKE DROPS AS WELL.


THE BAD:
SPACE.... IS THE ONE PROBLEM I HAVE WITH FIX... WITH A CAPACITY OF 297 THE CLUB GETS PACKED QUICKLY AND HOT FAST. BUT AGAIN I HAVE TO GO BACK TO THE FACT THAT BIRDY BIRD AND KALI MAKE THE LASCK OF SPACE ALMOST UNOTICABLE AND THE HEAT AN AFTER THOUGHT.


THE UGLY:
SPACE MIGHT BE MY PROBLEM WITH FIX BUT MY ISSUE IS THAT IT STILL ISN'T THE POWERHOUSE THAT IT COULD BE... MEANING IM NOT SEEING ENOUGH STAR POWER IN THERE. I SPOKE WITH DJ BIRDY BIRD ABOUT THIS AFTERWARDS AND HE SAID, "YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER THAT WE ARE STILL NEW... BUT LOOK AT FRIDAY NIGHT BAM BAM WAS THERE, MITCHY SLICK, CAME OUT, AND SO DID SOME OF THE
CHARGERS. CELEBS ARE GOING TO COME JUST WATCH US TAKE OVER."


WHAT TO KNOW:
DON'T BELIEVE THE HYPE ANYMORE ABOUT FACES BEING THE GHETTO CLUB OF THE GASLAMP AND YOU CAN GET SHOT THERE AT ANYMORE. ITS STUPID. JUST BECAUSE A CLUB IS RUN BY AN ALL BLACK STAFF AND CATTERS TO AN ALL BLACK CLUB DOESN'T MEAN ITS GHETTO.

STUPIDITY AND FIGHTS CAN HAPPEN AT ANY CLUB AND DO... STAR-DOM ENTERTAINMENT HAS DONE A GREAT JOB NOT ONLY PROTECTING THE INTEGRITY OF FIX BUT ALSO STAYING ON TOP OF POTENTIAL PROBLEMS. KICKING OUT PEOPLE WHO'VE HAD TOO MUCH AND MAINTAINING A STRICT DRESS CODE.


MY TAKE:
I HAD A SHIT LOAD OF FUN FRIDAY NIGHT AT FIX.... FROM PARTYING WITH SAN DIEGO'S NEW AND HOT KRUMP GROUP ALL-STAR FAM IN THEIR BOTH, TO DANCING WITH MY GIRLS TO THE HOT MUSIC SELECTION.

THE CLUB WAS BALANCED THE WAY A CLUB SHOULD BE... PLENTY OF GIRLS TO ATTRACT HOT GUYS AND PLENTY OF PEOPLE WHO KNOW HOW TO HAVE FUN AND PROVIDE GREAT GOSSIP FOR THE NEXT DAY. I'M PROUD TO BE APART OF FIX AND AM EVEN MORE AXCIOUS TO SEE IT GROW


SO IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN TO FIX YOU NEED TO GET THERE... AND GET ADDICTED.


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RECOGNIZE (VIXEN SPEAKS)

"IF I COULD FLY I WOULDN'T CUZ I KNOW I CAN SOAR
IF YOU TOLD ME NO I WOULD LAUGH CUZ I ALREADY DID IT
SAY NEVER AND I'LL COMMIT TO IT LIKE A TATTOO
MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SOMEONE LESS THAN WHO I AM
YOU'LL WALK AWAY WISHING YOU WERE HALF OF ME


LIMITATIONS ARE FOR PEOPLE CAUGHT IN THEIR EGO
INTRODUCE ME TO YOUR MAN AS ANN COUNTING CUZ I JUS ADDED HIM
TRY TO KEEP ME DOWN IF YOU WANT PHOENIX ONLY COMES BACK STRONGER
WISH YOU ROKD LIKE ME I KNOW ILL CRY FOR YOU TOO


I WAS THAT GIRL THEN IM THIS CHIK NOW AND THAT ICON TOMORROW
KEEP CALLIN ME OUT AND KEEP EATIN MY DUST
IM TOO MUCH FOR YOU SNAILS AND FROGS
I WAS BORN INTO THIS WHETER YOU WANT TO RECOGNIZE IT NOW OR NEVER"




HAHAHAHAHAHAHA DIDN'T KNOW THAT I HAD SKILLS LIKE THAT DID YOU???


