LETTERS FROM THE SOL: CHILL

DEAR,


SO WE JUST WERE SUPPOSSED TO CHILL? I DIN'T REALIZE THAT CHILL FOOLED EVERYONE ELSE INTO THINKING COUPLE.... HELL YOU FOOLED ME AND I BET FOOLED YOURSELF....



LOOK AT YOU FOR WHAT? SO I CAN CRY... SORRY I DON'T WANT TO.... IM TOO OLD TO BELIVE IN FAIRY TALES AND TRUST ME THERE IS NO SILVER LINING TO THIS.



CHILL WITH YOU IDK WHY I SHOULD... SO THAT IT CAN HURT MORE KNOWING HOW STUPID AS FUCK I AM.... OH IM SORRY I WAS PROBABLY JUST A GREAT FUCK... ON A LEVEL LIKE THE DRAKE SONG MAYBE BUT THEN AGAIN THAT DOESN'T MAKE A RELAY....


I CAN'T BELIEVE I FELL FOR THE OKIE DOKE LOOKED AT THE MONET AND SAW CLEAR PHOTOGRAPH....


REALLY THO SOO IT WAS ALL JUS CHILL??? YOU WANTING ME TO JUST TRUST YOU AND BE AROUND YOU.... YOU WANNA MAKE ME FEEL GOOD? FUCK FUCK FUCK MCFUCKLAND


ITS SAD THAT PART OF ME IS OK WITH ALL OF THIS... AFTER ALL YOUR JUST ANOTHER NAME TO ADD TO THE LIST..... JUST ANOTHER TEAR TO ADD TO MY WELL AND FURTHER PROOF THAT ALL I HAVE IS ME MYSELF AND MY HUSTLE...


IM LAUGHING RIGHT NOW TO CONCEAL IT ALL BUT DANG.... I GUESS I NEED TO STUDY WEBSTER'S MORE CUZ APPARTENTLY I DON'T KNOW MY DEFINITIONS...


BUT YOU WANTED TO STILL "CHILL" RIGHT??? SO I'M ASUMING THAT MEANS NO TOUCHING, KISSING, FUCKING, ANYTHING... RIGHT. I MEAN WE CAN DO THE ACTUAL DEFINITION OF CHILL...... SURE WE CAN SEE HOW THAT GOES I MEAN HOW CAN I BE MAD???


ITS NOT YOUR FAULT I DIDN'T KNOW THE DEFINITION... RATHER YOUR DEFINITION OF CHILL.