MISADVENTURES: DRINKING

SOOO IM SURE YOU ALL ARE WONDERING WATS UP WITH THE NEW TO 10 I HAVE UP ( SEE THE VERY BOTTOM OF MY BLOG)


WELL YEAH YOUR GIRL GOT STRAIGHT FUCKED UP SATURDAY NIGHT AT the shark club IN THE OC. I MEAN IT WAS REALLY EMABARRASSING AND GROSS.


MY GIRLS AND I GOT PULLED INTO THE VIP BY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN A POTENTIAL CLIENT. I FORGOT THAT I HADN'T EATEN ANYTHING SINCE LIKE 230 THAT AFTERNOON AND WAS DRINKING LIKE IT WAS THE THING TO DO. MOET, CRAN AND VODKA, LONG ISLAND, PATRON, YEAH IT WAS SOOO BAD.


I ENDED UP PUKING IN THE BATHROOM AND OUTSIDE... I KNOW I SAID SOME EMBARASSING SHIT TOO.... (SOO MUCH SO THAT I BLEW MY CHANCE WITH THIS GUY I MET UP THERE solo AMD PISSED carrie OFF)


THE NEXT MORNING I WOKE UP AT 830 FOR SOME WEIRD REASON AND JUST WENT FOR A WALK TO CLEAR MY HEAD AND REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT I HAD JUST DONE. I HAD BLOWN A POTENTIAL CLIENT, MADE MYSELF SICK, MADE A STRAIGHT ASS OUTTA MYSELF, AND MORE IMPORTANTLY I HAD TOTALLY TAKEN 10 STEPS PACK FROM ALL THE PROGRESS AND CHANGE THAT I HAD MADE IN 2008.


I ALREADY HAD THE PUNCH DRUNK EXPERIENCE AT THE END OF MAY 2008 AND IT WAS DISGUSTING. I THOUGHT I WAS OVER IT, MORE OVER I THOUGHT THAT I KNEW BETTER THAN TO GET THAT FADED ON A WEEKEND WERE I HAD A LOT OF REGAL THINGS GOING ON. IT REALLY JUST MADE ME THINK ABOUT WHY I WANTED TO DO SO MUCH WITH MY LIFE.... AND ALL THE THINGS I WANTED TO DO IN 2009.


IT JUST SHOWED ME HOW DILLEGENT I NEED TO BE IN STICKING TO MY DREAMS, GOALS, LIFE, AND PROGRESS.