TRUST SNITCHZ YOU SHOULDA NEVER LET ME WANT TO GET BACK ON MY GAME

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RANDOM THOUGHT 5

I LOVE THE COLOR BLACK!!!! ITS SLEEK SEXY AND NEVER NOT IN STYLE. AND APPARENTLY HAS BEEN THE SIGNATURE COLOR FOR MY NIGHTLIFE WARDROBE THE PAST FEW.... SCRATCH MANY TIMES OUT.

I MEAN IT JUST NEVER GETS OLD OR LOSES THAT SEX APPEAL AND CAN BE BALANCED OR ACCENTED WITH JUST ABOUT ANY COLOR... STAY TUNNED FOR MY FAVORITE WAYS TO WEAR BLACK...

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SOL FOOD 10/10

TELL SOMEBODY THAT YOU LOVE THEM THAT YOU HAVEN'T TOLD IN AWHILE.... YOU'LL BE SUPRISED AT HOW IT MAKES THEM AND YOU FEEL.


my heart!!!!! HEARING FROM YOU THE OTHER DAY MADE EVERYTHING WORTH IT!!!! I LOVED YOU THEN, NOW AND FOREVER!!!! THANK YOU FOR HELPING ME FIND MY WINGS AGAIN!!!

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SHITZLE MONKEY!!!!!!!!!!

OMG coward JUS MADE ME LAUGH SO DUCK-FARTIN HARD I THINK IM ABOUT TO LAY A PACK OF MUFFINS!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHASHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

OH SHITZLE MONKEY!!!!! HONESTLY THANK YOU FOR REMOVING ME FROM YOUR GAY ASS PAGE!!! IM SURE YOU THINK IM CRYING AND SHITTIN BRICKS OVER IT BUT IM JUST LIKE DAMN IT TOOK YOU THAT LONG TO DO IT... BITCHEZ & CHEESE!!!!!

SO I KNOW HAVE A TOP SLOT OPEN FOR GRABS LETS SEE WHO GETS IT!!!!!

I SWEAR TO A HALF EMPTY CAN OF COKE THAT IF I DON'T STOP LAUGHING IM GOING TO HAVE A MIDGET POP OUTTA MY MOUTH AND SAY

OH SHIT BIATCH!!!!!!!!!!!

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k EXPLAINS HIMSELF

AMONG THE OTHER ODDITIES THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS WAS A CONVERSATION WITH k VIA TEXT MESSAGE

NOW SOME OF YOU MAY THINK THAT IT IS CRUEL OF ME TO PUT THE TEXTS IN HERE BUT JUST KNOW THAT THEY AREN'T ALL THE LITERAL TEXTS BUT ENOUGH TO CONVEY THE POINT OF WAT WAS GOING ON.

A: WATS UP (I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHY I HIT HIM UP HONESTLY I WAS BORED AND STILL SHOCKED FROM OUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE ENCOUNTER.** IN SHORT IT WAS TRYING TO FIGURE OUT MY PLANS FOR LAST WEEKEND AND SMALL TALK**)

k: GOING HOME U

A: BORED THE GUYS KIDNAPPED ME YESTERDAY (ACTUALLY I WAS AT AN UDL BUT THE PART ABOUT ME BEING BORED WAS VERY TRUE)

k: ???

