So I'm sitting here in re movies by myself about to watch a double feature "Madea Goes to Jail" and "Confessions of a Shopaholic". Yeah I probably could have gotten some body to go with me or take me foe that matter but I needed his time by myself to think about eat was important to me.
Some of you my have seen the blogs that I had up before that talked about all the crap that I was going through with people an situations in my life.... That combined with being out at Fix really made me just need some reflecting time.
Don't get me wrong I'm glad that i've has all these changes because they have forced me go grow but it's the force part that important having a hard part with. And considering that I've been being forced to be by myself I figured I might as well be by myself for a bit.
I'm excited actually cuz these are two movies that I really wanted to see but wanted to be able to enjoy enjoy and I'm sure that I I had ant with people I wouldn't have. So we shall see.
Right now I'm just trying to stay in a vein that's me and not me so hurt that I fall back into old habits or my ego. Despite all the crap I've managed to start possibly a sucessful relationship, to better at work, find out more about myself and those around me.
Hopefully one of these movies will show me something that will make me want to keep going and make me feel better.
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
MISADVENTURES: DRINKING
SOOO IM SURE YOU ALL ARE WONDERING WATS UP WITH THE NEW TO 10 I HAVE UP ( SEE THE VERY BOTTOM OF MY BLOG)
WELL YEAH YOUR GIRL GOT STRAIGHT FUCKED UP SATURDAY NIGHT AT the shark club IN THE OC. I MEAN IT WAS REALLY EMABARRASSING AND GROSS.
MY GIRLS AND I GOT PULLED INTO THE VIP BY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN A POTENTIAL CLIENT. I FORGOT THAT I HADN'T EATEN ANYTHING SINCE LIKE 230 THAT AFTERNOON AND WAS DRINKING LIKE IT WAS THE THING TO DO. MOET, CRAN AND VODKA, LONG ISLAND, PATRON, YEAH IT WAS SOOO BAD.
I ENDED UP PUKING IN THE BATHROOM AND OUTSIDE... I KNOW I SAID SOME EMBARASSING SHIT TOO.... (SOO MUCH SO THAT I BLEW MY CHANCE WITH THIS GUY I MET UP THERE solo AMD PISSED carrie OFF)
THE NEXT MORNING I WOKE UP AT 830 FOR SOME WEIRD REASON AND JUST WENT FOR A WALK TO CLEAR MY HEAD AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I HAD JUST DONE. I HAD BLOWN A POTENTIAL CLIENT, MADE MYSELF SICK, MADE A STRAIGHT ASS OUTTA MYSELF, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY I HAD TOTALLY TAKEN 10 STEPS PACK FROM ALL THE PROGRESS AND CHANGE THAT I HAD MADE IN 2008.
I ALREADY HAD THE PUNCH DRUNK EXPERIENCE AT THE END OF MAY 2008 AND IT WAS DISGUSTING. I THOUGHT I WAS OVER IT, MORE OVER I THOUGHT THAT I KNEW BETTER THAN TO GET THAT FADED ON A WEEKEND WERE I HAD A LOT OF REGAL THINGS GOING ON. IT REALLY JUST MADE ME THINK ABOUT WHY I WANTED TO DO SO MUCH WITH MY LIFE.... AND ALL THE THINGS I WANTED TO DO IN 2009.
IT JUST SHOWED ME HOW DILLEGENT I NEED TO BE IN STICKING TO MY DREAMS, GOALS, LIFE, AND PROGRESS.
WELL YEAH YOUR GIRL GOT STRAIGHT FUCKED UP SATURDAY NIGHT AT the shark club IN THE OC. I MEAN IT WAS REALLY EMABARRASSING AND GROSS.
MY GIRLS AND I GOT PULLED INTO THE VIP BY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN A POTENTIAL CLIENT. I FORGOT THAT I HADN'T EATEN ANYTHING SINCE LIKE 230 THAT AFTERNOON AND WAS DRINKING LIKE IT WAS THE THING TO DO. MOET, CRAN AND VODKA, LONG ISLAND, PATRON, YEAH IT WAS SOOO BAD.
I ENDED UP PUKING IN THE BATHROOM AND OUTSIDE... I KNOW I SAID SOME EMBARASSING SHIT TOO.... (SOO MUCH SO THAT I BLEW MY CHANCE WITH THIS GUY I MET UP THERE solo AMD PISSED carrie OFF)
THE NEXT MORNING I WOKE UP AT 830 FOR SOME WEIRD REASON AND JUST WENT FOR A WALK TO CLEAR MY HEAD AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I HAD JUST DONE. I HAD BLOWN A POTENTIAL CLIENT, MADE MYSELF SICK, MADE A STRAIGHT ASS OUTTA MYSELF, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY I HAD TOTALLY TAKEN 10 STEPS PACK FROM ALL THE PROGRESS AND CHANGE THAT I HAD MADE IN 2008.
I ALREADY HAD THE PUNCH DRUNK EXPERIENCE AT THE END OF MAY 2008 AND IT WAS DISGUSTING. I THOUGHT I WAS OVER IT, MORE OVER I THOUGHT THAT I KNEW BETTER THAN TO GET THAT FADED ON A WEEKEND WERE I HAD A LOT OF REGAL THINGS GOING ON. IT REALLY JUST MADE ME THINK ABOUT WHY I WANTED TO DO SO MUCH WITH MY LIFE.... AND ALL THE THINGS I WANTED TO DO IN 2009.
IT JUST SHOWED ME HOW DILLEGENT I NEED TO BE IN STICKING TO MY DREAMS, GOALS, LIFE, AND PROGRESS.
Monday, January 5, 2009
SOL FOOD 01:05:09
MAKING PROGRESS ISN'T SOMETHING YOU DO TO PASS TIME...
IF YOU'RE GOING TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER DO EVERYTHING IN YOUR POWER TO KEEP THAT CHANGE GOING AND NOT DIGRESS
IF YOU'RE GOING TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER DO EVERYTHING IN YOUR POWER TO KEEP THAT CHANGE GOING AND NOT DIGRESS
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