A: MY GUY FRIENDS WANTED ME TO HANG SO THEY CAME AND GOT ME

k: THATS WHATS UP

A: CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION?

k: ASK AWAY FRIEND

A: WHAT HAPPENED, I MEAN I GOT THE POINT BUT MISSED THE MEMO

k:(AFTER A LONG WAIT IM ASSUMING TO WRITE ALL THAT HE DID) I GOT SCARED AND CONFUSED (HMMMM SOUNDS A LOT LIKE coward!!!!) AND HAD TOO MUCH GOING ON AT ONCE AND WENT INTO SYSTEM OVERLOAD. I GUESS I JUST WASN'T READY AND IT WASN'T THAT I DON'T WANT TO CUZ LORD KNOWS THAT I DID. BUT MY LIFE ISN'T RIGHT RIGHT NOW AND IM JUST NOT READY

A: (BY THE WAY YOU CAN'T SAY THAT THIS ISN'T A CLASSIC COMMENT THAT I WOULD MAKE) OK I UNDERSTAND... YOU KNOW ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS JUST SAY THAT. (SERIOUSLY THATS ALL THAT YOU HAD TO DO WAS SAY THAT)

k:I GOT SCARED AND DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU.. AND WENT ABOUT DOING THAT THE WRONG WAY (DUH YOU THINK?????? AGAIN I NEED TO COMMENT ON THE FACT THAT I HAD HAD THIS ALMOST EXACT SAME CONVERSTATION WITH coward)

A: YOU DIDN'T HURT ME YOU JUST REMINDED ME WHY I CHOSE THE PATH THAT IM ON

k: IM SORRY

A: DON'T BE WE'RE COOL AND ALWAYS WILL BE. I'M SORRY I MADE YOU FEEL WEIRD

k: IT REALLY WAS ME BUT IM GLAD THAT WE'RE COOL CUZ YOU'RE A GREAT PERSON.

OK......... LMAO... IM REALLY TRYING TO BE OBJECTIVE HERE... WAIT A MINUTE THIS IS MY BLOG... THERE IS NO NEED TO BE OBJECTIVE.

I HAVE TO COMMENT ON HOW FUNNY THIS IS BECAUSE I PROMISE YOU READERS I HAD THIS EXACT SAME CONVERSATION WITH coward. WHEN HE WENT GHOST. WHAT CRACKS ME UP AGAIN IS THAT THESE GUYS ARE COOL AS ICE UNTIL AFTER THEY GET WHAT THEY WANT... THEN ITS OH IM IN OVER MY HEAD AND WHAT NOT. AGAIN IT MAKES ME GLAD THAT IM JUST ON MY WHOLE DO ME AND MY LIFE ISH.

I REALLY DO HEAR AND FEEL k BUT AGAIN ITS KINDA LIKE WORDS BEING WHISPERED IN THE MIDDLE OF A USC FOOTBALL GAME AFTER A TROJAN TOUCHDOWN. YOU PLAYED ME AND WON CONGRATS.... BUT AGAIN... THE THING THAT YOU LET OUT IN THE PROCESSES IS VICIOUS. NOW THE ONLY THING IN MY MIND THAT IS LEFT TO SEE IS IF HE REALLY IS GOING TO BE A FRIEND OR FURTHER ACT LIKE coward.

(MY BET: HE'S GOING TO NOT JUST ACT LIKE coward BUT EVEN MORE SO)

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SOL FOOD 10/9

THE PATH OF REDEMPTION IS INTENDED TO MAKE US RIGHT NOW MAKE US FEEL GOOD.

SOMETIMES GETTING BACK ON TRACK HURTS AND IS DONE IN WAYS THAT WE DON'T UNDERSTAND OR LIKE. SOMETIMES WE DON'T HAVE A CHOICE BUT TO CHANGE....

AND WHEN WE CHOOSE NOT TOO LIFE GOES CRAZY AND UNCOMFORTABLE TO FORCE US TO STAY THE PATH THAT WE ARE ON.


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REDEDICATION

IN THE BLOG BEFORE THIS ONE I TALKED ABOUT HOW papa ruk SPOKE AND HOW HE DANCED. I PROMISED MORE SO HERE IT IS

SO SATURDAY NIGHT I WAS AT tha session. I HADN'T PLANNED ON GOING AND HONESTLY WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE THERE. BUT I MADE IT UP THERE FOR VIXEN MOTIVES, ORIGINALLY.

MY is b, HER BFF, AND OUR COUSIN MADE THE TREK UP THERE AND LIKE I SAID I REALLY DID HAVE NO EXPECTATIONS OF ANYTHING BUT GOING TO CAUSE A SCENE
AND A COMMOTION.

HOW FUNNY IT WAS THEN THAT THE THE SCENE REALLY WAS ME.

papa ruk DANCED TO A SONG THAT I KNOW WELL...MATTER OF FACT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN ONE OF MY FAVORITE GOSPEL SONGS... "THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD". WATCHING HIM DANCE REMINDED ME WHY I KRUMP. I KRUMP BECAUSE IT GIVES ME THE CHANCE TO LET GOD USE ME... MORE IMPORTANTLY IT GIVES ME THE CHANCE TO SURRENDER MY BODY TO GOD TO DO WORK ON.

THEN papa ruk SHOWED A VIDEO OF HIMSELF MY AGE ON TV DANCING WITH mama ruk. AFTER THE VIDEO WAS OVER HE TALKED ABOUT HOW FAR HE HAD COME TO GET WHERE HE WAS AND BEGAN TO TESTIFY THAT IT IS ONLY BY THE GRACE OF GOD THAT HE IS HERE TODAY. AND MORE IMPORTANTLY IT IS BECAUSE GOD SAW WHAT HE WAS GOING TO BE DOING AND SAVED HIM FOR A TIME SUCH AS THIS.

HEARING HIM TESTIFY GAVE ME STRENGTH TO BREAK. I GO THROUGH SO MUCH, PHYSICALLY MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY AND HAVE FALLEN SO FAR FROM GRACE I NEEDED TO HEAR THAT THERE IS HOPE. I NEEDED TO HEAR THE MESSAGE THAT MANY ARE CALLED BUT FEW ARE CHOSEN AND THAT THOSE WHO ARE CHOSEN GOD CALLS OUT UNTO THEM FOR WHAT HE SEES IN THEM NOT WHAT WE SEE IN OURSELVES.

ALREADY I COULD CARELESS IF MY FRIENDS IN all star THOUGHT I WAS WEIRD FOR BEING INTO THE MESSAGE.... IT WAS WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR TO GET ME THROUGH WHAT I HAD BEEN GOING THROUGH FOR THE PAST FEW MONTHS. I NEEDED TO NOW THAT I COULD BE FORGIVEN FOR MY SCREW UPS IF I SURRENDERED AND THAT GOD CHOSE ME STILL, IN SPITE, AND DESPITE MY CIRCUMSTANCES AND FLAWS.

AFTER HE WAS DONE SPEAKING papa ruk DANCED TO ONE MORE SONG, "KEEP ME IN YOUR REACH" WHICH IS WHAT MADE ME BREAK. I NEEDED TO KNOW THAT I WASN'T OUTSIDE OF GOD'S REACH. I NEEDED TO KNOW THAT THERE WAS NOTHING THAT HE COULDN'T HELP GUIDE ME THROUGH... NOTHING THAT HE COULDN'T HEAL OR FIX.

WHILE THE SONG WAS PLAYING AND HE WAS DANCING I BEGAN TO ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FOR MY SINS... BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I BEGAN TO ASK GOD TO DO A WORK IN ME THAT WAS UNIQUE TO ME. I WASN'T ASKING FOR HEALING I WAS ASKING FOR HIM TO RESTORE MY HOPE AND MY FAITH THAT I COULD LIVE THE REST OF THIS LIFE. I JUST NEEDED TO KNOW THAT HE WAS GOING TO STILL WALK WITH ME AND BE THERE WITH ME.

WHEN THE TIME CAME FOR ALTER CALL I WENT UP WITHOUT HESITATION.... I NEEDED TO REDEDICATE MY LIFE TO CHRIST... I NEEDED TO REDEDICATE MY LIFE TO BEING THE PERSON THAT HE HAD CALLED AND CHOSEN ME TO BE. (SOMETHING I'M NOTICING I NEED TO DO DAILY) MOST IMPORTANTLY I NEEDED TO SHOW THAT I WANTED TO CHANGE.

I NEVER EXPECTED A MIRACLE.... I NEVER EXPECTED THE PROPHET TO BLESS ME AND HEAL MY BODY, MIND AND SOUL, I NEVER EXPECTED THAT IT WOULD FEEL SOO GOOD. MORE IMPORTANTLY I NEVER EXPECTED THAT JUST AS I WAS BRAVE ENOUGH TO STAND UP AND SHOW EVERYONE ELSE THAT I WANTED TO CHANGE GOD WANTED PUBLICLY SHOW THAT HE LOVED ME AND HAD ME NOT JUST IN HIS REACH BUT IN THE PALM OF HIS HAND.

EVEN THOUGH I HAVE ALREADY FALLEN I CAN GET BACK UP KNOWING THAT I'M NOT FAR FROM HIS REACH AND THAT HE HAS DONE MORE THAN A MIRACLE MORE THAN A GREAT THING HE HAS CHANGED ME. MY GOAL IN LIFE IS TO BE THAT PERSON THAT GOD TAKES PRIDE IN.... AND NO I DON'T ALWAYS DO IT RIGHT EVERY TIME BUT I KNOW THAT IF I GET BACK UP AGAIN AND STAND THAT HE WILL CARRY ME AND THAT I WILL GET THERE.

I HAVE FAITH THAT MY HEART HAS BEEN HEALED, MY MOUNTAINS MOVED, MY MIND PUT TO REST, AND MY BODY RESTORED. I KNOW THAT BY ME TAKING A STAND TO REDEDICATE THAT I COULDN'T HAVE GONE WRONG.

I JUST NEED YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT TOO AND THAT IF YOU JUST CRY OUT TO HIM THAT AND TRULY WANT TO BE CHANGED THAT HE WILL DO THAT FOR YOU JUST LIKE HE DID FOR ME. HE CAN HEAL YOU SOOTHE THE PAIN AND SOO MUCH MORE.

HE GAVE ME BACK ME... AND NOTHING IS GOING TO CHANGE THAT... I KNOW THAT THE TESTS ARE GOING TO COME BECAUSE THEY ALREADY HAVE SINCE SATURDAY NIGHT AND THAT EVEN THO THEY SAY THAT OLD HABITS DIE HARD THEY STILL DO DIE. IF I DON'T PASS THIS TEST I WILL PASS THE NEXT ONE AND THE ONE AFTER THAT AND SOON I WILL NOT EVEN FALL TO THE THINGS THAT I DID BEFORE I REDEDICATED MY LIFE TO YOU LORD.

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SOL VIEW: THA SESSION

FOR ANY OF YOU WHO HAVEN'T BEEN TO tha session YOU'RE GAY!!!!!

SERIOUSLY THE BEST KRUMPERS AROUND ARE ALWAYS AT tha session. d fam (MY FAM... YES PEOPLE I KRUMP) ALWAYS DOES A GOOD JOB NOT JUST HOSTING THE EVENT BUT PUTTING TOGETHER GREAT MATCH UPS AND KEEPIN PEOPLE LAUGHING.

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO MISSED IT SATURDAY NIGHT AT THE crystal cathedral. YOU MISSED SOME GREAT BATTLES. twin ram DID A PHENOMINAL JOB STARTING THE NIGHT OFF RIGHT AGAINST ruthless. dance fever, rukus, AND havok INTRODUCED THE CHEST CAVE WHICH IM SORRY IS THE TIGHTEST DORKY DANCE OUT SINCE THE SOULJA BOY ( AND YOU WILL BE SEING ME DO IT AT MY EVENTS THIS WEEKEND). I ALSO WANT TO GIVE BIG UPS TO twin showoff WHO ALSO GAVE A FIRE BATTLE. MY BIG HOMIE lady rukus WON A VICIOUS 3 WAY BATTLE SHOWING THAT JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T SEE HER DANCE DOESN'T MEAN SHE STILL DOESN'T RULE THE d.

AS FOR THE TOURNAMENT HONESTLY I HAVE TO WONDER ABOUT IT.... HONESTLY IT SEEMED KINDA RIGGED BUT OH WELL. NO SURPRISE TO ME AND IM SURE TO OTHER PEOPLE THERE WAS THE WINNER j slaught, WHO NEVER DOESN'T GIVE A JAW DROPPING PERFORMANCE. MOST SURPRISING AND IMPRESSIVE WAS kidd reap, WITH HIS FIRST TOURNAMENT APPEARANCE, SHOW CASING SUPURB SKILL THAT EVERYONE FELL IN LOVE WITH. I HONESTLY CANNOT WAIT TO SEE MORE PERFORMANCES AND GROWTH FROM HIM.

BEFORE I GET INTO THE MAIN EVENT AND TALKING ABOUT THE WORD THAT papa ruk GAVE I WANT TO TALK ABOUT SOME OF THE FUNNY THINGS THAT WENT ON.... FIRST AND FOR MOST I NEED TO COMMENT ON honey VS girl grim.

UMMMMMMMMMMMM ALL IM GOING TO SAY IS THAT I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MY CRACK AT honey. THE FACT THAT SHE EVEN BATTLED girl grim MAKES ME SICK BECAUSE SHE IS NO WHERE NEAR HER SKILL... YES I SAID IT I SAID IT ON anjliksol THAT honey VS girl grim HAD NO BUISNESS HAPPENING. AND YES girl grim DID MURDER HER TWICE OVER!!!! AND NO SHE DOES NOT DANCE LIKE lady rukus!!!!!!! ANY BODY WHO WAS WATCHING THAT SHE DANCES LIKE ruthless SO PLEASE CAN WE JUST STOP THAT RUMOR RIGHT THE HECK NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OK THE OTHER FUNNY THINGS.... k DIDN'T SHOW UP AFTER MAKING A BIG DEAL AT ME NOT COMING, MY isb AND I CRACKIN ON THE SNAILS AND DJ'S THAT WE SAW. BUT MOST OF ALL HAD TO BE coward!!! SEEING HIM AFTER HIS EMBARRASSING ATTEMPT TO CHECK ME ONLY MADE ME ROLE MY EYES AND WANT TO LAUGH.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

SO THERE I DID.

OK IM GOING TO SAVE THE BEST THING FOR LAST, papa ruk, AND MOVE TO TALKING ABOUT THE MAIN EVENT: d fam VS federation. FIRST OF ALL IM GOING TO SAY THAT MY THOUGHTS ON THIS ARE NO MEANS BECAUSE IM IN d fam BUT BASED ON THE TRUTH.

WE WON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY FAVORITE BATTLE WAS show off's HANDS DOWN!!! AFTER THAT GOES TO j ruk WHO WILL ALWAYS GETS ME AMPED, THEN rukus!!! the fed GAVE A GREAT PERFORMACE BUT STILL I HAVE TO SAY THAT SKILL WISE OVERALL WE WERE BETTER. BIG UPS TO havok, dance fever, true boi, AND kid rock MY FAM BAM THAT ALSO BATTLED AND KILLED OFF!!!!!!!!


NOW TO THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF THE NIGHT AND THE PART THA TOUCHED ME THE MOST.


papa ruk DANCED SATURDAY NIGHT. ONCE TO THE SONG "SPIRIT OF THE LORD" AND AGAIN TO "KEEP ME IN YOUR REACH" AND GAVE HIS TESTIMONY. IT MADE ME CRY MORE IMPORTANTLY BROUGHT ME TO A POINT WHERE I WANTED TO CHANGE.

BUT THAT IS THE SUBJECT OF A DIFFERENT BLOG.


JUST KNOW THAT tha session CHANGES LIVES BY SHOWING THEM THAT THEY CAN DANCE AND GIVE GOD GLORY WITHOUT ALL THE LEGALISM THAT SOMETIMES
COMES WITH CHURCH... MOST IMPORTANTLY IT BLESSED ME....

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